Safe Place

I love that junk! It sounds like a choir it's so haunting

And people here are nosey, they have no idea what privacy is. Like "why don't you work? when will you get married? why you never get out of the house? why you this why you that?". They can ask those kinds of question at the first time they meet you and I am like "why don't you people shut the **** up?!"

Haha that's the best attitude to have! I hate nosey people good for you

DNA, thanks for this!! I never heard this version of Creep

yes, i find it depressing but beautiful. that group does a lot of covers with the choir, some of them are pretty good

Haha yeah.. oh well, I can make like a thousand list of why I hate living here Do you feel any better now, btw? I am drinking my last can now

I do feel better yeah. I'm doing double shots and Diet Coke. Doesn't take much on the meds I'm on. How are you feeling?

Better, a bit sleepy but I am hungry, think I am gonna eat now.. Take care, okay?

You take care too

I've definitely heard that on TV or in Movies or something. Absolutely haunting rendition of that tune. Great cover.

Just wanted to share another quite dark version of Sound of Silence.

i think it was in the movie The Social Network

simon and garfunkal are one of my faves. my favorite is Cecilia

I don't feel safe and I don't know what to do. I've stopped drinking cos it's not helping. I'm alone and I feel really scared.

Do you have anyone you could call?

Not really my bf is on a christmas meal, I don't know who else I would call. Think I'm going to sleep in the park tonight and get out of here. This dimension isn't for me anymore

Here's why I'd be worried about that idea.

My psych told me that too but I feel like I would be protected there in the portal. I don't want drama

You won't be protected by anything. It's too dangerous, it's just a delusion. It's something you've made up in your head. I'm trying to be as validating as possible but I have to be tough to turn you off sleeping in a park all by yourself at night. Things like rape and sexual assault are very likely to happen here. They are the logical more likely things to happen. It's not worth it.

I agree with chickenfoot, don't do that please Justmeandmyhead. It's too dangerous

Sorry I'll be okay guys

No need to apologize it's good to bounce this stuff around and get feedback from other people. I remember when I had limited insight I would post here and sort of reality check with people. It really helped so I'm glad you're doing it too.

And my Coke tastes weird too. It tastes not good, but I'm a big Coke fan and I drink it all the time but just a couple of days now and it tastes crappy like dish water or something. There's more but I don't want to say. I'm wondering if I have cancer of the mouth or throat. 41+ years of smoking can't be undone. I guess I could be having mini strokes again too.

Oh and now I have nausea too. I hope I'm not going to start vomiting.

thank you for taking your med!!!i hope you feel better.

Oh no. I hope you feel better.

I always worry I have oral cancer too. My 27 years of smoking can't be undone either. it's one of my biggest fears.

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