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#501
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My friend was just here for a visit and to bring me stuff. He's going to try rat poison now with my blessings. If rats are cavorting in my clean clothes and pasta drainer and big bowl, just kill them anyway we can. |
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#502
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#503
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There's a letter saying I'm cleared to have a long term stay in a skilled nursing facility. So when. The lawyer said one week, she knew damned well I'd be here "long-term". So she lied.
The clothes the staff keep bringing me must be stuff from deceased residents. I'm so depressed I don't know what to do. |
#504
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#505
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I feel safe inside. Outside I don't know people are watching me out there. Planes and helicopters and people watching.
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#506
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Having a good day. I did have some voices when I woke up but they went away quickly.
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#507
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I feel safer in the house too. I no longer feel the same way about people. My biggest fear is being out in this word and becoming a statistic based on a random act of violence sheet. The violence in the world is overwhelming.
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#508
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Glad you got to see your friend
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#509
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I can feel people watching me when I'm by a window or out in public. They're trying to steal my thoughts and the things I know. |
#510
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#511
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i feel like something is watching me 24/7 no matter where i am
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#512
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Aaaahhhhh finally stoned again
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#513
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I went two days without my pills and got kind of weird now I just took double my dose.
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#514
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I hope there weren't any precautions not to double doses. Hope you are alright. ![]()
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#515
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Never got to see my friend. She never got back with me til really late. She lives an hour away.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#516
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That's a bummer. You don't drive in the dark right?
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#517
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Yea i cant. And i got glasses for it. But i still cant see too good in the dark. Im surprised you remember that!!! But yea, it sucks because all my friends want to do something at night but i cant unless im driven and no one wants to drive me or has a car. Sucks because everything cool happens at night. I can drive right a bit at dusk but once it gets any darker i just cant see. Which is why i try to come home by like 6 or something.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#518
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I'm on Abilify 2mg so I took 4mg instead. I'll be fine. Eh, maybe it'll even help more. |
#519
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Im supposed to see another friend tomorrow. Lets just hope that is earlier in the day.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#520
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What i hate the most is like when people dont give me a freakin time or even a guesstimate about when we can hang out so im like waiting alllll day for them. And i cant do anything because im waiting because they didnt give me a time.
Honestly i feel if this girl invited me and wanted to hang out, shed at least do what she needs to do earlier in the day when i told her yesterday itd take me 45 or more min to get to her place.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#521
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That's terrible. I understand. I'd want to be home too. And yea I remember random things lol
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#522
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Well I appreciate you remembering!!! ![]() ![]() ![]()
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#523
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Its ok tho. My neighbor ended up inviting me to run errands with her. So i just did that instead.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#524
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Whats everyone up to tonight?
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#525
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I'm watching Naked and Afraid like usual. My roommate is watching her law and order svu . I swear she knows every channel it's on and watches hundreds of hours of it. Ever since I got here.
And I'm wondering if I should wash my hair tomorrow or just leave it awhile longer. It's in two French braids and it doesn't get all matted like it does when it's in a ponytail. One of the nurse's aides did it for me when I had just gotten here. Some of the people here are very kind and sweet. But it's still a prison. Anyway... It's hard to hear the dialogue what with the two TVs on and my hearing loss. |
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