Roll Call #79

yea i am. i didnt think it was this bad but i dont think its all from the alcohol. idk...i just have all these symptoms. i think im def dehydrated tho. and then peobaably from depression. just like you know stress.

ive never had a problem with alcohol before like this. i mean i drank before. a lot before. but i think this is a turning point

I don't know for certain but it sounds like a hangover to me. I used to get tons of anxiety and despair the day after binge drinking. I hope you'll feel better soon.

Today will be the first day of fasting month for me, I really hope I can control my bipolar mood, at least I hold it all inside and not let it out or there would be no point in fasting. Hunger and thrist, I can handle that but emotions.. gonna be tough.

Is it possible to go without emotions? I wish you good luck with your fast.

I mean bad emotions like anger, irritated, etc. Thanks Angelique

i actually had no alcohol all day yesterday. felt horrible. but im pretty sure i felt horrible from the depression. it wasnt til today i had alcohol (from yesterday). i had 2 glasses. so it couldnt have been a hangover.

Are you still dehydrated? I hope you're drinking lots of water and juice. O_o

Anyone ever tried 'Irish Mist' whiskey? Can you get it in the States?

Absolutely gorgeous!

Anyway, camping went super awesome #happytimes! Built a fire, avoided the park ranger for the night and got kicked out in the morning. Didn't get to see the sun rise as it was too misty and I was unconscious in my tent. Really had a great time. It was a real sign that things are getting back to normal.

Just need to get off my lazy arse and get a job now!

Wait what? Avoided park rangers? So u camped in a place that is not allowed for camping? Now that really sounds fun!

Haha yeah it's a nature reserve, no big wildlife though. It's a forest that runs parallel to a beach as well so if you fancy you can go for a swim. We've camped down there since teenagers but haven't done it in a while, never had any trouble. We're very clean too, never leave a mess.

But yeah, camping where it's illegal is exciting

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Xanax would help. Idk if you're still taking it now or have any.

My body clock has officially switched from day to night.....

That sounds good, unless it's reversed and you have to deal with anyone. :thumbup::beer:

That does sound pretty fun. Glad you had a good time.

I've only ever gone camping like that once with friends. Basically so we could hot box the tent & not risk my friend's parents finding us. Cycling was rather fun in such circumstances.

That must have been like 11 years ago now.

I hope it goes well!

I'm not that up on Ramadan... but you are allowed to eat when it's dark right?

Basically a licence to have midnight binges.

Morning everyone!

Didn't sleep very well. Probably a combination of meds & the warmer, longer nights.

Oh well, at least my mood is ok...

Hi, i still haven't been to sleep yet. I hope I'll be able to get myself back to the schedule for daytime appointments.

Thanks loial, yes we fast from dawn until sunset and yes a licence for pass midnight dinner

Good morning everyone, hope today will be a good day!

im drinking again yet to escape. yet it doesnt let me escape. im just in this depression.

it seems like it started with my stepdad cursing me out. cursing my dad out. and my mom and i's relationship going down the drain.

and now my ex boyfriend talks like he wants to kill me. i knew he had schizophrenia beforehand but...i didnt listen to my family and friends when they told me to leave him alone.

the social life i built over the past year has gone to nil. i have but maybe 1 person now. which i had before 2015 but it grew to more people.

now back to square one.

So, what's everyone up to today...

I'm just watching Wallander. Final episode ever of the UK series. Then some reading before bed.

I've been catching up with game of thrones all day. I'm finally up to date lol

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