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Jun 30, 2017, 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

Thanks Willow

I hope you get some sleep too!

Thanks! Yeah, I always fall asleep eventually. I slept from 8:30-11am so I'm fine. I've never completely not slept (unless I was working 24-36hrs straight) so I'm ok.

Did you get much sleep? Any suggestions from pdoc/GP about a sleep med?

*Willow*

Jun 30, 2017, 04:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I haven't slept all night. I got a tooth ache and I keep bothering it and when I sleep I think I'm grinding it. Im going to see my new dentist tomorrow. See how it works out.

Good to see you Erti, and hope you get the toothache sorted soon!

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Originally Posted by phoenix31

I'm leaving for ten days for a camping trip without phone signal or internet. Trying to get a divorce in place and don't know if I will succeed. Inching close to suicidal. Really really bad today. Just thought if I wrote it here it would help somehow. Hope you are all having a decent day.

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Originally Posted by phoenix31

Im so freaking sick of the running commentary on my life. And now I get to spend 10 days with people who will say my voices are demons and try to pray them away. Ugh

That sounds like you are coping with a lot right now. I'm glad you have an appt soon though. Hopefully it will help.

Kori -

Sorry about your 'friend'

*Willow*

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 05:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I haven't slept all night. I got a tooth ache and I keep bothering it and when I sleep I think I'm grinding it. Im going to see my new dentist tomorrow. See how it works out.

I hope the dentist fixed it Erti. I have a mouth full of doomed teeth and I can.understand your feeling about grinding them.

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 05:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Good afternoon. @Angelique, it's not that I don't like trazadone it's just in the past it's never worked well for me, I'm just gonna stick with the meds I'm on and use propanolol if I really need help sleeping after getting off the seroquel next month. I'm also getting pretty good at this meditation/relaxation stuff which helps

It's day 10. Doing well still, going grocery shopping Sunday. All healthy stuff. Finished reading the 12 steps and 12 traditions book of OA, might buy myself a copy so I can always refer to it if I find OA helps me. I don't have the money for one but I am going to save up. Yeah, I don't have $13 and have to save up for it. I'm that poor lol I am proud of myself for making it 10 days so far. I know this time is the time I'll really do it. I am active in my recovery. Hopefully by this time in 2018 it will be around a year without bingeing and purging! I can do it. I have to be super mindful about what and when I eat. Idk if that will ever get easier or if it will be something I will always have to be careful with.

How is everyone? I'm switching to online classes next semester. I realized it would be better than trying to work around all my appointments, jury duty in december, catechism classes in the fall, etc. I won't have to miss class to do any of that. I know online classes are hard, I've done them before and have passed them so it's not that I'm expecting it will be easier or something it will just be more convenient right now for my schedule and anxiety I've had about school lately.

Gotcha. Traz stopped working for me but it was so long ago that the pill I took the other night did knock me out. The pdoc told me I could take 200mg which I know will knock me out, but I haven't wanted to.

You're doing so well lately, and I'm.so happy for you. I'm sure you'll do well with the online classes.

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 05:21 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I got my eliquid in the mail. Here it is:

Roll Call 91!

Oh wow, that looks great! Lots of fruity flavors, I hope you'll.love them. The peanut butter and jelly flavor sounds really good!

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 05:25 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Wow kori. Im so sorry.

That would be so aggravating to me. I hope she'll stop getting in your face with that.

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 05:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

That would be so aggravating to me. I hope she'll stop getting in your face with that.

Oops, I quoted the wrong post, sorry about that! The reply was to Kori.

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 05:45 PM

Im dehydrated i think. Heat index is 102 today. I wore all black today.

Im throwing up and have a headache.

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 05:47 PM

I'm on the east side of the building and that's why the sun looks like it's going down early in this room. The treeline is so dense and high it looks like the wind might be blowing spiders at us while we smoke and vape.

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 05:52 PM

Tomorrow is july cant believe it. Then my birthday is in august.

junkDNA · Jun 30, 2017, 06:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Good afternoon. @Angelique, it's not that I don't like trazadone it's just in the past it's never worked well for me, I'm just gonna stick with the meds I'm on and use propanolol if I really need help sleeping after getting off the seroquel next month. I'm also getting pretty good at this meditation/relaxation stuff which helps

It's day 10. Doing well still, going grocery shopping Sunday. All healthy stuff. Finished reading the 12 steps and 12 traditions book of OA, might buy myself a copy so I can always refer to it if I find OA helps me. I don't have the money for one but I am going to save up. Yeah, I don't have $13 and have to save up for it. I'm that poor lol I am proud of myself for making it 10 days so far. I know this time is the time I'll really do it. I am active in my recovery. Hopefully by this time in 2018 it will be around a year without bingeing and purging! I can do it. I have to be super mindful about what and when I eat. Idk if that will ever get easier or if it will be something I will always have to be careful with.

How is everyone? I'm switching to online classes next semester. I realized it would be better than trying to work around all my appointments, jury duty in december, catechism classes in the fall, etc. I won't have to miss class to do any of that. I know online classes are hard, I've done them before and have passed them so it's not that I'm expecting it will be easier or something it will just be more convenient right now for my schedule and anxiety I've had about school lately.

I had to switch to all online because of my symptoms. It is difficult but if you make a routine and stick to it its easier. I couldn't have graduated without switching to online

Jun 30, 2017, 06:21 PM

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Originally Posted by phoenix31

I'm leaving for ten days for a camping trip without phone signal or internet. Trying to get a divorce in place and don't know if I will succeed. Inching close to suicidal. Really really bad today. Just thought if I wrote it here it would help somehow. Hope you are all having a decent day.

Nix, don't be a stranger. You can message me anytime. If you ever need to talk after work or on the weekends just reach out--please. I had no clue any of this was going on. If you get a phone signal feel free to message me.

((hug))

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2017, 06:53 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Im dehydrated i think. Heat index is 102 today. I wore all black today.

Im throwing up and have a headache.

Start sipping more water, or juice. Dehydration can make you very sick. Poor (((((( newtus. ))))))

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 07:11 PM

My friend told me to eat some soup but im not hungry

Jun 30, 2017, 07:52 PM

I hope you feel better soon, newtus
Heat exhaustion is scary!

ofthevalley · Jun 30, 2017, 07:59 PM

Feel better soon Newtus. I'll 2nd the sips of water and juice.

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 08:04 PM

Thanks guys i ate soup but i threw it up.

Sipping sprite and water now.

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 08:05 PM

I just dont want to throw up my meds. I think i mightve thrown up half of them.

ofthevalley · Jun 30, 2017, 08:08 PM

I've thrown up my meds before and was okay.

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 09:10 PM

Whats everyone up to? I cant sleep yet.

Desoxyn · Jun 30, 2017, 09:27 PM

Listening to this song.

junkDNA · Jun 30, 2017, 09:47 PM

Contemplating suicide

junkDNA · Jun 30, 2017, 09:47 PM

Nothing new.

newtus · Jun 30, 2017, 09:48 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Contemplating suicide

Why junkdna?

Jul 01, 2017, 02:25 AM

You know without my glasses this thread looks like
"Roll Call 911" lol

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