Roll Call 64

Do you have anything sweet, like Coke or cookies or something? That might help settle your stomach.

no. but i took anti nausea med and threw that up. took pepto bismol and feel a bit better but still got a headache.

I hope you'll feel much better soon.

I forgot there was a new episode I hope it's set up in my dvr.

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Hope you feel better soon

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thanks guys. i think part of it is anxiety of throwing up. i hate throwing up so i get anxiety about it. trying to distract myself.

My latest work of art hope all is well with everyone! Just wanted to share this, It's based on a dream I had a few nights ago. and on a reoccurring hallucination I have I call him the grey man.

Nice artwork LillyBird

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well im up.
i didnt get much sleep.

How are you feeling today?

theres a whole bunch of psychosis triggers around me. i feel like im spiraling down the deep end.

you?

That doesn't sound good. I'm OK. I got up around 6:30 and had coffee already. I'm nervous about going to the therapist.

i have therapy today too. im so nervous because shes gonna know whats up with me and i dont want her to see me like this.

Morning folks...

Strange thing today, it's pretty windy with some strong gusts & it's bothering me when I go outside. It's hard to put a finger on it but it's almost like sensory overload, the wind noisily blowing through the trees, the trees swaying & leaves blowing about everywhere. It's like it takes over all my senses leaving me feeling exposed. Like there's so much movement I can't keep an eye on people walking down the street as other things are distracting & also I can't hear cars or people over the noise. Makes me feel on edge...

Why not? She should understand sometimes your symptoms are worse. It will be OK.

i took 10mg of haldol just now because i feel like im spiraling down.

LOL i took 10mg of psychosis because HALDOL

holy.........***** i went to a social event last night. even though it was only an hour. i SPOKE to people, i looked a few of them in the eye!!! i made some of them laugh!!!!! AM got really screamy on the drive back but wow. that never happens. social things i mean. plus i remembered to take sleeping stuff last night so i';m running on (holy ***** again) 8 HOURS of sleep. when's an ax gonna fall on my head and wreck my day and outfit.

My cpn mentioned bipolar when we last spoke, asking if my psych had ever mentioned it.
My diagnosis is schizophrenia. With schizoaffective disorder are the mood/psychosis symptoms in the same episode or separate? I've looked online and the sites are conflicting

Slept good, headache went away

The noise downstairs started awhile ago and it's making me very nervous.

i hate the wind. it blows my hair around. sometimes i get super angry bc its windy. its kinda irrational, lol.

Good morning.

Perfect time to have my prozac eat my stomach lining (Which happens 1/40 of the time eating before or after it just does that sometimes) on 3 hours of sleep. I took my concerta and spent the night researching about what's going on in Europe.

I have a basic understanding..

I voted conservative because it would greatly restrict the amount of migrants and immigrants, asylum seekers that can move and/or stay in Canada. Unfortunately the Prime Minister that has kept this as one of the most stable countries for years even during the recession is voted out. Now the oil is down, liberal prime minister that wants to allow at least 25000 more refugees.. He even had some picture with some Arabs wearing a turban.. even though I'm a liberal, Canada will go in DEPT like Europe because the oil money taxes will go to Eastern Canada to so many people collecting welfare because they don't want to work!! They don’t make much money by fishing and oil is expected to stay low for two years…

I hate Quebec. They should have separated but the vote was 51% no and 49% yes .. Where I live, kids help their parents in farming which is a life that they enjoy, preparing them for their future and spending time with their parents. Those people pay taxes that goes to Quebec where they just do whatever and leave their kids in day care centres using that money ....

I feel so alone. And there's construction going on again outside which means the cab can't get in front of my building. I'll have to stress out about that now too.

whens your therapy?

2:30, so I have to call a cab around 1:50 or so. I put a little makeup on. I look awful either way. Maybe I'll change my earrings.