Roll Call 65

its putting new posts above old posts

Chat isn't working either
maybe soemthing is going on....

It's cute! I wish I could get a haircut.

well this is odd

I thought it was just my Tapatalk! It hasn't been showing the right amount of minutes next to the posts!

You could ask about procyclidine, I take it for side effects (tremors in my eyes) and it works a dream without any nasty side effects. Except loss of appetite but that doesn't worry me as I'm already overweight.

^ I found procyclidine gave me a mild headache & dry mouth fairly often... it was better than suffering through the muscle rigidity I was getting on Abilify though. Always a compromise I guess...

I was going to mention the dry mouth but I wasn't sure if it was from the chlorpromazine I was taking as well. I don't take procyclidine any more as for some reason I don't get the bad side effects from my depot anymore but it worked when I was on it. My eye tremors where unbearable and landed me in hospital at one stage. Though the subsequent 10mg Diazepam IV and the giggles that ensued was a pretty enjoyable part of the whole experience.

Thanks for the suggestion. I can ask I guess.

does it work now?

editt/// yes

Sorry to respond so late, I had a fruitless day at work in between, she is going to be 10. She's a tomboy and girly and a gamer.

im so anxious. someone was murdered near my apartment last night. like, in my complex. like.... i can see the apartment from mine. its a crime scene now. now my mom wants me to move and says she will help me with rent if i get into some program to get a better job. that would mean i would have to transfer my job to a store in the town i wanna move to.ANXIETY!!!!!!!!!! i want to move but omg i am anxious....

also T hurt my feelings today. he apologized like 3 times, and said he was being insensitive. still, i was hurt. he went to the bathroom and i cried a little but stopped before he came back. i think he could tell i was crying cuz he said he was sorry that he hurt my feelings. he was basically comparing me to another client. i stopped talking and he said why does that make you upset? he was talking about her positive outlook on life despite her significant issues. i said i feel like im being compared and i fall short. i think he knew right then he had made a mistake, he leaned back and said thats not a good feeling... im sorry.

i came to my moms after that. i work tomorrow morning. now i have new things to freak out about...maybe T is right... i should try to be more positive. how do i think about things that way when i feel such anxiety in my chest??? idk. ****.

That sounds very frightening.

Hearing voices and wanting a cigarette... MLIA.

I let my cat explore the front door. She's such a sweet cat. Her ears move in every direction. It's like her being free from a prison... Or in my case, a psych ward. I'll never forget that day. In fact, that was the day I was given Pumpkin. we're both lucky.

im sorry junkdna. that sounds scary!!!

I'm sorry all of that is going on. If you move, I hope you find the best spot for you in terms of location and safety.

What your T said was insensitive, it's good that he recognized it and apologized. He probably didn't mean for it to hurt, but I can understand how that made you feel.

Damn. Dd's basketball coach is no joke. He's whipping these girl into shape.

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There are so many people here. I can hear them judging me. Maybe they are right

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Jesus there must be 10 other people here.

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im so tired today. i could use a cat nap.

Bless fully it is over

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today i got my haircut. then hung out with my mom for a bit shopping. but i dont think i like seeing her anymore. shes so negative towards me. i find myself seperating from her more and more. i still love her but its hard to hang around her.

newtus, it's okay to love someone but not be around them. Esepcially if they are toxic.

I just got home from my driving lesson and I think I don't ever want to have to do that again ever. I was so nervous and scared the whole time.

I'm playing too much chess.