Roll call 81

No just a random internet cat but I couldn't help but share it because it was so beautiful

I had my interview today. It didn't go very well at all. I couldn't think of good answers so was giving stupid short ones. I'm a bit disappointed in myself but I'm also frustrated because I did so much preparation but none of what I had prepared came up. Oh well at least I gave it a go

It's still worth it, justme, because you can learn stuff from each interview. I'm sorry though. That would discourage me, but you mustn't allow discouragement in. Everything is just a learning experience.

Thank you angelique you're right I'm telling myself that it's all a learning experience and at least it proves I'm trying my best to get a job. Something will turn up eventually, just gotta keep swimming

Well, before I started to get ready to call in food, the pharmacy rang and I'll be giving him my forms to mail. Except they arent likely to be postmarked the 20th. I don't know but it's the only thing I could do.

But now I'm hungry. :/

Oh great. Now for some reason they're saying the cogentin isn't being authorized. Just effing great.

I need the damned cogentin! Just as I worried, I finally feel something I need, and he's going to control it/me more. Why? Get me to take a med only to refuse it but he's OK with giving me a benzo! Not that he has yet. I am furious right now.

Wth is wrong with this guy?

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I don't know. I liked him except for this. I was open to trying a benzo to deal with the stairs here, even though it probably won't help.

At first I didn't know if I needed the Cogentin, but I got back into using it because it relieved my anxiety. And now I also need it for the restless leg/body i have from the invega.

In 2013 i vowed to myself that I'd never get addicted or habituated on another med ever again but now....

It took 3 weeks of badgering my boss but he finally put my raise in. It's not as much as I wanted but whatever. He's a **** head tho for real. Whateverrrrrrrr

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Congrats on your raise.

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It's been a long *** day. I can't wait to go to bed. I even have a before bedtime snack. Pretty excited about that lol. My head is a bit quieter today. Still stressed about my nephew but there is nothing I can do.

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Sorry about your nephew, your in my thoughts, I've been feeling very anxious and restless. I can't stop fidgeting. It's so hard to be calm. Any suggestions? I do take antivan but sometimes I can't stop it lessens a bit. Help.

Hello everyone!

I am having a lot of mixed up feelings. I do believe it is a combo of things. Not wanting to leave the house. Not wanting to be around anyone. Zero motivation. Paranoid thinking. Anger. There's more but I think you get the picture. Anyways, I was told Roll Call is a good place for support. Can you tell me how Roll Call works?

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I'm not sure if I'm posting this correctly.

I'm hoping to meet others who go through the same or very similar things as I do. It would be nice to be able to relate to others.

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Thank you.
I'm having the same problem. I'm hoping a cup of tea and my chocolate snack will help.
I hope you feel better soon.

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Does food help you? I'm in bed calling it quits...I'm done! Take care of yourself and your family.

Hello? Is anyone seeing this?

Is anyone up? It's 1:19am here. Wishing I could just take a Cogentin and have it help. I guess I will take another one. I have about 3 per day for maybe 3 or 4 days. ETA but my RX is only 2mg per day.

Considering how I feel right now, taking a Cogentin is the best thing I could do.

I haven't actually been on any meds for at least a year. Since I was super paranoid and dumped them, TBH... I probably should have been on meds and some might argue I should still be, but I'm coping. Only little bits here and there.

I find that forcing myself to socialize, having hobbies, and the structure of a workout routine is really working on keeping me focused.

My weight loss unfortunately started due to a relapse of crazy disordered eating. I pretty much starved myself for almost a month with some paranoia and delusions (mirror people stealing my image, skulls in traffic lights, thought control via nail polish and hair dye) before I started down this right path.

So I'm feeling really good and really positive. Busy, but a healthy amount of stress.

I know some people think that I should at least be in touch with a doctor - if not maybe still medicated. Personally I don't really like being so medicated. I used to think for myself that psych meds would solve all my issues but going through quite a few and now being without I prefer how I am doing things for my own self.

I got an email this morning from Tapatalk pretty much reminding me how I hadn't looked at anything lately and it made me thought to check in and see how it's going.

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Smoking medical marijuana is quite different from vaping.

My room smells like the plant my sister says and I smoked it outside o.o'

I opened a window..

Good morning, at the library using the computer. I need to get a new laptop for college.

Trying to get motivated to organize my apartment.

Gonna color some later, it's relaxing. Too bad I don't have some wine to go with it, the ultimate relaxation time lol

Hope everyone is doing okay

Morning everyone. Grocery shopping today ugh. I need food! What's everyone else doing today?

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