Roll Call 73

:hug; I'm sorry. Anxiety sucks.

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Thanks, I force myself to do stuff otherwise I freeze.
Hugs right back at ya

My tapatalk is being weird. It's making me paranoid...

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TaT is always weird for me. It closes on it's own , it gives me random notifications, all kinds of annoying stuff.

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back from shopping.

went to old navy and got 2 pairs of jeans and 2 flannel shirts.
went to target and got some jasmine tealight candles, sponges, a dark purple thermal shirt with owls on it, and a new comforter...

here's a pic from target website of my comforter i got. i tried to upload my own pic on my phone but tapatalk sux sometimes

Yeah it's been doing that and then I got an email saying welcome to tapatalk but I already had one of them a couple of days ago. So it makes me think someone has somehow used my email to sign up again



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i get emails all the time from tapatalk but you can turn off the notifications. i dont get those anymore.

Thanks I've turned them off now

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Can people get addicted to sleeping pills? Zopiclone in particular?

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Cheery comforter set! I want to shop for flannels before the season is over. I have been eyeballing them at Old Navy! Are they having a sale?

Yes.

Zopiclone is a GABA agonist, and you will develop a dependence on it (if you suddenly stop taking it you will experience side effects similar to a benzodiazepine (except no seizure)).

Ok thanks I should be careful then. I only ask because I like the effect it gives me and infact i like it so much it's the only med I actually remember to take. I have to be reminded to take my other medication everyday. Idk why but I always forget to take meds lol

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Yes..I got 2 Men's button up flannels. One was $8 and one was $9

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Not bad, I can do that! I waited for the end of the season sale...😛

none of my clothes fit me anymore due to gaining 25 pounds. id give them to goodwill but what if i lose the weight again? idk if i can lose it anyway. i think i messed up my metabolism starving myself that one time. and i only lost like 20 pounds doing that. people keep saying "why are you wearing the same shirt all the time?". because! because im too fat to fit into my other clothes thats why!

I get ya! I gained 40 pounds and last year somehow managed to lose 15. I still can't fit into my clothes, that's why I'm going to Old Navy's sale. I'm slowly aesthetically buying stuff now. It sucks but I need clothes so shopping I must! Lol!

I'm not sure. Just bumping this up for you.

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I gave my beagle a bath. She was so stinky. Now she smells like wet dog mixed with coconut

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My daughter bathe our mini schnauzer. He looked so wet and sad so funny. Lol! He smells like vanilla milk and honey!
He needs a trim soon.

Clonazepam, Lorazepam, Diazepam damn
Pop a bit of Zopiclone, I am a bad man
Marijuana, codeine, quetiapine and methadone
Take me from my zone and leave me in the mental home
Shut the latch and lock it
I want to be left alone

i have a mini schnauzer!

does anyone else have a hard time eating in front of people? especially going out to eat? i always turn people down to eat because i gag when i eat in front of people. ive always been like that. i never eat at peoples houses. when im alone though i stuff my face.

its raining here.
i love the sound of rain.
but i hate the humidity.

My dog is a good boy except he's very territorial. He barks at every dog he sees. It use to be funny but nerve-wrecking now it's annoying. Such a bad habit to break.

Today's an anxiety free day, for whatever reason.

New counselor tomorrow, was recommended by my pdoc so I hope it goes well