Roll Call 62

I'm so sad about how my life has plummeted. I used to be a real person. Now I'm just a blob in a room. I miss my best friend. I've been thinking about him constantly.

Now I have anxiety starting. Maybe I'll try to nap. I'm scared of everything. I wish I could pass away today.

Are there any support groups you can get to?

Just ordered the wooden pumpkin cutouts for group, I couldn't find any baby pumpkins at the supermarket. It will still be fun, I just got to get people to bring in stuff to decorate them with, paint, etc

I'm not sure why but I'd love to see a glitter one.....

That's a good idea, I'll go ahead and order some glitter paint pens

I was pretty much in full support of Ron Paul during the 2012 presidential elections in America. Amazing. He was the hope. Obama did a good job but I'd still like to change peoples view points through logic and realistic understandings. Such as old people and rednecks.

Here in Canada, I'm going to vote. Just gonna educate myself on it trying not to be obsessed. I'm sure I won't get paranoid. I'm a liberal. I'm not insane by doing the same thing multiple times and expecting a different result from when it didn't work the first time let alone the tenth. With my random mind and ideas.

Communism works initially and then goes to **** so it's not an option and violates human rights by equality in where no one can go near exceeding to their full potential.

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Slow here today, what's everyone doing?

Watching Dr. Who... what are you up to?

Chilling out and listening to music, surfing the interwebs methylphenidatively

Wanting to study but I will later..

Waiting for Papa John's to deliver our pizza

i have to go back to work tomorrw

i went to group and stared at the floor and then i saw T for therapy afterward and cried. then i went to my friend's house... ive been isolating a lot and i havent seen her in a while. it went well...

What's wrong?

ive been dealing w/ a lot of anxiety mainly social anxiety. it came out of nowhere it seems like. of course i had anxiety before but not this bad. i feel like anytime im out of my apartment people are watching me, staring, talking about me, laughing. etc. sometimes when i am just me in my apartment i feel like someone is watching. dont know who or what.

i just spent the past 4 days here by myself so maybe thats why?

i dont know why i stared at the floor in group, i didnt know what else do to.

also now im like really worried i have cancer

I'm sorry, I hope you feel better What makes you think you have cancer?

Enjoying a strawberry daiquiri

You changed your avatar! It's cute!

well i read this article about signs of melanoma. it said the biggest factor of you being likely to get it is family history. my dad died from melanoma. it said if you have a sore that bleeds and itches and wont go away then it could be a sign. i have a place like that on my leg near my ankle. it also said women are more likely to develop melanoma in their legs.

i took my chapter 3 exam. i got 88%... better than last one. it was on organic molecules

thanks

#Legend

Morning,

It seems I do have the dreaded lurgy... woke up with a runny nose & achiness added to my cough. I had to user my inhaler this morning for the first time this year too... I probably shouldn't be smoking but it's hard not to. I guess if my chest gets congested I'll have no choice but to switch to my nicotine mouthspray but for now as long as I don't have to keep using my inhaler then I'll probably get away with smoking.

Just sipping on a Honey & Ginger Lemsip now (I think it's the same as what you guys call Theraflu) & I guess I'll be having a quiet day.