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Old May 28, 2017, 01:37 PM
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At my last hospitalization my first roommate was yelling racial slurs all day so I asked for a new roommate. The new one I got was super nice but the first thing she said tome was "I'm HIV + I hope that doesn't bother you. Assured her it didn't then I went in the bathro and it looked like a massacre. There was blood everywhere. She was also aopposed to flushing the toilet. It made for a long stay.
The first place I went to my roommate would go to the bathroom and toss her Nasty toilet paper in the trash. She would also leave the toilet seat a mess. Thankfully there were extra rooms at both places so I had a private bathroom.
Living like that is impossible.
Wow that's even worse than my roommate. I'm glad you weren't there any longer than you were.

My friend was just here for a visit and to bring me stuff. He's going to try rat poison now with my blessings. If rats are cavorting in my clean clothes and pasta drainer and big bowl, just kill them anyway we can.
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Old May 28, 2017, 01:52 PM
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At my last hospitalization my first roommate was yelling racial slurs all day so I asked for a new roommate. The new one I got was super nice but the first thing she said tome was "I'm HIV + I hope that doesn't bother you. Assured her it didn't then I went in the bathro and it looked like a massacre. There was blood everywhere. She was also aopposed to flushing the toilet. It made for a long stay.
The first place I went to my roommate would go to the bathroom and toss her Nasty toilet paper in the trash. She would also leave the toilet seat a mess. Thankfully there were extra rooms at both places so I had a private bathroom.
Living like that is impossible.
holy crap lol
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Old May 28, 2017, 02:00 PM
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There's a letter saying I'm cleared to have a long term stay in a skilled nursing facility. So when. The lawyer said one week, she knew damned well I'd be here "long-term". So she lied.

The clothes the staff keep bringing me must be stuff from deceased residents. I'm so depressed I don't know what to do.
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There's a letter saying I'm cleared to have a long term stay in a skilled nursing facility. So when. The lawyer said one week, she knew damned well I'd be here "long-term". So she lied.

The clothes the staff keep bringing me must be stuff from deceased residents. I'm so depressed I don't know what to do.

that's not cool
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I feel safe inside. Outside I don't know people are watching me out there. Planes and helicopters and people watching.
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Having a good day. I did have some voices when I woke up but they went away quickly.
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Old May 28, 2017, 02:35 PM
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I feel safe inside. Outside I don't know people are watching me out there. Planes and helicopters and people watching.

I feel safer in the house too. I no longer feel the same way about people. My biggest fear is being out in this word and becoming a statistic based on a random act of violence sheet. The violence in the world is overwhelming.
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Old May 28, 2017, 02:43 PM
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Wow that's even worse than my roommate. I'm glad you weren't there any longer than you were.

My friend was just here for a visit and to bring me stuff. He's going to try rat poison now with my blessings. If rats are cavorting in my clean clothes and pasta drainer and big bowl, just kill them anyway we can.

Glad you got to see your friend
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I feel safer in the house too. I no longer feel the same way about people. My biggest fear is being out in this word and becoming a statistic based on a random act of violence sheet. The violence in the world is overwhelming.


I can feel people watching me when I'm by a window or out in public. They're trying to steal my thoughts and the things I know.
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At my last hospitalization my first roommate was yelling racial slurs all day so I asked for a new roommate. The new one I got was super nice but the first thing she said tome was "I'm HIV + I hope that doesn't bother you. Assured her it didn't then I went in the bathro and it looked like a massacre. There was blood everywhere. She was also aopposed to flushing the toilet. It made for a long stay.
The first place I went to my roommate would go to the bathroom and toss her Nasty toilet paper in the trash. She would also leave the toilet seat a mess. Thankfully there were extra rooms at both places so I had a private bathroom.
Living like that is impossible.
Every time I go to the hospital I usually have my period, so last time I see went to the hospital I was bleeding so heavy and I was so tired and sick I accidentally bled all over the toilet seat and I was too tired to clean it up so I went to my bed, laid down and when my roommate came in I pretended to be asleep and I hoped to god that she wouldn't notice the blood all over the toilet seat and floor but... She did. and she talked to one of the staff and he came in and cleaned up the blood. She was really nice about it though she never told me that she noticed but I knew she did because I wasn't actually sleeping
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I feel safe inside. Outside I don't know people are watching me out there. Planes and helicopters and people watching.
i feel like something is watching me 24/7 no matter where i am
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Aaaahhhhh finally stoned again . Thank you fellow voters who voted to legalize marijuana.
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I went two days without my pills and got kind of weird now I just took double my dose.
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I went two days without my pills and got kind of weird now I just took double my dose.

I hope there weren't any precautions not to double doses. Hope you are alright.
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Old May 28, 2017, 05:21 PM
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Never got to see my friend. She never got back with me til really late. She lives an hour away.
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Old May 28, 2017, 05:31 PM
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Never got to see my friend. She never got back with me til really late. She lives an hour away.

That's a bummer. You don't drive in the dark right?
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Old May 28, 2017, 05:43 PM
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That's a bummer. You don't drive in the dark right?


Yea i cant. And i got glasses for it. But i still cant see too good in the dark.

Im surprised you remember that!!! But yea, it sucks because all my friends want to do something at night but i cant unless im driven and no one wants to drive me or has a car.

Sucks because everything cool happens at night.

I can drive right a bit at dusk but once it gets any darker i just cant see. Which is why i try to come home by like 6 or something.
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I hope there weren't any precautions not to double doses. Hope you are alright.


I'm on Abilify 2mg so I took 4mg instead. I'll be fine. Eh, maybe it'll even help more.
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Im supposed to see another friend tomorrow. Lets just hope that is earlier in the day.
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Old May 28, 2017, 05:46 PM
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What i hate the most is like when people dont give me a freakin time or even a guesstimate about when we can hang out so im like waiting alllll day for them. And i cant do anything because im waiting because they didnt give me a time.

Honestly i feel if this girl invited me and wanted to hang out, shed at least do what she needs to do earlier in the day when i told her yesterday itd take me 45 or more min to get to her place.
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Old May 28, 2017, 05:59 PM
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Yea i cant. And i got glasses for it. But i still cant see too good in the dark.

Im surprised you remember that!!! But yea, it sucks because all my friends want to do something at night but i cant unless im driven and no one wants to drive me or has a car.

Sucks because everything cool happens at night.

I can drive right a bit at dusk but once it gets any darker i just cant see. Which is why i try to come home by like 6 or something.

That's terrible. I understand. I'd want to be home too.
And yea I remember random things lol
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Old May 28, 2017, 06:02 PM
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That's terrible. I understand. I'd want to be home too.
And yea I remember random things lol


Well I appreciate you remembering!!! roll call 89roll call 89roll call 89
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Its ok tho. My neighbor ended up inviting me to run errands with her. So i just did that instead.
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Old May 28, 2017, 07:13 PM
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Whats everyone up to tonight?
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Old May 28, 2017, 07:24 PM
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Whats everyone up to tonight?
I'm watching Naked and Afraid like usual. My roommate is watching her law and order svu . I swear she knows every channel it's on and watches hundreds of hours of it. Ever since I got here.

And I'm wondering if I should wash my hair tomorrow or just leave it awhile longer. It's in two French braids and it doesn't get all matted like it does when it's in a ponytail. One of the nurse's aides did it for me when I had just gotten here. Some of the people here are very kind and sweet. But it's still a prison.

Anyway... It's hard to hear the dialogue what with the two TVs on and my hearing loss.
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