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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:22 PM
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:26 PM
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i cant get rid of these thoughts and i think my voices are trying to come back
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:26 PM
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I feel like I'm losing control.

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:26 PM
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:29 PM
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i cant get rid of these thoughts and i think my voices are trying to come back

I hope they don't linger
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:30 PM
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So [trigger] I cut [/ trigger]. Not bad but enough to feel something.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:32 PM
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Both going through the same problem, eh?


Hope you feel better, and be safe

We could start a party haha
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:33 PM
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suicidal people with a psychotic disorder

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:34 PM
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So [trigger] I cut [/ trigger]. Not bad but enough to feel something.
Don't
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:34 PM
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:34 PM
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I didn't. I promise
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:42 PM
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i still have a pain in my abdomen. i wonder if i have like a cyst in my ovary or like idk something wrong with my bladder or intestines...
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Get a urinalysis workup, I get pain in side where ovary is located everytime I turn up with a UTI.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:45 PM
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Would telling my pnp that I [trigger]cut [trigger/] because of the voices get me put away? I can't go back to the hospital but something isn't right if I'm doing this again after years of not doing it?
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:45 PM
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Get a urinalysis workup, I get pain in side where ovary is located everytime I turn up with a UTI.

thanks.
yea i need to goto the doctor.
man why does the doctor have to be so far.
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Get a urinalysis workup, I get pain in side where ovary is located everytime I turn up with a UTI.

thank you!!! i need to do that.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:46 PM
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omg i heard a sound outside really close to my house that ive never heard before. car doors closing within feet of my house. i hear people talking too.???? um ????
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:56 PM
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omg i heard a sound outside really close to my house that ive never heard before. car doors closing within feet of my house. i hear people talking too.???? um ????
Maybe your kin folks or your Dad? I was raised in the countryside, lol, everytime the dogs barked we would turn off the lights and peek out the window.

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 09:58 PM
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Maybe your kin folks or your Dad? I was raised in the countryside, lol, everytime the dogs barked we would turn off the lights and peek out the window.



thats me like every 30 minutes everyday.
my kin lives in different states. my dad isnt home yet.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 10:02 PM
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 10:18 PM
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 10:22 PM
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I wanted to have a drink today, desperately. I'm out of wine so I have to wait till tomorrow. I do have liquor but gotta be responsible and get up early tomorrow. Boo!
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 10:24 PM
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I haven't been too active here

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I noticed a pattern, on nights where I don't have to go to work the next day I fall asleep right away and sleep really well then the nights where I have to get up for work I can't fall asleep or I fall asleep but wake up every hour

Work is getting so stressful I like working with toddlers but I hate my coworkers I never feel like I have a place where I actually belong at work

Sometimes I wish they'd just fire me so I wouldn't have to keep coming back
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 10:30 PM
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I noticed a pattern, on nights where I don't have to go to work the next day I fall asleep right away and sleep really well then the nights where I have to get up for work I can't fall asleep or I fall asleep but wake up every hour


Work is getting so stressful I like working with toddlers but I hate my coworkers I never feel like I have a place where I actually belong at work


Sometimes I wish they'd just fire me so I wouldn't have to keep coming back

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 10:35 PM
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I noticed a pattern, on nights where I don't have to go to work the next day I fall asleep right away and sleep really well then the nights where I have to get up for work I can't fall asleep or I fall asleep but wake up every hour

Work is getting so stressful I like working with toddlers but I hate my coworkers I never feel like I have a place where I actually belong at work

Sometimes I wish they'd just fire me so I wouldn't have to keep coming back
I feel for you! I worked in a place similar to your job. It was very stressful. During a bad episode, I quit abruptly. Took a long time to shake it off.

I hope you can find a job that values you!
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 11:32 PM
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