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#151
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My pumpkins are frozen. I should probably bring them inside..
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#152
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hahhahahahaha
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#153
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i feel like taking an ambien right now but i might just have a beer
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#154
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I hear you on the last bit, newtus
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#155
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you dont like your race? what race are you?
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#156
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Watching AHS Freakshow. Dandy is so weird
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#157
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I'm biracial. Black and white.
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#158
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cool!!! i am black and mexican.
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#159
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Saw my cpn and she wasn't mad at me like I thought she was. I have trouble reading people and often think they are angry or being hostile when they aren't. I also over analyse every social attempt I make for hours and days after and hate myself. My cpn is so understanding and explains things really well. I hate that I can't fully trust her because of how I've been treated by the system in the past. Been with her year and a half now and it's getting better but I still don't trust her.
Having a Halloween party tomorrow. I'm nervous about it hosting parties is stressful. Trying to make sure everyone has a good time. I'm going to try not to drink too much, I have a tendency to projectile lol. Cpn is going to talk to my pdoc about starting an antidepressant. One that will hopefully help me sleep too. She said maybe mirtazipine. I need something I can't live like this being this miserable and not enjoying anything. Cheerful thoughts like she said. Positive thinking. I WILL be okay. Yes. |
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#160
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pics or it didnt happen
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#161
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had a beer and still want to take my ambien. only thing stopping me is knowing i wont have some for later in the week
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#162
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I have to go to the mail box to send my rent and I'm afraid. I'll try to do it at 5:00.
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#163
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i just want to feel happy
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#164
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Or maybe I won't. It sounded like someone was throwing rocks at my window.
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#165
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Does Ambien get you high? It would elevate your mood if you did some sort of cardio exercise.
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#166
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it gives me a high. then i just blackout but am still doing stuff like roofies.
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#167
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but my usual dose wont work. i need like double the dose
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#168
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That's not good. If you stopped using it for awhile, the original dose would work again.
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#169
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your right. maybe i should take more of it and let it run out.
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#170
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i feel numb
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII Last edited by newtus; Oct 30, 2015 at 04:27 PM. |
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#171
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I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.
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#172
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I'm afraid to go out there because a little while ago I think someone was throwing stones at my window from outside. It happened like 3 times.
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#173
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Ambien doesn't do that for me. I think the zyprexa blocks it or something because nothing gives me a high. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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see I'm still on ambien and I'm fine. but I feel a bit loopy. and having trouble understand things. right now.
I feel like I'm in another dimension right now
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#175
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Me too! When I was working, that red voice mail light on my phone triggered many a panic attack.
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the world is too loud Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder Depressive Type, PTSD, and Agoraphobia. Current meds: 30 mg Haldol, 10 mg Lexapro, 100 mg Lamictal, 0.5 mg Klonopin PRN |
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