Roll Call 49

Looking at clothes online, need to get some stuff for summer when it gets unbearably hot out

They are like Belgian waffles....are yours savory then?

Ah right, I think you can get them over here in some places but I've never tried them, though they look awesome. Yeah ours are savory, popular with eggs or baked beans. I'm getting hungry now.

I went to the local library in my new town. It smells of mildew, and it's very small. Everyone was on a computer and nobody was reading. I tried to read but it was just too damn loud. Everyone was talking. It's out of control. I'm going to have to go to the next town over. This is what I am reading. It's by James Joyce. http://www.amazon.com/Portrait-Artis.../ref=pd_cp_b_0 It's pretty good so far. It's semi autobiographical.

I went a whole month without a single drink! Tonight, I will finally have a few with a good friend.

It's a beautiful day outside, my mom is out looking for wedding dresses with my grand mom today so I'm home with my siblings, they're making smoothies.

I never noticed you having OCD in your sig, when did you get that diagnosis? Just curious.

It's my main diagnosis. I had it since I was 6-7 and couldn't take it anymore at 16. I won't confront the problem. I just take my high dose Prozac and deny it exists. Ignoring the thoughts eventually does it. Kind of disabling when I'm trying to organize my thoughts but I can't.

I struggle with OCD as well, sorry you go through that

I just got off of prozac, apparently my pdoc thinks the best way to tackle my OCD is via therapy, seems to be working a bit so far.

Prozac is crazy for controlling it cuz every time I mess with my dose, I get OCD related psychosis. Increase or decrease it will flare up for a while then settle to the dose.

That totally counts!

We'll start the first ever TA group!

I'm not a formal patient anymore because I'm not a danger to myself or anyone else anymore. I'm thinking of applying for a job here and be a patient is that possible?

Ask them, but think about it for awhile. What kind of job would you want/be qualified for? I would personally feel uncomfortable working in a ward I've been in, it could also be triggering. Maybe try to get a good period of stability where you're not overdosing on your meds for at least 6 months. Going into the mental health field would be very rewarding but it comes with it's own problems considering you have mental illness yourself

Hearing voices, one female voice outside my head telling me "to go"... whatever the f__k that means, and all the usual static noise inside my head... Not distressed by it though, if I overthink it I'll get delusional. It's nothing, just something my head does because it's a full time mad bas**rd and loves to feck about with me lol. God these meds must really be working, or maybe it's me finally learning how to cope. Anyway... feck off ya bollix.

Keeping in as much Irish slang so Tweaky feels at home lol

I think it would be cool to be able to tag people in posts. Where you tag someone and that person would get a notification bringing them to the post. People could choose to opt out of it and you could make it that you can only tag people if you're friends and vice versa.

I've just totally ripped off some social networking sites that I dare not name, but still it'd be good.

I can be very social when I'm not sick which is a good quality for it. It's more like a community asylum about 20 people in my unit and there's 12 units. Some are even secretly dating and making out when you're not supposed to touch another patient. They do it when the staff can't see though.

I talk to a few patients here as friends. I was agitated trying to calm down with another guy and told him to get an Olanzapine but then he's like I'm on Clozapine and it doesn't work. I would be good at just making sure a community is stable. No code whites and lock ups because of asshole nurses.

One nurse was talking about me behind my back and he said he wasn't when I confronted him in front of everyone he said I'm hearing voices and threatened to lock me up.

Other than that I don't have bad experiences let alone traumatic ones. I'm in the best hospital in Canada so.. Like even the psychiatrist and doctors help out when I'm getting side effects from the antipsychotics. As long as I keep calm they said they'll up my concerta to 108mg. They are afriad because of psychosis but we all know about my concerta abuse. Even with that they don't mind because it's situational.

As long as I'm not agitated and ya I was a bit delusional and hypnotic narcotic whatever with all the benzos then there's no conflict.

He is
They are
We will
Ta be ag..
ta si
Ta she
Riobheaire
Ta fwinyog be at scamal sa spare agus ta grain ag tanabh

Idk maybe memories of your Irish teacher turning into voices

- Detective Tweaky

Didn't get that one lol

I'm on drugs... thought you might want to tag along! T'was a joke.

BEBE REXHA LYRICS - I'm Gonna Show You Crazy

This song lol

You guys are awesome!

I'm leaving my ninja cave now, a lot bit late. >grumpy face<

Not for Tweaky when he wants his tweak!

It would be nice if you could text me MDMA but then again I'd be loaded on AP's for being too happy

having a nice time at my moms. we are drinking coffee and watching chopped right now. im super tired i woke up at 5 30am

my grandma wanted us to take her to a baby shower so we did and it was awkward for me cuz i knew no one there. then after we dropped my gma off my mom was talking about how she doesnt have much longer. (to live). so that made me really sad

I'm going to be eating healthier starting tomorrow.