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Old Jun 02, 2017, 09:45 AM
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Decided to celebrate my birthday today (its technically on Sunday) because I'll be busy all weekend doing math homework. I made a pizza and got some Ben and Jerry's brownie ice cream
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 09:56 AM
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Decided to celebrate my birthday today (its technically on Sunday) because I'll be busy all weekend doing math homework. I made a pizza and got some Ben and Jerry's brownie ice cream
Happy birthday, Blue_Bird! I hope it will be a great new year for you. 🎶🎶🎂♊️
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 10:18 AM
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Happy Birthday Blue Bird!

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Old Jun 02, 2017, 10:24 AM
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I feel like a fat *** I want to purge. It has been over 50 days since I've last done that. Kinda overate from excitement about my birthday
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 10:32 AM
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I feel like a fat *** I want to purge. It has been over 50 days since I've last done that. Kinda overate from excitement about my birthday
Don't purge, Blue_Bird. It takes such a toll on your body. Just resolve to get back to your diet after you celebrate your birthday.
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Yesterday- Ugh not a good day was a metaphysical store with my mom and she broke something and had to pay like 50% of the price and it was a pricey!

The rhumetologist said I need a cane & cortisone shot into my joint. CT scan of my ankle!

Today - I woke up 5:30and I realized I didn't take my night time psych meds. It's now 5:51. So I took some meds I had laying around

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I eventually fell asleep.

It's just been a rough week with work and there's a sense of worry. Plus I didn't take my meds for a couple days that probably didn't help. I got a bit of sleep (still feel tired though) and took my pill so I hope for some better times ahead.

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My hair looks phenomenal. Maybe on Monday I'll ask the aide to braid it again but I think a few days of nothing pulled tight is good for it to not fall out. I'm so depressed.

Long hair is tough. Keeping it up takes a toll on it.

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Decided to celebrate my birthday today (its technically on Sunday) because I'll be busy all weekend doing math homework. I made a pizza and got some Ben and Jerry's brownie ice cream

Happy Birthday! Hope you are able to celebrate a little bit on your birthday.
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 11:54 AM
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 11:55 AM
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Im kinda upset. My therapist appt was today at 10:30am. I got there at 10:35.

She didnt get me til 11. So she only saw me for 15 minutes....

Its been 2 weeks since i seen her...

What kinda crap is that?
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 12:40 PM
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On the beach and drinking. Tis nice.

Saving my Vyvanse don't feel sleepy it's so hot here took olanzapine and slept like rock.

Hope everyone is doing better ^^
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 01:22 PM
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Yes. I usually have it in a ponytail, that's how it got so long, I never saw it, lol. I'll probably cut it again. The young aides like to braid it.
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Just saw my therapist. She's got the paperwork ready to switch me over to the clinic part of the building since I'm finished with the day treatment program
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 01:49 PM
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Picked up my 30 day tag today. I think i found a sponsor today. I talked to her today but i have to call her tomorrow about sponsoring me.
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 02:18 PM
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Im kinda upset. My therapist appt was today at 10:30am. I got there at 10:35.

She didnt get me til 11. So she only saw me for 15 minutes....

Its been 2 weeks since i seen her...

What kinda crap is that?
Maybe your state is cutting funding, like here. Or she was overbooked and impatient today.
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Maybe your state is cutting funding, like here. Or she was overbooked and impatient today.


Shes always late but usally never more than 10 min. But im really surprised she was 30 min late...

Very unprofessional
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My friend is getting in terrible moods and beliefs. I wish he could stay in a better mood.
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On the beach and drinking. Tis nice.

Saving my Vyvanse don't feel sleepy it's so hot here took olanzapine and slept like rock.

Hope everyone is doing better ^^
Oh how I wish I were there. With a wine cocktail or whatever they're called. And a margarita, and a daiquiri and a tequila sunrise. But I'd settle for a rum and coke if I were home.
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Picked up my 30 day tag today. I think i found a sponsor today. I talked to her today but i have to call her tomorrow about sponsoring me.
What are tags?
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 02:33 PM
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Picked up my 30 day tag today. I think i found a sponsor today. I talked to her today but i have to call her tomorrow about sponsoring me.
No one would sponsor me when I tried to join debtors anonymous. It was weird.
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AA has chips. NA has tags. They are like keychains. Heres mine.

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Old Jun 02, 2017, 02:53 PM
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AA has chips. NA has tags. They are like keychains. Heres mine.

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Thats awesome. I have coins I got from the overeaters anonymous site. One is a serenity prayer medallion and one is a 30 day coin I bought since I had made it 30 days without bingeing or purging. Now I'm around 50to 60 days.
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 03:15 PM
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Thats awesome. I have coins I got from the overeaters anonymous site. One is a serenity prayer medallion and one is a 30 day coin I bought since I had made it 30 days without bingeing or purging. Now I'm around 50to 60 days.


Thats really good.

Not sure how much i like NA though or these types of groups. I dont get much out of them. I never know what to say in the meetings. I dont consider myself a drug addict but i know im an alcoholic.

And apparently they dont like you picking up your tags late. Its been 33 totals days for me but i picked up my 30 day today and my friend asked me if its been 30 and i said "33" and he just looks at me and shakes his head.

Idk. I dont feel welcome there. I didnt feel welcome at the AA one either.

Maybe thats just how its done at places like this but i dont like having to be so damn anonymous that i cant talk about whats on my mind. Like they dont allow you to talk about what you use. I dont like that i cant talk to my closest friends about what goes on in the meeting even if its to share how much i liked what someone shared.
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Old Jun 02, 2017, 03:27 PM
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I've never actually been to an OA meeting myself so I don't know how they are , I just like the idea of getting something to symbolize my progress.

I'm sorry you don't feel welcome at NA, that's not right.
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