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Old Dec 28, 2015, 10:35 AM
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whats going on?

Just a ****** loud head day. I'm so tired of the voices screwing with my thoughts.

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Old Dec 28, 2015, 12:12 PM
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Just a ****** loud head day. I'm so tired of the voices screwing with my thoughts.

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Old Dec 28, 2015, 12:33 PM
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I sense demons around I need to rid them. Maybe a candle and a spell will work.

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Old Dec 28, 2015, 12:45 PM
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I sense demons around I need to rid them. Maybe a candle and a spell will work.

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i wouldnt recommend a spell. only as it could stir up other entities. sometimes i use incense, but for me i pray. which in my religion is probably not the best thing to do. but religion aside id be careful with spells.
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Old Dec 29, 2015, 03:39 PM
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These voices won't stop. I've had enough. I'm not suicidal but I can totally imagine voices pushing someone over the edge. They aren't saying anything particularly bad I've just heard enough. I don't want this anymore. I'm tired.

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Old Dec 29, 2015, 03:48 PM
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These voices won't stop. I've had enough. I'm not suicidal but I can totally imagine voices pushing someone over the edge. They aren't saying anything particularly bad I've just heard enough. I don't want this anymore. I'm tired.

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Hope they go away soon I can't imagine how frustrating it must be hearing voices, that's one thing I've never had
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Old Dec 29, 2015, 04:16 PM
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These voices won't stop. I've had enough. I'm not suicidal but I can totally imagine voices pushing someone over the edge. They aren't saying anything particularly bad I've just heard enough. I don't want this anymore. I'm tired.

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Old Dec 29, 2015, 04:52 PM
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im sorry ofthevalley
i know what thats like. very much.
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Old Dec 29, 2015, 10:59 PM
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I've had this lingering paranoia all day. Back of my head people watching me keeping tabs on me...

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Old Dec 30, 2015, 09:13 AM
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Old Dec 30, 2015, 10:28 AM
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i keep gaining weight.
this is my worst nightmare...
ive gained over 20 pounds so far.
i have no idea how to get this off me...
...my stomach is grumbling...
im hungry...
but part of me doesnt want to eat...
if i start eating i wont stop...
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Old Dec 30, 2015, 11:58 AM
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I've had this lingering paranoia all day. Back of my head people watching me keeping tabs on me...

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Old Dec 30, 2015, 12:01 PM
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i keep gaining weight.
this is my worst nightmare...
ive gained over 20 pounds so far.
i have no idea how to get this off me...
...my stomach is grumbling...
im hungry...
but part of me doesnt want to eat...
if i start eating i wont stop...
Maybe you need some meds adjustment? My old meds made me hungry all the time and I gained weight like crazy. This doesn't happen anymore after I got them adjusted. Anyway, just wanna send you a hug
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Old Dec 30, 2015, 12:34 PM
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Maybe you need some meds adjustment? My old meds made me hungry all the time and I gained weight like crazy. This doesn't happen anymore after I got them adjusted. Anyway, just wanna send you a hug

thank you.
i thought haldol was weight neutral but im starting to doubt that. i dont see my pdoc for another week.
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Old Dec 30, 2015, 01:09 PM
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i keep gaining weight.
this is my worst nightmare...
ive gained over 20 pounds so far.
i have no idea how to get this off me...
...my stomach is grumbling...
im hungry...
but part of me doesnt want to eat...
if i start eating i wont stop...

I was like that on yore a. All I wanted to do was eat. I put on 20 - 25 lbs. I don't remember exactly how much. Anyway I feel better after a med change. Like everything else Haldol affects everyone differently

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Old Dec 30, 2015, 01:09 PM
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Geese autocorrect that should be zyprexa

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Old Dec 30, 2015, 01:12 PM
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Old Dec 30, 2015, 10:33 PM
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It's not safe here
Strange man he's going to hurt me
HIgh that's why he's come
Strange man danger danger danger not safe
Danger

He's going to hurt me
Danger he's going to hurt me like he did befor
14 evil 14 ways
Danger danger danger
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Old Dec 31, 2015, 12:35 AM
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It's not safe here
Strange man he's going to hurt me
HIgh that's why he's come
Strange man danger danger danger not safe
Danger

He's going to hurt me
Danger he's going to hurt me like he did befor
14 evil 14 ways
Danger danger danger
Kori, do you mean there's a man near your place? Are you OK?
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Old Dec 31, 2015, 10:31 AM
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It's not safe here

Strange man he's going to hurt me

HIgh that's why he's come

Strange man danger danger danger not safe

Danger


He's going to hurt me

Danger he's going to hurt me like he did befor

14 evil 14 ways

Danger danger danger

I hope you are safe

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Old Dec 31, 2015, 10:55 AM
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I never asked for this illness.. and it’s not like I am not trying to heal myself. Mental illness is not something that you can just get over it. I thought you understand me better than anyone else because you are also suffering from it. Then why did you tell me that you sick of my illness, I never told you that I am sick of yours. I never asked for anything but your shoulder to cry on, I am not like most of the girls out there who often ask for this and that to their man. You don’t even know when I cry since all that I do when I really need a help is crying alone in the corner of my room in darkness, drinking coffee that is as bitter as my feeling. I often feel unwell when you come to visit me without telling me first. But what did I do? I put my make up on, wore my nicest clothes and smiled at you. I did my best to be the woman you deserve. It’s not that I never tried.. it’s just.. I am ill. I even sick of being sick. I hate keeping a secret from you but you forced me too. You don’t have to be a genius to understand me, you just need to love me. Dear boyfriend, I hope one day you read this.
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Old Dec 31, 2015, 12:04 PM
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I am safe now,
There wasn't any one in my house besides my parents, I don't know what was up with me when I made that post
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Old Dec 31, 2015, 12:05 PM
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I never asked for this illness.. and it’s not like I am not trying to heal myself. Mental illness is not something that you can just get over it. I thought you understand me better than anyone else because you are also suffering from it. Then why did you tell me that you sick of my illness, I never told you that I am sick of yours. I never asked for anything but your shoulder to cry on, I am not like most of the girls out there who often ask for this and that to their man. You don’t even know when I cry since all that I do when I really need a help is crying alone in the corner of my room in darkness, drinking coffee that is as bitter as my feeling. I often feel unwell when you come to visit me without telling me first. But what did I do? I put my make up on, wore my nicest clothes and smiled at you. I did my best to be the woman you deserve. It’s not that I never tried.. it’s just.. I am ill. I even sick of being sick. I hate keeping a secret from you but you forced me too. You don’t have to be a genius to understand me, you just need to love me. Dear boyfriend, I hope one day you read this.
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Old Dec 31, 2015, 12:44 PM
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I never asked for this illness.. and it’s not like I am not trying to heal myself. Mental illness is not something that you can just get over it. I thought you understand me better than anyone else because you are also suffering from it. Then why did you tell me that you sick of my illness, I never told you that I am sick of yours. I never asked for anything but your shoulder to cry on, I am not like most of the girls out there who often ask for this and that to their man. You don’t even know when I cry since all that I do when I really need a help is crying alone in the corner of my room in darkness, drinking coffee that is as bitter as my feeling. I often feel unwell when you come to visit me without telling me first. But what did I do? I put my make up on, wore my nicest clothes and smiled at you. I did my best to be the woman you deserve. It’s not that I never tried.. it’s just.. I am ill. I even sick of being sick. I hate keeping a secret from you but you forced me too. You don’t have to be a genius to understand me, you just need to love me. Dear boyfriend, I hope one day you read this.

I hope he has a change of heart and shows some compassion.

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Old Dec 31, 2015, 12:57 PM
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There wasn't any one in my house besides my parents, I don't know what was up with me when I made that post
I think I was just feeling really unsafe or having bad memories again
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