Roll call 80

Riding out the urge.to SH, still very paranoid thoughts, can't get rid of them, still.hearing voices, idk if I can get my meds.refilled this week cause idk if Medicaid dropped my Dads insurance plan from their system, and my pharmacy can't do another override to.cover my meds through Medicaid, since Medicaid still thinks I have united as my primary insurance, but I was dropped from Untied and all my meds.were.covered under Medicaid anyways, and I don't have the money to pay for them out of pocket especially my AP (I'm on a high dose of, Abilify 20mg, if I have to stop withdrawal will suck), which is the more important one as it treats both my depression and hallucinations (mostly voices), ugh I think In screwed, going to try and call Medicaid tomorrow (if I don't forget) and see if the request they put in on July 8th went through or not. Idk at least I'm able to recognize my symptoms, but afraid of having to ride them out, well the hallucinations, I know I have to ride out the paranoid thinking, which sucks...ugh I'm so.screwed.

Sorry for the long post, my thinking is all over the place.tonight, took a couple of sleeping pills to calm me.down and hopefully knock me out...

Morning all, I woke up fairly early today, don't remember going to sleep last night. Feel pretty refreshed though, which is nice.

I'm sorry. I hope it will get less intensely bad really soon.

I hope everyone will feel better today. I fell asleep last night in either the 8 or 9 hour. Very glad I didn't sleep any later.

I did a thing.



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I fell asleep before midnight and woke up at 5am. That's so unusual for me but I was completely emotionally drained.

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I love your pink hair!

Thank you! It took foorreevveerrrr.

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Morning guys, last Tue on July. Rough month. Hope August will treat us better. I got food poisoning which I deserve, lately what I've been doing here was only whining and complaining. *shutting down* #wake me up when September ends

Why did you deserve food poisoning?

Because I whined too much about life, people, etc Yesterday when I threw up non-stop and couldn't drink anything but plain water, I thought I was gonna die. Funny when that happened all that I prayed for was to stay alive. I realized that all of this time, I took life for granted.

That's a huge realization! That's really good, shows you are a fighter!

Hey guys what's up?

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You don't deserve food poisoning. People make mistakes.

Hi blue_bird and everyone. Just got back from my grandfather's apartment. He fell. He's fine he just needed some emotional support.

Hi, it's great to hear from you. How are things going?

Brought my daughter to the dreaded Walmart. Of course they didn't have what she wanted. Wasted trip to the worst store ever.
My head is quieter today but my anxiety is up quite a bit. I have a physical and pap tomorrow which is probably why.
I hope everyone is having a better day. We deserve a good day.

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I thought Walmart had like everything. Hope tomorrow goes okay. I hate going to doctors myself.

Calling to all the brave soul, repeat all the brave soul, we need a new roll call bzzztt

Oh, that would scare me so much! I turn them down at least once a year. I haven't gotten those tests since I was in my 20s.

New roll call here http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?p=5202023