FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,021
9 1,869 hugs
given |
#1
Last one reached 100 pages
|
SlumberKitty
|
Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Findingreason, Loial, newtus, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 37,224
(SuperPoster!)
11 14.8k hugs
given |
#2
Thanks Falcon
I was going to hang out with my friend today but it's too cold/windy outside so we'll try for next Monday __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
|
falcon09, Findingreason, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
|
Angelique67, falcon09
|
El Psy Congroo
Member Since Aug 2014
Location: UK
Posts: 5,502
10 4,690 hugs
given |
#3
Thanks falcon!
__________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
|
falcon09
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
(SuperPoster!)
9 499 hugs
given |
#4
Thanks falcon.
We are having 60 - 70 mph gusts too. I don’t think they are that high yet but by tonight. Finished work. I’m laying down. I should eat something but I’m so cold I don’t want to get up. Kinda tired too. Finally after 3 years of working for this guy I just set up ach payments lol. Don’t know what I’ve been waiting for. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 37,224
(SuperPoster!)
11 14.8k hugs
given |
#5
Yay finished an assignment
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
|
Angelique67, falcon09, Findingreason, Loial, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
6 117.7k hugs
given |
#6
Thanks Falcon!
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
falcon09
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
(SuperPoster!)
9 499 hugs
given |
#7
Wowza! All you can hear is the wind whipping! I can feel it too...not the best insulation/windows in a 250 yr old house. Brrrr!
Watched part of Abducted In Plain Sight. So messed up on so many levels. Oy. My son just left with boxing gloves and a mouth guard. Boys! __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
|
Loial, SlumberKitty
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
6 117.7k hugs
given |
#8
Hi everybody, I always notice patterns in numbers and I think there are good numbers and bad numbers depending on lots of variables. Like the date 1-9-19 is good because it's repetitive, but today's date 2-25-19 is bad because there's no reason for it. So like more likely something bad will happen on today's date than 1-9-19 for example. Do you guys this this is more OCD or paranoia or psychosis? I don't have an OCD DX but my former T said I had traits of OCD. I do spend some portion of my day analyzing the time and determining if it is a good time or a bad time, or license plate numbers, etc. Just wondering if anyone else does that? Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
avlady, Blue_Bird, Loial
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
6 117.7k hugs
given |
#9
Yesterday during a sort of lecture, the person speaking make some comments about hallucinations and people with schizophrenia and the other people in the audience laughed, but I didn't think it was funny at all. It really bothers me, even today. It wasn't really like a discussion so I couldn't bring up my discomfort but it's bugging me. Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
Blue_Bird, Loial
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
(SuperPoster!)
9 499 hugs
given |
#10
Quote:
Yes. I rarely find commentary on hallucination and/or sz/sea humorous. Just like the stupid bi-polar memes that are all over the place. It’s insensitive and rude. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
|
|
SlumberKitty
|
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
|
Resident Queer Girl
Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016
Location: Finland
Posts: 3,190
7 4,864 hugs
given |
#11
I got my laundry put on the drying rack. I ate dinner. I am trying to get things done.
My motivation for the week is kinda weak. Not really wanting to go to band, but I shall go. I just need to keep my eyes on the goal. Each day is a part of a collective picture. A glass mosaic. Some shiny pieces. Some dull pieces. Some sharp. Some colourful. But today create the bigger picture. Once someone that works with glass told me she has built some sort of trust with her glass work. She seldom gets cut. Perhaps I should see it that way building this mosaic that is my life. Build it carefully and with trust and it will be beautiful. |
Loial, NightRain2019, ofthevalley
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
6 117.7k hugs
given |
#12
Quote:
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
|
Findingreason
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
(SuperPoster!)
9 499 hugs
given |
#13
Seriously...my kid just text me to pick him up from the complete opposite end of town and then drive him and his friend all the way back this end and then two towns away. It’s almost an 1 & 1/2 hour round trip ride. Then go back and pick him up “later”.
Thankfully my husband agreed to go get them and bring them. I told him I’d pick him up at 8. No later. Don’t like it you can come back home with dad. I really do not feel like leaving the house. Its super cold with crazy winds. Blah. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
|
Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty
|
Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 13,024
(SuperPoster!)
8 4,929 hugs
given |
#14
Entities take over my trippy mind. They make me say things. Beautiful things. Sometimes not beautiful things. Dark things.
But that's what life is. We get ups and downs. Mine may not be as intense as bipolar.. but it seems that way.. I woke up late today and took another Ativan last night. I'm going to tell my doctor about this tomorrow and he'll give me some insight. |
Anonymous40796, Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty
|
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#15
Hey everyone. I see my psychologist next week at 6pm. I just wish he could help me more, but I don't think there is a better way to deal with my problems.
trigger for SI's
Possible trigger:
|
Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
(SuperPoster!)
9 499 hugs
given |
#16
Quote:
I’m sorry you’re feeling this way DT. I hope talking with your psychologist can help. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
|
|
SlumberKitty
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
14 867 hugs
given |
#17
My job counselor called me. Then the therapist called me. I go see the new T on the 14th!!!
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
SlumberKitty
|
Angelique67, Findingreason, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,422
(SuperPoster!)
11 22.8k hugs
given |
#18
Quote:
It sounds like you really click with this T moreso than others I can only hope it helps. What exactly are you experiencing as a nightmare right now? __________________ Hugs! |
|
SlumberKitty
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,422
(SuperPoster!)
11 22.8k hugs
given |
#19
__________________ Hugs! |
newtus, SlumberKitty
|
Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 13,024
(SuperPoster!)
8 4,929 hugs
given |
#20
I talked with a few people last night. They were tripping. One looked up to me and said I was a wise soul. I find trippers very cute and innocent to the world as their state of mind can be shattered with a single bad thought.
I told them that I'm not perfect. Some people hate me at times for what I say. I think in black and white. How do people look on the bright side? It has to come at unexpected times. The dark side comes at unexpected times. It always changes. When I'm in a bad moment, I'm convinced that it will last forever. And it's proof that in good times, the good times are fake. Love is fake. life is fake. But there's things that keep people going. They hold onto beliefs and want to hear them confirmed by others. I have to believe in myself as my state of mind is no worse or better than anyone else's. Many dark things have happened to me. All lyrics in songs speak to people. Pictures, sounds, feelings. Overcoming suffering is the purpose of suffering. Life is suffering. Overcoming it and seeing the other side as it shines through. I can chose to ignore it as well but ignoring doesn't make things go away. So many thoughts and what should I do with them? I want to learn everything and not sleep. |
SlumberKitty
|
Closed Thread |
|