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Old Aug 05, 2017, 10:10 PM
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 10:12 PM
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I just dont know whats really gotten into me. I get depressed from time to time but its been rare ive felt this way. I cant just tell anyone because they wouldnt understand. Im not wanting to goto the hospital. I just need comfort.

Idk whats wrong with me... but i feel awful right now. Im just wanting to sleep
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 10:18 PM
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I just dont know whats really gotten into me. I get depressed from time to time but its been rare ive felt this way. I cant just tell anyone because they wouldnt understand. Im not wanting to goto the hospital. I just need comfort.

Idk whats wrong with me... but i feel awful right now. Im just wanting to sleep
Maybe try to sleep hugging a teddy or a pillow? It sounds silly but it helps.

Im also probably in need of comfort, strange dreams I have lately. I say probably because Im scared to get close as much as I want someone.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 02:10 AM
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I just woke up and I feel like Death.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 04:50 AM
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I really should start cooking finally. Theres always something that occupies my mind and I forget about this commitment.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 05:30 AM
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Good morning, with my better sleep schedule now the time difference makes me online when no body is around ah well. Hope everyone has a good day!

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Old Aug 06, 2017, 06:16 AM
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I'm here 12AM!

Would have been on earlier but I slept in and then went out my flat to get some chores done. Nice to get things out the way early on... although having said that I still have a pile of dishes needing done!
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 06:27 AM
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I'm here 12AM!

Would have been on earlier but I slept in and then went out my flat to get some chores done. Nice to get things out the way early on... although having said that I still have a pile of dishes needing done!
Yay! I'm snuggling with my cat now watching TV. Drowsiness from Olanzapine always fades away late in the afternoon, so I did my dishes half awake before.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 06:29 AM
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That's probably a good shout, doing dishes half awake so it isn't so painful...

I'm just browsing PC now and the web I guess.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 06:46 AM
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Hahaha, yeah it was less painful. Except if you mistakenly break one or two mugs I'm about to go to grocery, getting some ice cream and yogurt I guess.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 07:20 AM
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i am beginning to feel like no one understands me
i don't feel like i am ever being heard
I'm sorry Kori but I can relate to that feeling a lot too.

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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:13 AM
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My first hospital stay was like that. I was with a lot of people from jail for the mentally ill. And they were creepy men. Always starting up weird conversations and following the women around. One guy flashed me. It didn't feel like a safe environment because the staff didn't care. They were mean to us. Holding cigarettes over our heads and refusing us coffee. It was awful.

BTW did anyone else get strip searched? That was the most embarrassing and belittling event in my life. I had to let them inspect me and my underwear.
I've been stripped searched so many times
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:21 AM
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S a m e

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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:25 AM
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I slept in again. I just don't really care don't have the motivation to get up early :/
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:27 AM
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Good morning/afternoon everyone, how is everyone doing?

I'm doing okay. I was up late last night so I slept in until like 15:30. Helping a friend through a crisis...

I go back to the hospital in a few hours. I feel fine. I saw three dark figures out of the corners of my eyes yesterday, and crowds of noise again when there was only two sources of sound last night.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:39 AM
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 09:04 AM
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I've been stripped searched so many times

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Old Aug 06, 2017, 09:07 AM
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Good morning. I hope everyone is having a good day.
I'm drinking water trying to wake up. Not sure what's going on today.
What are you doing today?
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 09:46 AM
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Reading my comptia a+ book....so far I've read the intro and chapter 1... which are about how to use the book and how to behave professionally at work. Boring! But still well written much like a for dummies book with some humor.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 10:09 AM
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Hi, i hope you all are ok.

Do you know anything about willow? I Wonder if Finally reached to be released from long term IP.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 10:17 AM
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Tempted to full the void by buying more books. I have so many already though...
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 10:27 AM
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Tempted to full the void by buying more books. I have so many already though...
I have so many books that I haven't read yet. I still have the habit of buying a lot of books but unlike in past, I can't really enjoy reading anymore now
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 10:29 AM
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Hi, i hope you all are ok.

Do you know anything about willow? I Wonder if Finally reached to be released from long term IP.

Hi!
Willow has been posting. I'm sure she'll respond.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 10:30 AM
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I have so many books that I haven't read yet. I still have the habit of buying a lot of books but unlike in past, I can't really enjoy reading anymore now

I can't get into books like I used to either. It's a bummer
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 10:35 AM
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I ended up taking my meds last night
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