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Old Feb 01, 2015, 09:59 PM
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Im okay, I miss having a friend to ask for advice. I havent talked to my ex bff in a long while and I dont plan on messaging them unless they message me since I was the reason the friendship broke up. Im in the process of trying to make a new bff.
That's rough...you can always ask us for advice although I know it's not the same....
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Old Feb 01, 2015, 10:04 PM
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Im okay, I miss having a friend to ask for advice. I havent talked to my ex bff in a long while and I dont plan on messaging them unless they message me since I was the reason the friendship broke up. Im in the process of trying to make a new bff.

yea you can always come here. and yea its not the same. but dont be a stranger. i mean...your always welcome here
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thanks for the advice sometimesp and angelique.
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Old Feb 01, 2015, 10:41 PM
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soooo happy the NE patriots WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yea for those who dont know. Patriots won Superbowl 49.
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I'm going to give the rest of my meds to my mom because I keep contemplating whether to take them or not and just the signs of about 10 days not taking I already know I'm sick. Omg I feel high.. I need to stop them or take.. Yknow what I mean?

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i took my xanax and ambien
...but i need a shot of liquor.
im sorry im doing this...
i need to get away from my mind for awhile...
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I'm not good at anything anymore. My meds have dulled my mind and the sitting around the apartment has killed my spirit.
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Be careful Newtus..

Be sure that you are going to live. If not then hospital.
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Be sure that you are going to live. If not then hospital.

idk if im going to live. but i doubt ill die. idk
dont mean to scare anyone...im just hearing voices and have anxiety right now and i needed to get away from my mind. i didnt drink enough to pass out. not yet at least.

i just feel so tired of everything.
maybe im starting to enter my breaking point. idk.
i just dont even want to think right now.

im starting to miss the safeness of the hospital.
but i hate everything else about it.
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you know what?
i just thought about it.
if i went to the hospital...i wouldnt eat.
then they would know theres more problems with me. but they wouldnt know if im not eating cuz of psychosis or becuz i dont wanna gain weight.

bu you know what?
FOOD IS TAINTED.
when i eat nowadays i am so close to throwing up. its the equivalent to people seeing wormss in their food.
but im feeling as if food is unnatural for my body.

i could maybe live without food if i just drank liquids.
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I hope you're in the same mind set when with my ritalin abuse because I survived so I know what you mean..

But don't drink more. Please.

Just giving reassurance. Don't do it.
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Foods not tainted o.0

My psychiatrist accuse me of an eating disorder as well. My food is fine.
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Here listen to Coldplay do anything but dot drink more.

Awesome song

Edit;

This song tho...

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Old Feb 02, 2015, 12:09 AM
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every time i eat i feel like im gonna throw up and sometimes i do. my sister told me thats unnatural. she doesnt understand anything about me.
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alcohol makes the voices louder

because alcohol calms your mind down so much that you can hear the voices startin to scream at you.
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It usually happens after long term alcohol abuse that you get the voices. For me I just drank really hard til I passed out then would hear in the when I wake up.. I guess because I was calmer maybe you're right idk

Edit: Klonopin and low dose seroquel increased my voices big time
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Old Feb 02, 2015, 12:26 AM
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hm. i havent had alcohol in half a year except once in december and it was half a beer. but before that i was drink somewhat heavily. i guess im following in my parents footsteps
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Nah.. You stopped for half a year.. I stopped or a few months.. The illness.. Kill it..

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...kill it...with FIRE.
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I was counting my prozacs cuz I have no clue when the next prescription Is and I have like 800 but put a couple into a bottle.

I didn't see you're reply on my phone I hope you're in a alcohol induced light sleep :/

I hope you're fine if you are reply for us
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Old Feb 02, 2015, 02:06 AM
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We apparently got 17 inches of snow ....
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Lolz here is too cold to snow -.-

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