Roll Call 72

it was about 5am then.

9:55am now

my sleep was awful. i didnt sleep at all but a few hours.

Can you take a nap maybe? Hope you can and feel better after that

i can try. but not right now. my dad woke me up to be be with him right now. but i could try when he leaves for work

I am glad your dad can spend some time with you today I feel lonely too anytime my mom goes to work.

I think there is something wrong with my meds. I could sleep all day and all night. I slept 10 hours last night and I'm still ready for a nap. Like sitting in front of the fire fighting to keep my eyes open.

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Have you had any coffee? Sometimes that still doesn't work.

Are you on them long

Yeah I've had about a pot of coffee. I think it's more than tired. I believe I'm being poisoned.

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Good afternoon, hope everyone is well

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I've been on them for about 2 years. Except for the Latuda and Effexor. Been on the Effexor for about a year a f'd the Latuda a couple months.

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Latuda could have being mildly stimulating don't know. Do you take a consistent dose , sedation wears off on many drugs , if you take them regularly. You could get general bloods done , if it continues. (Check Thyroid , etc)

I used to get that exhausted, for a long time. I doubt you're being poisoned though.

Thank you. I'm just so confused by this situation. A nap would help but I can't. I have non sick adult stuff to do.

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Maybe you should nap instead? Don't drive if you're feeling like you might fall asleep again.

Oh and sorry I keep looking your post situation! I keep hitting that by accident. But I do care about you and hope you'll feel a lot better this afternoon.

Liking, I meant. Not "looking". I can't type today.

Thank you Angelique

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I wish I could be more help.

I just wanted to check in.

I guess I'm not the only one suffering today.

No matter how dark it gets let's look for the light. And there is always light.

I hope you're right about that. I'm feeling extremely hopeless right now.

Feel better soon, kindness. PM me anytime if you feel the needs.

I am sorry some of us have a hard time now, hope everyone feels better soon

I'm sick of this. I had enough. I'm taking 3 Concerta instead of 2. I didn't even get a say in the increase it was just "Nope, too much" and end of story basically.

K well first off, there's no end of story to my functioning in having a normal life. I have zero side effects apart from weight loss that can easily be fixed by forcing myself to eat and taking calorie shakes.

It's not Adderall. This is a calming stimulant. I'm not abusing it. I'm not cracking it open and smoking it or what ever.

Take it away, I sleep and call up my dealer simple as that.

Sorry Idk if I'm being too stubborn or whatever but I need this. It's not like I was fine before I started it. I was suicidal and ready to die and even attempted.

I'm not going to be looked down on and intimidated by some guys decision when not even knowing about individual effects let alone taking it personally.

My psychologist wants an increase too. My inpatient psychiatrist wanted 3 a day as well. Even my mom gave me 3 a day for holidays so I could stay awake. I sleep so much, I'm starting to miss school.

First thing I'm mentioning is "Concerta". I'm not bsing around anymore this is serious. Just as serious as my other medications I don't care if it's a controlled substance. Weed is schedule 1 and meth is a prescription drug too.

Enough.

Best thing is that I wont be smoking, buying energy drinks, taking ridiculous amounts of caffeine, ephedrine, etc. I will literally quit those things forever even from the fact that I'm not understimulated eating sugar and junk food, spending wrecklessly, buying alcohol, snapping at people.