Roll call 80

The people came to take our stuff away today
Moving is hell

But it does feel nice to have some of our junk gone

Hope the move goes well!

I like to start out fresh and new. I have a habit of getting rid of stuff a lot. I'm not a material type of person. It feels good starting out clean.

Beach was fun. Probably the coldest water I've ever been in. Brrr. My daughter didn't care she's like a fish.

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Welcome to this part of the forum i hope things get better for you

This is the only truth we want
Watching the sky for a hint of a spark
Sailing further towards the unknown,
melting down our hearts of stone,
lift our happy heads from the cold
The wind whisper you are never ever alone (never ever alone)

I do hate never being alone.

I wish I didn't ever have to go anywhere again. All I want to do is hide under my blankets and fade away.

I find myself being scared to be alone with my hallucinations but to be alone in a sense does sound nice without hallucinations. At least for a short period of time.

Hate to admit this but I feel a bit anxious about relatives coming to my place today. Apart from my core family, other relatives are fake. And no, it's not that I am being overly sensitive because my sister and and my mom feel the same way, but not like me, they can handle their feelings well. I hope I won't say anything bad today. Last year, two of my relatives sat on a sofa where one of my cat was sleeping on it. One of them pushed away my cat (and not in a gentle way) while saying "shuh". I couldn't hold my tongue and said "you don't shuh him, you are sitting on his sofa". I smiled as politely as possible while saying this but still things got awkward after that. Please wish me luck today.

I'm lucky... most of my family members aren't stuck up and fake... Mainly family members that married into the family that are. but honestly for the most part that's only a few things I think positive about my family.

I wish you luck!

Me: Watch out that cat will bite you

Uncle Tim: If he bites me I'll bite him back

Me: You have no teeth

it'll be okay.

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Good luck!

Family can be so hard. I wouldn't see any of them except my grandmother if it were possible.

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Only Dio can make a metal song about rainbows.

funny thing that happened at work tonight

my coworker was on the computer behind the customer service desk and i was standing beside him. he was like "hey look how fast i can type my number in" and i said ok. he typed it really fast but only 1 number showed up, i was like "cool good job" he yelled "FU*K" and a cashier in the front end whipped his head around. there were customers there and everything. i ducked down to hide behind the desk and started cracking up. my cowrker started laughing and had to duck down too. we agreed it was classic and one of the funnier moments at the store. i hope no customers complain about it , cant believe he just yelled the F word across the front end. hahah

Im super nervous about my dog's operation tomorrow. It looks pretty serious.

An angel is being born today! Every newborn I see today has an aura around them. My niece is coming and she's not any other kid! I know everyone thinks that about their niece or their own child but she's reincarnation of something holy.

Hope it goes well, send prayer for your dog

I believe she is, congratulation Erti

Good morning everyone, I survived today, it went well. They still doing what they are doing but I managed to handle my reaction. Thanks for all the wishes and hugs, appreciated so much

Ps : I secured all my cats in another part of house so all of my furry loves are safe.

Awesome! Handling situations like that can be tough. Just remember it's your house, and what you say goes.

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Good morning my psychotic children

Time for antipsychotic injection yay..

going to see this movie tonight
heres the trailer
WARNING its super weird and might be disturbing

Such a long needle of death..