Roll Call 65

That's my whole life, reading Roll Call.

Effexor has helped a lot with my depression. I'm not a little sad, I'm clinically depressed.

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Mine too

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I never know what to say in Roll Call.
Except updates about myself and sometimes I might try to give hugs and support to other people.

That's standard Roll Call contributions! Thank you, I like reading your posts.

that's pretty much the gist of roll call

It didn't give me double vision but it made my pupils MAX dilated so I needed reading glasses because I couldn't see close and I wear contacts to see far away but if i take them off, I can see close but not far.

I was on 6mg a day but be careful when eating and swallowing cuz it dries you out. I almost choked over 10 times. If you are about to choke, don't swallow just keep it in that position and get a drink.

Thank you for this. I've been having trouble focusing on print. It's since I started the Cogentin and I didn't make that connection. I also need contacts for seeing far, and I don't have any yet because I still haven't gone to my Opthalmologist. Without glasses or contacts I can read close up, except that the Cogentin has it all blurry. And my eyes are struggling to focus.

Fantastic!

I will just point out, it's not until January 2017... so just over a year.

However, all is not lost... the X-Files is coming back for a 6 episode run this coming January... can't wait.

We made pumpkin soup with the leftovers from ours.

Ive never had pumpkin pie but I tried a pumpkin latte and it was gross

Seeing my pdoc today, cpn got me an emergency appt. he won't prescribe without seeing me. I feel sick and worried about it. I hate seeing him. What if he changes my diagnosis back and throws me out of the service. Guess I'd just leave it and go to the dogs. I've had hell from services. I don't trust them. Oh **** I don't want to go. But I need help. I hope he can see that.

Hi Justme. if your cpn helped get you the appointment then im sure the pdoc will accept her opinion that you need further help. what prescription are you wanting to change?

He does listen to her but I'm not sure if she would stand up for me. I think maybe she would. She's ballsy true.
Cpn mentioned putting me on an antidepressant to help with how I'm feeling. I'm just worried about how I come across and I don't want him to think I just want meds or that I think I have depression when I don't or he thinks I actually have bpd and I'm lying and a fake. Oh god I need to calm my head down.

Yeh it just sounds like youre worrying too much about it. what time is your appointment?

4pm. All day to stress about it.

good morning, i had a dream that i had a huge bag of weed like way too much to know what to do with it and i woke up in oklahoma with no weed and no way to get any outside driving up to colorado. frankly i've never been a stoner but i could really go for that right now. :''''(

Oh, I didn't notice it said 2017! I hope I'll get to see it! Looking forward to the x-files too!

something happened last night and AM is still trying to brainwash me and i'm trying not to think about it. i'm going to think about x-files instead. ahh.

morning.

i had some coffee already.

Today is better than lady night. I know I just need to stay in the house to keep them from putting in more cameras. One would think the 2 I'll tempered pit bills would be enough to keep them out of my house. They are pretty ballsy

I'm working today but concentration in not in the cards. Posting here proves that lol

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Slow day, headache, ah.

Good to see you though.

I'm about ready to head on over to the shelter. I've been agonizing over what to do for my daughters birthday on Sunday. Any ideas?