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Door2015 · Oct 30, 2015, 08:22 AM

My friend gave me a bunch of ingredients from her pantry that she's cleaning out. Among which, included canned pumpkin and whole wheat flour. So, I decided to use some of it up, making pumpkin pancakes. I'm no pancake whiz, but I fancy myself an adventurer. I found a reasonable recipe online and although I had all of the necessary things, I figured I'd try out some substituions. Nothing outlandish. In tasting the batter, it seemed wayy saltier than ought to be, and made a gag face. I thought my husband saw it and said sorry. But he didn't so he said, "what." And I acted like I forgot what we were discussing. Then I proceeded to dump more and more sugar in. Fingers crossed!

newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 08:37 AM

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Okay I just wanted to make sure I knew where you were at with the issue so I didn't unintentionally say something hurtful.

You sound like you're struggling right now, I'm sorry you've been having such a rough go of it I mean ****... You don't deserve this.

Spiritually I am not sure what I believe in, and I'm okay with that. I think I'll figure that out in my own time.

Believing in the devil must be terrifying, I've met a lot of people who aren't diagnosed with a psychotic disorder at all that have talked about similar things, like believing that the devil/demons are messing with them, that spirits talk to them and so on... And I've experienced some pretty weird **** in my day(as did other people who were around me at the time) while fully stable on medication that really has no mundane explanation so you could say that yes, I do believe that there's "something" out there.

atypical theres demons out there.

thank you.

and be careful

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 30, 2015, 08:52 AM

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atypical theres demons out there.

thank you.

and be careful

I do believe in some kind of spirit world and I definitely know through my own experiences and that of many others I've known that not all spirits out there are benevolent.

You're very welcome. If you ever want to talk about this issue more privately you know how to reach me.

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Oct 30, 2015, 09:21 AM

I believe in spirits too
I don't know if I am a Christian sometimes I want to be but I just can't get myself to believe in a god

Spirits and ghosts are real though I've had many experiences with them

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 30, 2015, 09:22 AM

I don't know what religion I would fall under really. I sing at my local church(one of the many places I sing for), but I don't swallow any religious doctrine whole. I am a free thinker so that kind of makes it odd around organized religion and not just Christianity either.

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junkDNA · Oct 30, 2015, 09:33 AM

morning all.........

roboanxia · Oct 30, 2015, 09:44 AM

I don't trust myself enough to believe in spirits, ghosts, or any such otherworldy stuff.
I trust what I can analyze thoroughly.

Door2015 · Oct 30, 2015, 10:00 AM

I thought this was funny.

http://i566.photobucket.com/albums/s...psxg0uz3af.jpg

Oct 30, 2015, 10:02 AM

I am the same way
I don't like organized religion, but I find truth in all religions
So I guess I belong to them all I like Buddhism and Hinduism, I believe in some Islam Judaism and Christianity but I also like Rastafarian ideas
They all have some truth all eu wal

But I like the teachings they have just not the idea of s God
Because if there is a god they probably hate me because of the evil in me

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I don't know what religion I would fall under really. I sing at my local church(one of the many places I sing for), but I don't swallow any religious doctrine whole. I am a free thinker so that kind of makes it odd around organized religion and not just Christianity either.

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newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 11:01 AM

i went back to sleep because i woke up at 7 and the rain makes me sleepy. its raining outside. been all morning.

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015, 11:04 AM

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i went back to sleep because i woke up at 7 and the rain makes me sleepy. its raining outside. been all morning.

I feel like going back to sleep too. I never made any coffee yet.

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015, 11:18 AM

I made tea. Hope it's strong enough.

Oct 30, 2015, 12:04 PM

good morning (afternoon??? ?) everyone ! nice rainy day, i don't think things will be this peaceful again anytime soon. got paid this morning and treated myself to a few things from the halloween steam sale and a new sleeveless binder, then tomorrow after therapy i'm taking out my stress on the local h&m men's department. >:^)c <-- my about to buy $100 worth of sweaters and maybe some gloves face

Oct 30, 2015, 12:15 PM

Sorry lads. I'm usually right craic. Normal service will resume shortly.

newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 12:32 PM

h&m!!! woo! i wish i was a man. they have better clothes

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 30, 2015, 12:34 PM

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h&m!!! woo! i wish i was a man. they have better clothes

Often I buy men's clothes anyways, I have broad shoulders so a lot of woman's clothing just don't fit me right.

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newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 12:38 PM

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Often I buy men's clothes anyways, I have broad shoulders so a lot of woman's clothing just don't fit me right.

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im petite so mens clothing doesnt fit but sometimes i buy boys clothing. like youth medium or large shirts. i hate v necks and low necklines. and frilly stuff

Oct 30, 2015, 12:38 PM

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h&m!!! woo! i wish i was a man. they have better clothes

yeah!!!!!!!! i like to take an approach of, if it's cute, wear it! doesn't matter what section of the store it came from! :> but my gender is weird so maybe it's just me.

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 30, 2015, 12:38 PM

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im petite so mens clothing doesnt fit but sometimes i buy boys clothing. like youth medium or large shirts. i hate v necks and low necklines. and frilly stuff

I'm quite petite myself but my body type is atypical for my lack of vertical stature lol.

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Oct 30, 2015, 12:42 PM

YEAH fit is the one huge problem i have in men's fashion. i'm trying to gain so i can wear more, but aaaaa christ everything is so big and all my sleeves are floppy. >:^(

newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 12:47 PM

i read that you have gender dysphoria psychomantis. can you tell me about that?

newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 12:50 PM

stupid iphone 6s plus keeps turning on the side and theres no way to change that. i dont like typing on its side

Oct 30, 2015, 12:50 PM

i don't even know his name but i'm so obsessed with this one particular h&m model, he looks exactly the way i wish i did and it fvcks me up so bad. orz

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Oct 30, 2015, 12:58 PM

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i read that you have gender dysphoria psychomantis. can you tell me about that?

sure ! i'm not totally comfortable going into too much detail because i'm using my work internet server, but it just means i'm not comfortable at all with my assigned gender (f). it'd be a lot easier to explain to people if i felt totally like a dude? but i'm definitely not a man either. i'm some other ambiguous thing in the middle. the big fvck-up is because i'm very small and feminine presenting out of fear for my safety, but i actually lean much more masculine? so there's basically no chance of me passing as a guy like this. it's been painstaking enough trying to get people to call me my preferred name, but just being ma'amed or called girl or having too many people use the wrng name is. repulsive.

lmao that last therapist i had balked when i tried to explain it to her. funny how that was when she stopped listening to me in any way. :^\

newtus · Oct 30, 2015, 01:03 PM

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sure ! i'm not totally comfortable going into too much detail because i'm using my work internet server, but it just means i'm not comfortable at all with my assigned gender (f). it'd be a lot easier to explain to people if i felt totally like a dude? but i'm definitely not a man either. i'm some other ambiguous thing in the middle. the big fvck-up is because i'm very small and feminine presenting out of fear for my safety, but i actually lean much more masculine? so there's basically no chance of me passing as a guy like this. it's been painstaking enough trying to get people to call me my preferred name, but just being ma'amed or called girl or having too many people use the wrng name is. repulsive.

lmao that last therapist i had balked when i tried to explain it to her. funny how that was when she stopped listening to me in any way. :^\

im sorry about your last therapist.

i wish i was a guy sometimes. i used to wish that a lot in high school. i also dont like my race.

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