Roll Call #79

newtus · Jun 04, 2016, 03:15 PM

thank you 12pm

im starting to have intrusive thoughts and voices.

junkDNA · Jun 04, 2016, 05:19 PM

My thoughts r all jumbled up . I'm at a wedding. Eating candy

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12AM · Jun 04, 2016, 06:08 PM

Happy Birthday BlueBird

Jun 04, 2016, 06:21 PM

I haven't posted here in a long time
My pdoc is changin my meds my stelazine got increased and invega stayed the same
I hope the voices go away

My pdoc changed my dx too to Schizoaffective bipolar type, but I have never had clinical depression or mania. :/

12AM · Jun 04, 2016, 06:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

I haven't posted here in a long time
My pdoc is changin my meds my stelazine got increased and invega stayed the same
I hope the voices go away

My pdoc changed my dx too to Schizoaffective bipolar type, but I have never had clinical depression or mania. :/

Hope your new med will make you feel better

A18793715 · Jun 04, 2016, 09:33 PM

I impulsed bleached my hair from black. Roll Call #79

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Zeus123 · Jun 04, 2016, 10:17 PM

Happy Birthday Blue Bird!

LemonFresh · Jun 04, 2016, 10:31 PM

Hi This is what I am hearing, Pay attention to me I am the reincarnation of Tesla! I have wax lips and a wokka box.and when I wake up I am going to put into use the meaning of physics with the ecuation Ax(23)1x3+X^2+4x-60 = 0 because X= (-10,6 ) if I use this equation then I believe I can cure our technological problems and create a new source of electricity and mind-sourcing for the country we live in. and that is all countries essentially.

LemonFresh · Jun 04, 2016, 10:33 PM

If you don't start letting things loose in your mind you won't believe soon they are true.

Jun 04, 2016, 10:51 PM

happy birthday blue bird!

Jun 05, 2016, 02:17 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

...god

a decade of my life will have gone by and the only real thing ill have to show for it is my loneliness. having been in this tiny house in the country for almost 10 years with just a miniscule amount of human contact compared to the other years. god knows ive tried to show something for it.

i feel like a 90 year old woman who has been in the same house for 50 years and lost everything in between. the amount of loneliness that i feel is completely indescribable. its affecting everything in my life. sometimes i feel as if nothing will make me content or happy. anybody else i know has a person in the house with them for most of the day. people would break down if they were this alone. nobody understands because everybody i know has someone with them at home.

i dont know what else to say. i feel like im homeless...but homeless in my mind. alone. its spilling out into reality.

I feel exactly like this. fml

Angelique67 · Jun 05, 2016, 04:15 AM

Happy Birthday, ((((((((bluebird))))))))!!!!

I meant to say that yesterday but I fell asleep!!!!

I hope this will be s wonderful year for you!!!

Angelique67 · Jun 05, 2016, 04:25 AM

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Originally Posted by A18793715

I impulsed bleached my hair from black. Roll Call #79

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How long did you leave it on for? It looks good. I went from very dark brown to light red head once. I tried leaving it on but probably not long enough. Mine looked more orange and fake, lol. But it was fun. If my hair would get thicker I'd try it again.

Angelique67 · Jun 05, 2016, 04:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

I feel exactly like this. fml

Me too. Channeling Miss Haversham (did I misspell that?

Angelique67 · Jun 05, 2016, 06:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

...god

a decade of my life will have gone by and the only real thing ill have to show for it is my loneliness. having been in this tiny house in the country for almost 10 years with just a miniscule amount of human contact compared to the other years. god knows ive tried to show something for it.

i feel like a 90 year old woman who has been in the same house for 50 years and lost everything in between. the amount of loneliness that i feel is completely indescribable. its affecting everything in my life. sometimes i feel as if nothing will make me content or happy. anybody else i know has a person in the house with them for most of the day. people would break down if they were this alone. nobody understands because everybody i know has someone with them at home.

i dont know what else to say. i feel like im homeless...but homeless in my mind. alone. its spilling out into reality.

This is what I meant when I agreed I feel exactly like this. You have a wonderful
knack of expression, newtus.

Loial · Jun 05, 2016, 06:35 AM

Hello from Linux

#nerd

Only taken me the better part of 12 years to get around to trying it.

Hope everyone has a good day.

Angelique67 · Jun 05, 2016, 06:42 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Hello from Linux

#nerd

Only taken me the better part of 12 years to get around to trying it.

Hope everyone has a good day.

Haha! I started on the internet with a shell account, no graphics for me! But my pc was only good for 58k data transfers lol.

Loial · Jun 05, 2016, 07:04 AM

Ah, the good old days!

I think my first experience of a computer was playing Apple Invaders on an Apple computer that was older than me when I was like 5/6 or perhaps younger...

Atypical_Disaster · Jun 05, 2016, 07:17 AM

Good morning world. I passed out cold last night, I've been so exhausted lately.

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12AM · Jun 05, 2016, 07:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Ah, the good old days!

I think my first experience of a computer was playing Apple Invaders on an Apple computer that was older than me when I was like 5/6 or perhaps younger...

My first game on computer : Chip's challenge!

Loial · Jun 05, 2016, 07:48 AM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

My first game on computer : Chip's challenge!

I don't remember that one...

Just looked it up... can get it on the Steam store now... for a whopping £1.59.

Looks quite fun, might get it... assuming it works on Windows 10. Some remastered games don't work on 8.1 or 10.

Angelique67 · Jun 05, 2016, 08:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Ah, the good old days!

I think my first experience of a computer was playing Apple Invaders on an Apple computer that was older than me when I was like 5/6 or perhaps younger...

Hahaha, my hard disk was 5 Mg's. 5mgs!

justmeandmyhead · Jun 05, 2016, 09:59 AM

Hey guys, hope everyone is okay.
Been for a run again today, was absolutely boiling but went anyway. Only had to stop once to avoid a panic attack so I'm getting better already, I stopped 3/4 times the first time.
Going to sit out on the balcony with the bf and have a couple of ciders tonight. Cheers!