Roll Call 49

I like a few in the young adult category like divergent and another called beta and then crewel and I also like quite a bit.

this isnt good for how im feeling. im already feeling bad. and now this.
i literally dont get what would compel someone to actually do this...
im not feeling well.
im literally not feeling well.

...i dont get it...
this makes me sick...

like if i already wasnt sick enough...
...seriously.
...like this really bothers me.

I tried I tell my psychiatrist that I'll be fine on the Abilfy. But he said that 15mg is low dose. ???

Welp might as well give Invega a try.

What are the dosages for Invega? 3mg, 6mg, 9mg, 12mg? I'm on 6mg and it's not making me tired.

I like the abilify because it was the type of agitation that I like in a way.

But I'll wait and see...

I skipped anger/Enotional management because it made me really nervous but I'm going to the time management class at the end of the day.

Edit.. Idk why my mom stopped texting me. It make me sad because of the evidence her sending me here. She used to visit every day when I was in hospital now my paranoia takes over and says that it's true that she doesn't love me even when she says she does. That I'm useless and he hates me

I hate when people don't reply.

i just wish I could goto my support group. thats all i want right now.

sorry tweaky.
im really not feelingg good right now.

No school today, snow outside. Almost forgot to take my meds this morning, I always do that when my schedule gets messed up.

Listening to some baseball on the radio, just trying to keep calm. Stupid voices still pounding in my head.

yeah 10mg is the starter dose for abilify with psychosis I think it goes up to 30mg.

I read a book on anger management and it just made me more angry so I can see where you're coming from on that one.

How far away is the hospital---I thought it was hours? Maybe it's gotten too hard for her to visit every day?

Hmmm...doc changed me from Seroquel to Haldol. Anyone else take it? Just curious how it will make me feel

I told my step dad because the irrational thoughts kept bothering me about her wanting me dead let along other things but I texted my step dad and he said that she's just busy at meetings and working two jobs so

It's 4-10 times more potent that risperidone I think..

I want weed... Halp..

I can't imagine anyone wanting you dead ever----I'm sure she just wants you to get better and is too busy right now.

The hospital is giving me supplements and calorie shakes for free.

Oh Canada ...

Newtus: I was thinking you could get him to send you the console back to you for a refund, but then I thought he could just break it and say it was like that when he got it, then I thought you could just ignore him, but then I was thinking he will just report it to paypal and start a dispute there. It's tricky, I'd go the paypal dispute route though and add a disclaimer to your listings about your returns policy for future potential problems.

I hear that loud and clear!

When the kids went off to school this morning the forecast was for 2-4 inches. Now they are calling for 6 - 10 inches. Enough already

When will Invega start working? Maybe my symptoms aren't bad enough rn to notice.

It's an extended release pill that uses the same thing as Concerta so I thought it was more concerta

Be ware! They tricked Tweaky XD

Right now I'm not even feeling tired and still not hungry but I'll wait. I think if it goes well then the injection comes into play in 5 days

they are prob gonna do that. I already listed my item as "no return" and they emailed back saying ebay would side over them against me no matter what i put....

i feel like crap.
i called my clinic and told them what happened and i started crying. i was so afraid they were gonna put me in hospital because i am so on edge. they had the supervisor of the clinic talk to me. there was nothing that they could say to calm me down. i wouldve never called them but i already called a crisis line and it just kept ringing and ringing. like this crap puts me on an edge where im already paranoid enough and then im pushed over the edge. like idk how something like this even happens. ive been messed over in real life and i never even felt like this before. it just makes it worse that im already really on edge.

its just like something that its not even that big of a deal its just pushes my paranoia.

i just had to talk to the supervisor of the clinic.

thats messed up.
the counselors wouldnt even talk to me. mine wasnt even at work today.

i dont feel good man.

i dont want to be home alone.
i dont want to be home alone.

i feel so paranoid im not even sure if i can post here right now...
but i cant be home alone.
i just cant.
this is triggering everything right now.

Sorry you're foing through this. That has happened to my husband on numerous occasions. How much/what kind of damage is the man saying it has? Did you list it saying it was As Is or something like that? Sorry for all the questions, trying to help.

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There's over a foot of snow out here, HA! Love it! Haven't even had anywhere near this amount of snow since I lived in New York (In Kentucky now)