Roll Call 65

you look so much like my friend

a very sombre, entrancing stare in that one...

I always have usernames that are characters names so when people try to google me by my username they can't find me

But I always have my pictures online
I dint think I've posted any pictures of myself here, though except those. Y profile but those are private

you are cute

that was to robo

I know you weren't talking to me newtus

Thank you for the flattery. Cute is what I go for. You are charming even when drunk.

Have a good night.

I'm certainly not the jealous type, anyway.

IT'S A NEW DAWN, IT'S A NEW DAY! IT'S A NEW LIIIIIIFFEEE, FOR MEE YEAH. AND I'M FEELIN', GOOOOOOOD.

Just kidding it's 4am

*Sleeps*

lol

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Haha that made me laugh!!! Night Night Tweaky!

Morning guys, I'm about to get ready for work. I've determined that me trying to eat a grapefruit is like a t-Rex trying to eat a banana.

I feel like shite.
my eyes hurt and headache sooo bad.

omg I had this really really real dream I went to prison for trying to kill myself and they took away my iPhone and gave me a wifi protected network blackberry that would take blurry pictures to hide the identity of the prisonsers. I was put in a less severe part of jail. I was first taken to the hospital but since I kept coming back to get cigarettes and roll my own cigarettes they considered me a problem and put me in level 1 detention center but its a step down from regular detention center. first thing that happened when I got there - a guy white - platinum blonde hair asked me my race and said "good to know, just to gget it out of the way". then he poured goo all over my hair when I turned my back to him. he was a white supremacist.

omg I could go on with the details.

it was like hospital but a jail. it was jail. for trying to kill myself. the hospital handed me over to jail. I slept on concrete slab with a thin mattress.

I only got 7 hours of sleep. where I usually get 10 or so. my head hurts so bad. it feels big. like its swollen.

the dream was so real i remember touching everything. in fact it may have been a parallel universe. it may have been half real.

being out of meds is not good. i hope i dont have a sizure or anything. i need the meds so bad. im shaking.

Just hang in there.

why do I attract such creepy men?!

my dad gave me some of his xanax and i feel a little better but still on edge

I hope you feel better soon, newtus

thank you kori. thanks angelique.
i appreciate that.

My insurance will no longer cover hydroxyzine. I hope I can pay for it myself. And I don't think I can go through with the nuclear stress test. I don't know what to do.

Evening everyone!

Although typically Sundays have been the day I treat myself meal wise, I decided to treat myself tonight. I've just opened a beer & I'll be making a Chicken Korma later, got a mini naan bread to go with it too for a change!

Lmfao you just made my day!

it actually feels really good not to be doing school right now but i feel quilty for dropping out. i had to pay back 300 dollars of my financial aid just now.

I'm sorry you feel guilty. But remember that you tried your best, don't be too hard on yourself.

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thanks. its not about the money i have to pay back. i just feel like a complete failure. i really need this break to get my head on straight for school in spring. i hope i can do it in spring . i dont want to fail again. upping my medicine really did me in i think. cuz all that upping my meds happened when i was in fall school.