Roll call 94?

I have way too many books I need to read still. Bad habit to keep buying them. Not reading them fast enough.

Someone tagged me in a sui mental health video on fb. Idk why.

Not sure how my life got like this

That's why I hate Facebook. People are so intrusive.

i dont use fAacevook

it just makes me feel watched all the time,
i dont trust it

Same. It couldve been cuz i used the depression hashtag on intagram. But still. Yes i was feeling extremely low last night but i only posted it on here. Nowhere else. And by low, you know what i mean.

I felt so bad last night. And then my ex called me high. Ugh. Then he called me this morning...

Yeaaaa.

That's why I quit using it. I thought I was well enough to go back a few months ago but I couldn't handle it. I still have the account but I don't use it.

I post different stuff on facebook. I try to post positive things. Like pictures of me smiling or whatever. Or my breakfast or my dad. Just whatever.

But when i feel down i post song lyrics

I don't really post anything on Facebook I just keep it to keep in touch with people I know from ages ago and family. Otherwise I don't like posting on there

That's enough to do it.
On the anniversary of my mother's death I posted beam me up by pink because it describes how I feel. I got the suicide prevention links and tons of pm's it was ridiculous. The song isn't even about Sui.

My Facebook is for my online friends. I only have 5real life people on Facebook. I use my online name not my real name.

Seriously? From who? From facebook? Or people on your friends list?

Thats crazy.

Most of my song lyrics have been about my failing relationship with my on and off again ex.

I had an account on facebook but I deleted it when I had my first episode. I did make another one under a different name to see how friends and family were doing but it just seemed to make me depressed when I looked at my friends profiles and they've now got kids and their own house and stuff while I've got schizophrenia and had to move back in with my parents.

Thats how i feel. Its all depressing to me.

People from my friends list.

Ive barely been eating this past month.

Not on purpose. Could be either cuz im not taking my meds that much OR im just sad idk.

I deleted my first facebook acct when i was in my major psychotic episode. Between 2010 and 2013. I had had it since 2005 or so. Had like almost 400 friends and just deleted it. Deleted ALL social media. Then got back into everything when i started to recover in 2013.

When I went back all I could think was that people complain about the most insignificant things and here I sit with a serious mental health issue. People have no idea what it means to suffer.

Exactly. But on my fb the only people i see "complaining" (mostly anyway) are my friends who do have a serious mental illness.

I feel sick to my stomach for some reason. I was really craving soup last night so i ate some.

i havent been on facebook for a while,
if i do go to my facebook its only to share my ukulele songs that i wrote or to promote something that i am doing

i dont post personal things there anymore

I guess i post too much on there then.

This is gross but....My sink is clogged up because ive been washing my mouth out with mouthwash everytime after i eat. I have to because of my lip piercings.

my sink was clogged because i would brush my hair right over the sink and then it would go down the drain...

i hate a clogged sink!

Before my psychosis I posted about everything.