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Old Oct 30, 2015, 01:11 PM
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My pumpkins are frozen. I should probably bring them inside..
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 01:14 PM
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My pumpkins are frozen. I should probably bring them inside..

hahhahahahaha
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 01:41 PM
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i feel like taking an ambien right now but i might just have a beer
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 01:48 PM
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im sorry about your last therapist.

i wish i was a guy sometimes. i used to wish that a lot in high school. i also dont like my race.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 01:49 PM
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I hear you on the last bit, newtus

you dont like your race? what race are you?
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 02:10 PM
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Watching AHS Freakshow. Dandy is so weird
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:00 PM
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you dont like your race? what race are you?
I'm biracial. Black and white.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:07 PM
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I'm biracial. Black and white.

cool!!! i am black and mexican.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:16 PM
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Saw my cpn and she wasn't mad at me like I thought she was. I have trouble reading people and often think they are angry or being hostile when they aren't. I also over analyse every social attempt I make for hours and days after and hate myself. My cpn is so understanding and explains things really well. I hate that I can't fully trust her because of how I've been treated by the system in the past. Been with her year and a half now and it's getting better but I still don't trust her.
Having a Halloween party tomorrow. I'm nervous about it hosting parties is stressful. Trying to make sure everyone has a good time. I'm going to try not to drink too much, I have a tendency to projectile lol.
Cpn is going to talk to my pdoc about starting an antidepressant. One that will hopefully help me sleep too. She said maybe mirtazipine. I need something I can't live like this being this miserable and not enjoying anything.
Cheerful thoughts like she said. Positive thinking. I WILL be okay. Yes.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:24 PM
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My pumpkins are frozen. I should probably bring them inside..

pics or it didnt happen
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:43 PM
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had a beer and still want to take my ambien. only thing stopping me is knowing i wont have some for later in the week
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:48 PM
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I have to go to the mail box to send my rent and I'm afraid. I'll try to do it at 5:00.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:50 PM
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i just want to feel happy
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:51 PM
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Or maybe I won't. It sounded like someone was throwing rocks at my window.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:51 PM
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i just want to feel happy
Does Ambien get you high? It would elevate your mood if you did some sort of cardio exercise.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:53 PM
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Does Ambien get you high? It would elevate your mood if you did some sort of cardio exercise.

it gives me a high. then i just blackout but am still doing stuff like roofies.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:55 PM
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but my usual dose wont work. i need like double the dose
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 03:57 PM
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but my usual dose wont work. i need like double the dose
That's not good. If you stopped using it for awhile, the original dose would work again.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 04:10 PM
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That's not good. If you stopped using it for awhile, the original dose would work again.

your right. maybe i should take more of it and let it run out.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 04:14 PM
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i feel numb
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 04:34 PM
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I have to go to the mail box to send my rent and I'm afraid. I'll try to do it at 5:00.
I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 04:36 PM
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I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.
I'm afraid to go out there because a little while ago I think someone was throwing stones at my window from outside. It happened like 3 times.
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 04:46 PM
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it gives me a high. then i just blackout but am still doing stuff like roofies.

Ambien doesn't do that for me. I think the zyprexa blocks it or something because nothing gives me a high.

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Old Oct 30, 2015, 04:48 PM
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see I'm still on ambien and I'm fine. but I feel a bit loopy. and having trouble understand things. right now.

I feel like I'm in another dimension right now
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Old Oct 30, 2015, 05:07 PM
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I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.
Me too! When I was working, that red voice mail light on my phone triggered many a panic attack.
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