Roll Call 49

nurse practitioners can write medication scripts and refills. they are supervised by a pdoc. its just like a nurse who can write scripts. i see one

sorry just saw that other ppl explained that.

i do NOT wanna get up at 5am and go to work. but whatevs. i have to.

Ah that's what I was thinking, they'd have to be supervised by a psychiatrist or a medical doctor. So I'm guessing there'll be a pdoc there but he won't be seeing the same volume of clients the last pdoc did and they're prioritizing who sees who. That system would make sense.

Took a zyprexa. It's hard to explain why I did. Idk I just want the thoughts to calm basically because it always gets worse. It helps somewhat but the risperidone even 2mg helps me

All these drugs I've gotten used to the sedation side effect so I bet if I stop them, I'd be wired

that would be awesome but i doubt it to be honest. ive never liked going to new professionals. now that i think about it the same doctors have been working at this one hospital since i was 13 and a lot of the same staff overall has been working there since i was 13. thats prob why I always felt comfortable there.

thats exactly what i thought it was. i didnt actually think they were on the same level as pdocs.

they are trained more than regular nurses. like they are trained more in psych meds and stuff

ive been nervous for a long time that im gonna use slang term on here in real life in front of professionals.

from now on my nurse practitioner is gonna be NP or nprac.

just cuz.
im cool like that.

It's a shame but when you meet her explain everything to her and say you need more help and can you see her more often maybe once a month or so and ask will you ever see another pdoc again? Get all this info out of her for your own peace of mind.

oooh ok. thanks for telling me.

lol if i can in 15/20 minutes. ill try to do something.
but i noticed that theres been 3-4 pdocs at thic branch of this clinic and now there only seems to be 1. 1 and an NP. so they would be serving 2-3 towns. maybe more. i mean theres 2 branches for this county. and this county is really big. they should have more branches. theres more than million people in this county and this county clinic has 2 branches. and this branch has maybe 1/3 the amount of professionals than the other one. maybe 2.

Hmmm seems the voice wants to be heard tonight. WTF causes this ****. One minute I'm fine and the next I'm wanting to crawl into bed and stay there.

thank you guys.
it really has helped me bit to talk to all of you. quite a bit. i really appreciate it a lot. just feel so thankful that everyone is still so nice to me after being here so long and the amount of people that continue to help me. ive never found this kind of help in this amount of people in real life before. ive always went from person to person. cause i only had 1 person at a time. i def never had like a group of people that supported me.

does anything help u when ur hearing the voice? sometimes i would listen to music w.o words in headphones. i would play it really loud.

i watched Whiplash yesterday it was really good.
it was one of the best movies ive ever seen in really long time.
well best drama movie in a long time. it had a lot of feel and heart to it.
i just dont see a lot of heart go into a movie that much anymore. like a hollywood film.

Not really, it refuses to be unheard. Music is good though.

Thank you

Whiplash (2014) - IMDb



^^^TRAILER^^^

That looks awesome. I really love the bald guy. I mean as an actor. He was great as cave Johnson I the portal games.

shoot.
i forgot to pick up those chicks at the store.

Idk if it's the zyprexa or Invega but i have my hunger back ^^

Four.. Four antipsychotics I'm on. If I tell any relatives that then they would freak out so I'm not going to.

My paranoia is settling I'm not thinking too much rn

I still have this fear. I think it's the decrease of abilify. I need to convince him that abilify is amazing basically and I want it, not the nasty pines and dones.

im gonna put up a corner county store and sell baby chickens there like they do at the other two. its gonna be called the "The Corner".

so when all the farmers need new baby chickens for the spring they will say "Ill be right back - im just gonna go pick up a few chicks at The Corner".

That's hilarious, I love baby chicks.

Do you have a pen for them at night so they don't get eaten by something?

my breathing is really shallow.
its really hard to breathe. idk why really.
my whole body hurts.

Why are you on four antipsychotics?