Roll Call 49

no i would be keeping them in my room until i can at least get a pen. either at the store or get one shipped but the chicks go really fast. everyone -mainly the farmers pick them up. they only sell them for a few weeks each year. my dad and i were gonna build a pen but then he said he didnt have time. i kept the last ones in my room but they kept me up all night for a month. and it smelled. i just wanted like 3.

four APs doesnt quite make sense. ive been on two at the same time. thats the most.

My friend that lives in Texas is building something similar.

I got that a few days ago. They gave me cogentin and it eased a bit. Inhaling my nicotine inhaler and dry mouth side effect didn't help the situation either.

i kept them in a box for a month. which was perfect until the end of the month cuz then they grew up. but i had a feeder and waterer for them. they were just in a box. my intention was to build them a pen then too but then my dad didnt have time then either.

yea i kinda liked this one

Ooh, that's neat! It looks perfect.

yea the nicotine doesnt help with that but i think its cuz ive been really stressed and crying all day but idk why i cant breathe from all that

Cuz I got side effects from the abiify at 15mg so they are taking me off of it and adding an injectable (Invega) and seroquel works in controlling my agitation and zyprexa is a prn because I told them to stop the 3x a day Klonopin. They gave me the option to take zyprexa 4x a day but I like seroquel.

wow.
i have to take haldol 4x a day.
i cant even handle it. sure that much will work for me but its pysically too much to handle. its a high dose seems like.

My brain has started the taco timer. Taco Bell in T minus 40 minutes.

ugh id like a bean burrito and churro right about now.

The most beautiful food on the planet.

Churro sounds good I was listening to the radio earlier and they were talking about churro dogs instead of hot dogs...it's like a churro inside a split eclair....

I'm about to go Afpbw ( away from piggy back wireless )

i forgot to refill my trazodone. and i dont have 1 for tonight. not sure what to do. i just ordered the refill online but i have to get it tomorrow. i was thinking of breaking a 100mg seroquel in half so i will take 150mg total but i dont wanna be drowsy in the morning. maybe i will just see what happens w.o it. kinda nervous tho. hope i sleep ok

ew i saw that on tv.
im not sure about that.
i dont eat diary so...yea lol
ah geez. im really not sure about that. that bun tho...

oh i see thats not like white or wheat bread bun? like its not a typical bun right?

It's either a donut or eclair.....

I used to be part of a big online community. It was great until everyone jumped ship once my funny was replaced by my illness. I miss the days before MI took over my life.

im so embarrassed about crying on the phone to the...ugh....supervisor.
i cant believe that happened.

im so paranoid right now still.
im so close to hospital.
oh man i almost really went to the hospital today. that was really close.

i wanna try those Cronuts.

Yeah me too....although I was pretending to be in Paris earlier this week with a chocolate filled croissant that was pretty good.....

i wish i wasnt easily forgettable. i think am. i seem to be by my clinic. they have to see a lot of people in order to forget me. they really are the only people that forget me.