Roll call 81

I also don't think they wouldn't let you delete your account. I don't think anyone know who you are in RL. I'm incredibly paranoid about my identity being "found out", but other than my pos neighbors, no one really knows. Oh my friend does, also.

Generic zanaflex 2 to 4 mg, with vistaril 50 mg.

It seems all my meds are coming today except I don't know whether the pdoc rxed the full month of invega, or only 3 days worth or something. My appointment is tomorrow and I still can't do the stairs without help.

Oh no. I just got a courtesy call from the drug store that one or more of a RX is delayed. Oh no no no no no!

The delivery man said earlier that all my meds were coming today except for the generic prozac and ibuprofen. But my need for them is not medically critical because I still have at least a week's worth of the generic prozac, and I have OTC of the ibuprofen. I hope it's only because of those two!

It's a good idea to have an extra 2-4 weeks of meds, for sometimes there will be delays in filling meds due to various reasons.

Thanks guys ! I'm so happy. Also I start RCIA classes next week at church (to become Catholic) , excited about that

Junkdna the reason for my doctor to ration my klonopine was I took 11 pills for three days to get high until I ran out, I ran out and asked for more, then he only gave me enough for a week, I really shouldn't have abused the medication

Glad you are enjoying it

good job blue bird!!! its exciting to start new things.

im gonna try to have a good chill relaxing day

I am so grateful/glad most of my meds were prescribed since yesterday.

Now I have to call to reschedule the pdoc because I have no help with the stairs.

But I'm very afraid the pdoc will disappear before I ever get to see him again. I have to get to the opthalmologist first.

Scared and nervous. Too much damned anxiety.

I hope you are able to!

Nervous ahhh

I have CPR today
I hope I pass the exam
I always have a hard time with CPR because of the numbers

I wish you both good luck!!!

I had a nice nap then took a shower and put on my new perfume. I don't love it as much as the last one I bought but it's okay.
Thank you Angelique I have some vistaril here maybe I'll try that. I have a small pharmacy of old meds lol. I just need to fall asleep.

Thanks Angelique ! At my final class of the day.

End of a nice day. Didn't do much but I did get out for a while. Settling in to watch some tv with my husband before going to bed. I hope I can fall asleep tonight.

Hey guys.
Had an interview yesterday to become a volunteer for Mind. The woman said she thinks I'd make a good mentor which is nice. The training is in October but that's okay because I'm going on holiday end of September.
I read a really helpful article called understanding psychosis by the bps. It's completely opened my eyes as to what I believe about this "illness". I've realised that I don't see it as an illness, I see it as part of who I am. I want to learn to live with my experiences rather than being afraid of them and drugging them out of me.
I know this view isn't helpful to a lot of people but it helps me.
So yeah I've talked to my bf and I've stopped taking my meds. I feel free. They were making me so tired all the time but today I've woken up feeling fresh and awake for the first time in months! I also think they've made me put on weight so I can't wait to get that off again.
I feel like everything depends on your perspective of things, and I've changed my perspective so things should be better this time.
I'm sorry if this angers anyone, I know this forum is very pro meds.

I'm glad things are going well for you! Good luck with the job.

Good morning everyone! Today will be a great day. I insist upon it.
Slept well even through my alarm lol. Getting up at 6 is for the birds.
I hope you all have a good day!

I also hope everyone has a good day.

Ugh. **** start to the day...

I had my first proper asthma attack.

Wasn't especially severe itself but apparently it raised my carbon dioxide levels too much leaving me feeling confused/dazed for like an hour. Was really hard to have a conversation with the doctor. Almost back to normal now but my doctor told me to stay home today, so no college.

I hope you feel better soon Loial.

I'm at my day treatment program. Gotta meet with my therapist, get my shot, 2 groups then off to school. I have 2 classes later today, psychology and first year seminar then off to the library to read , take notes and work on assignments.

We need a new roll call