Roll Call 63...

Sorry. I dont drink often. Rarely because both my parents are alcoholics and i hate seeing them go down that road. i dont drink around my dad but i do my mom. my dad almost died from alcohol related incidents. it was a heat stroke he had while drinking alcohol in the extreme heat.

i love cider too. i used to be a bit of a cider connoisseur but i just dont drink that much anymore. i like reds ale and stuff

Haha that's mental. It must be the good stuff. The only rum I've tried is Bacardi and Captain Morgans. Both of those nights did not end well. Gin is another one that turns me into a babbling sobby fool.

I've heard there's always been a great selection in the States? (I suppose it depends where you are) but craft ciders and beers have only really taken off here in the past few years. Only a few years ago you could only get Bulmers/Magners here, those where sad times. Now I go into the off license and there's so much to choose from. Sometimes I'd just buy one to have with my dinner.

this apple orchard is either making me drunk or really warm. hm...i really dont know.

yes there is. ciders galore here. of course thats where alcohol is prohibited. its not prohibited in the state of mississippi i think.

Hahaha, one night I mixed Jagger and whiskey together and I blacked out. Last thing I remember doing is saying, "I'm alright. Just gotta walk it off." Stumbling around the room. Apparently I was going on about my hallucinations and such. When I was asleep I fell off the bed and on the floor and didn't wake up so my ex boyfriend had to pick me up back on the bed. What freaked him out the most I woke up screaming like I was being murdered. All of this I do not remember.

It's hard to watch your parents drink. My mom never drinks but I think my father did after we were asleep.

im just gonna have 1 beer and stop. or half. its making me nervous kinda with the feeling since i dont drink much.

yea sad thing is my mom already had beers tonight and is driving later. shes denying she drank. so i cant do anything. i really cant. my stepdad wont do anything.

That doesn't sound good.

My drink of choice is vodka or tequila depending on my mood. That's funny because...anyway I'd love a nice drink but I stick to a glass or two of wine because of the meds. I much prefer to smoke strangely enough it doesn't seem to screw with my meds.

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Time to wrap myself in my blankey and go nap nap

i prefer to smoke too.
since im off cigarettes i smoke my ecigs

whats everyone up to tonight?

im eating spaghetti with fresh basil picked from my moms garden

Not much going on here. How about you?

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im still at my moms because my sister is coming into town tomorrow!

I drink a couple of Labatt's after a long day of work, like tonight. Something about moving up and down, left and right on ladders wears me out, especially in the sun with a sprayer. Blah. Some days are good, some are bad. I hate working on exteriors.

Yesterday was a good day though. I got off at one, ate my lunch, then I went to the library and read some fascinating stuff. It was great. I stayed at the library until 7:30pm. I was reading about psychological perspectives on wisdom. Not a single essay in it agreed with one another.

This made me think. If you want to take philosophy courses, ask them to define wisdom in one paragraph. Then email the paragraphs to other philosophers and watch them quiver. Bah HAHAHAHA!

i got a beer on the window ledge - and my ecig and phone and ipad in bed with me.

im hearing stuff tonight. this sucks. this has got to be not real. is it the alcohol? idk i think im just missing home and not doing well.

Slept on and off all day, I'm feeling better, was able to eat. I still feel achy and run down though that should start getting better in a day or so, must be some kind of flu/virus

sorry to hear bluebird

conflict makes me so nervous even just reading it on here makes me feel anxiety. it gets bad at work when customers demand something or say rude things to me but there i have to react quickly and kindly. i wasnt even here when all that happened but im glad it has been resolved and moved on from.

Screw it I'm buying apple cider tomorrow. They might not remember my mom saying not to serve me because it's been almost a year. My mom told them I was drunk driving with no license. I only had like one beer..