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Desoxyn · Jun 27, 2017, 08:52 PM

Took Zyprexa feel a lot better with the out of it ness.

falcon09 · Jun 27, 2017, 09:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I've been off my mood stabilizer for over a week and I have not noticed a single difference. This is so strange. I gained a little weight on it. I started to have anhedonia. I frequently pee after I take a sip of anything. I expected depression to hit me pretty hard. This is very weird.

My boss had me work an 11 hour day today. This is the new normal I guess. 9am until 8pm.

Podcasts. Can you guys give me pod cast suggestions for work? I've been listening to Deathsquad's Kill Tony comedy and it's the best one I've come across. Hardcore History is now on my list. I just discovered Philosophy now. NPR's All Songs Considered is great. BBC's In Our Time is great for learning about high culture.

I'm looking to discover more cool new music in a podcast but whatever is clever. I have 11 hours to listen to podcasts so I'd be a fool not to experiment.

I know that lithium takes a looong time to get out of your system.

I know less about other mood stabilizers.

Either way, it's good news you feel no different. Definitely better than feeling worse.

cogladaid · Jun 27, 2017, 09:14 PM

Maybe I'm over it. I haven't take my meds in days and my paranoia has been low. Maybe I'm good. Maybe I'm finally over it I don't need this **** anymore.

newtus · Jun 27, 2017, 09:37 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Maybe I'm over it. I haven't take my meds in days and my paranoia has been low. Maybe I'm good. Maybe I'm finally over it I don't need this **** anymore.

Watch yourself closely

falcon09 · Jun 27, 2017, 10:06 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Maybe I'm over it. I haven't take my meds in days and my paranoia has been low. Maybe I'm good. Maybe I'm finally over it I don't need this **** anymore.

What Newtus said, watch yourself closely. Sometimes bad symptoms creep up on ya

falcon09 · Jun 27, 2017, 10:18 PM

Possible trigger:

bad suicidal thoughts tonight

newtus · Jun 27, 2017, 10:21 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Possible trigger:

bad suicidal thoughts tonight

Whats going on falcon???

newtus · Jun 27, 2017, 10:38 PM

Is anybody up?

Gr3tta_0 · Jun 27, 2017, 11:34 PM

@ Daytripper - i use the audible app to listen to books, they also have free some books, comedy, and ted talks. I recommend.

I am going to file an incident report with recipient rights against my work tomorrow. I am very scared.

Not about me, for our clients.

Jun 28, 2017, 12:47 AM

I got a little bit of sleep
Like an hour

I hope I can get some more

greentires4me · Jun 28, 2017, 02:43 AM

I'm up!!!

cogladaid · Jun 28, 2017, 05:17 AM

I said before that I was going to stop drinking right. Slow down anyway. I haven't bought any booze since (bottle wise - I've had some social drinks at restaurants). I polished off some bottles but I didn't replace any of them. I've finished up what I can and I've decided that I'm just not going to do it anymore.

Save for a couple occasions of social drinking I just don't feel like I should be drinking anymore. Half of the booze I've tried I seem to have a reaction to anyway so it's a sign.

I don't really like the feeling of being out of control. And tired. Crazy me likes it, sure, but I don't want that anymore for myself. Plus it's expensive and I don't want to waste my money on ********.

So I'm not planning on being perfect, but I'm trying.

falcon09 · Jun 28, 2017, 06:32 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Whats going on falcon???

Nothing much, just feeling down

newtus · Jun 28, 2017, 08:30 AM

Morning.

Gooood morning

ofthevalley · Jun 28, 2017, 08:33 AM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Nothing much, just feeling down

I hope you feel better soon.

newtus · Jun 28, 2017, 08:38 AM

The scale says i gained 4 pounds back. Im super unhappy.

Blue_Bird · Jun 28, 2017, 08:38 AM

Good morning. Appointment with therapist then doctor then later to OA.

ofthevalley · Jun 28, 2017, 08:39 AM

Morning. Hope everyone had a good night.
It beautiful out today. Good day to take my daughter for a walk. Maybe the dogs too.
What's everyone up to?
Hope you all have a good day.

Blue_Bird · Jun 28, 2017, 08:57 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

The scale says i gained 4 pounds back. Im super unhappy.

I wouldn't worry about what the scale says, just how you feel. Do you feel like you're overeating or not getting enough exercise? If so try try make some changes, I know you've posted that you've lost a certain number of ounces one time and that's kind of obsessive, we gain and lose weight throughout the days naturally. 4 pounds isn't a huge amount, just get back on track. That's why I'm glad I don't have a scale anymore, I get obsessive with it too.

cogladaid · Jun 28, 2017, 09:03 AM

It's always best to weigh yourself once a week. Try to do like... Monday morning... after using the washroom lol.

And I know it's hard to only do it once a day. It's super easy to get obsessive about it again.

junkDNA · Jun 28, 2017, 09:04 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

The scale says i gained 4 pounds back. Im super unhappy.

weigh yourself same day once a week. if you look at it daily its going to be discouraging because most people have a range of 5 pounds they fluctuate thru each day

junkDNA · Jun 28, 2017, 09:04 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Morning. Hope everyone had a good night.
It beautiful out today. Good day to take my daughter for a walk. Maybe the dogs too.
What's everyone up to?
Hope you all have a good day.

going to see T at 12, then work 2-10

newtus · Jun 28, 2017, 09:33 AM

Thanks everyone. Yea im pretty obsessive about my weight. Always have been since i gained 80 pounds from seroquel. Ill try to wean myself off weighing myself so much. Ill see if i can do it once a week. Mondays.

Yes i ate too much past two days and it just kept going up the past two days. Ill focus on my food and eating on my MyFitnessPal app.

This is gonna be hard!

newtus · Jun 28, 2017, 09:36 AM

My stomach was hurting real bad yesterday too. My abdomen and stomach and i drank a lot of water that i dont usually drink. I feel better. But it must be water weight. Didnt think about that.

newtus · Jun 28, 2017, 10:28 AM

Anyone use myfitnesspal? Anyone wanna add me?

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