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junkDNA · Sep 25, 2015 at 09:41 AM

i slept too much now my brain feels dead

Angelique67 · Sep 25, 2015 at 10:17 AM

I made an appointment at the clinic. I hope I have enough meds to last until then.

Loial · Sep 25, 2015 at 10:21 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

i slept too much now my brain feels dead

I know how you feel, or at least used to... I always found that oversleeping just made me feel groggy all morning.

These days that's never an issue as I'm always waking up early. I couldn't sleep in even if I wanted to!

Sep 25, 2015 at 11:14 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

i slept too much now my brain feels dead

I get like that when I sleep too much. Nowadays I'm only getting 3-4 hours but I don't feel like I need anymore. It's a pretty awesome shift from the way I used to be, which is funny because my depot has been increased so I thought I'd be sleeping more.

How is everyone today?

Really nice day here, just listening to some Radiohead getting all nostalgic about the early 2000's

Sep 25, 2015 at 11:19 AM

I've been praticing and studying my french
Soon I will remember enough to be able to write full sentences and hold a small talk conversation.

newtus · Sep 25, 2015 at 11:36 AM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Newtus! Will you be getting Fallout 4? I really can't wait for it!

im thinking about it. i want forza 6.

newtus · Sep 25, 2015 at 11:37 AM

morning.

im sick as a dog. the cold is getting worse. my nose is congested. my chest hurts and sore throat. im coughing and sneezing. this sucks. i dont feel good...

newtus · Sep 25, 2015 at 11:38 AM

ole! ole ole ole! papa francesco!

Sep 25, 2015 at 11:44 AM

I felt physically and mentally uncomfortable. Maybe it's akathesia because I tried not to take any Cogentin today which was the morning dose that was left. So I took 5mg. Maybe a cigarette would have helped idk.

Too tired so I took the Concerta early. I'll be ok which is 15mg 3x a day. But it means that I'll crash so at that time I'll just sleep.

I have to sign some papers. I'm not signing any more papers that gives my mother power over me.

800 a month because she's renting a room, 1k from my dad and 1k from me. I think it's greedy. I said that I would give her money for my expenses in the hundreds but a thousand she said after I signed what ever. I forget. I didn't look at what I was signing because I trusted her.

newtus · Sep 25, 2015 at 12:39 PM

im so drained physically. i feel like complete crap.

junkDNA · Sep 25, 2015 at 12:58 PM

feel like cleaning . rainy day here.

Sep 25, 2015 at 01:15 PM

Now im quite a bit better.

I'm toast without a stimulant. I seriously was going to sleep on the floor at my moms work like I always did before in class.. I kept closing my eyes in the middle of typing, Doesn't contribute to psychosis. But caffeine does. I want it to last longer. There was a loss of hope.

Why?: When I'm not on a stimulant, I believe that the Concerta could not possibly make such a dramatic change and I will stay like that forever. It's horrible. I'm showing this post to my psychiatrist. I don't have to go through this. All they need to do is allow me to take 3 or even 2.5 and not 2. They are afraid that I'll get psychosis.

As I said, when I'm better, I really am. Taking my meds prescribed, no plans on stopping them except the caffeine (which gives me the tremors but they don't believe me whatever). I don't want to have a heart attack. I only take them because they mix well with Concerta and I'm young. Not 80

I texted my dad and said some weird things when I was stressed about my mom controlling me and he has connections with god and I don't even believe in god. He sent it to my mom to help me but she sent it to my psychologist.

With or without Concerta, I will still get stressed and think irrationally in delusional paranoid ways from time to time.

I really believe that there will be much much better treatment starting where I live. The Muslims won't be a problem where I live. There's propaganda as fake news, they want attention I don't know it's messed up but it will be very cold here.

The oil sands production in my Provence is what fuels the economy here. That's why I get good treatment. They increased disability by 400 dollars in 2011. I'm so thankful of where I live. They're all rednecks but they're rich and better educated.

Pension for the elderly is 500 dollars. If you're a refugee, you get 2200 a month and 800 more if you have a child. I would rather die than to convert to Islam. If I become a minority in my own country, I'll be the terrorist.

I would love to be a politician. I love using my math skills for something that is useful instead of just yknow some human calculater. Money, people, culture, languages and traveling the world are a dream for me.

If my mom thinks I'm delusional, I'm going to figure it out. I will never believe what someone else believes when I'm insulted like that.

If it wasn't for Concerta, I wouldn't have typed this at all. I don't know why people complain about psychoactive stimulants. I don't know why people just mind their own business.

I'm going to write quite a bit and present it to my mom in my logic and proof that I'm very sane, doing well and that I'm right about me. I'm medicated and If my psychologist agrees with her that it can't drive incase I do something bad, I did it before and I'll do it again. Drivers lisence or not.

Sep 25, 2015 at 01:44 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

im thinking about it. i want forza 6.

We've got it preordered so I'll let you know if it's worth it when I play it. Forza looks amazing, I played Froza 5, we got it with the Xbox and it was a beautiful game to play, this one is going to be awesome.

Blue_Bird · Sep 25, 2015 at 01:45 PM

Looking forward to tomorrow; pizza for dinner! lol

Sep 25, 2015 at 02:49 PM

Coming up to 9pm on Friday which can only mean one thing...

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Sep 25, 2015 at 02:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Looking forward to tomorrow; pizza for dinner! lol

What kind of pizza?

We had one last week out of a local restaurant, it had loads of different types of cheese, ham, pepperoni, chilli beef and god knows what else was on this glorious frankenstein of a pizza. It was awesome.

Blue_Bird · Sep 25, 2015 at 03:07 PM

One half will be ham, pineapple and bacon

other half will be bacon, Italian sausage, and pepperoni

junkDNA · Sep 25, 2015 at 03:18 PM

i did my homework instead

Sep 25, 2015 at 03:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

One half will be ham, pineapple and bacon

Add some chicken to that and that's my favourite pizza, can't get enough of it.

Enjoy

newtus · Sep 25, 2015 at 03:34 PM

if theres no jalapenos on a pizza its not worth eating!

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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 09:41 AM #761 i slept too much now my brain feels dead __________________

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 11:38 AM #768 ole! ole ole ole! papa francesco! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 12:39 PM #770 im so drained physically. i feel like complete crap. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 12:58 PM #771 feel like cleaning . rainy day here. __________________

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,811 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 01:45 PM #774 Looking forward to tomorrow; pizza for dinner! lol __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	Sep 25, 2015 at 02:49 PM #775 Coming up to 9pm on Friday which can only mean one thing...

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,811 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 03:07 PM #777 One half will be ham, pineapple and bacon other half will be bacon, Italian sausage, and pepperoni __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 03:18 PM #778 i did my homework instead __________________

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 25, 2015 at 03:34 PM #780 if theres no jalapenos on a pizza its not worth eating! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII