Roll call 94?

Aug 09, 2017, 05:44 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Losing a pet can be quite hard.

Have you considered getting a new bunny?

i thought about it, but i might get a new bunny someday, just not soon
i still live with my parents and they miss Beans too but they don't want another rabbit

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 06:11 AM

Hey guys

Loial · Aug 09, 2017, 06:23 AM

Morning newtus, how are you feeling this morning?

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 06:35 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Morning newtus, how are you feeling this morning?

I feel kinda rested, but the symptoms havent really gone away. At least i got good sleep tho. How are you?

ofthevalley · Aug 09, 2017, 06:42 AM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I'm just kind of nervous what he's going to say when I tell him how I've been since I last saw him in April. I'm not a big talker and having to explain all this **** makes me nervous.

Being on meds again also makes me nervous because of side effects and the temptation to not be med compliant. Have to believe and continue to believe the meds aren't poison.

And I guess nervous that someone is going to tell me I'm ****ed up and things won't get better.

I hope things go well at the Pdoc.
I know how nerve wracking it can be.

ofthevalley · Aug 09, 2017, 06:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

i had a dream about my bunny being alive again

i was so happy and excited, i didn't realize how much i missed her until now

i have been stuffing my feelings about missing her and ownthey are coming back up

I'm glad you had a nice dream about her.

Loial · Aug 09, 2017, 06:46 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I feel kinda rested, but the symptoms havent really gone away. At least i got good sleep tho. How are you?

I'm not too bad. I'm drinking again though which isn't good but at least my mood is okay.

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 06:51 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

I'm not too bad. I'm drinking again though which isn't good but at least my mood is okay.

Not sure what time it is there but hopefully you have a decent night/day.

ofthevalley · Aug 09, 2017, 06:52 AM

Morning. I didn't sleep last night. Maybe an hour. I'm feeling better so far today. Let's hope that continues.
I have an appt at 9 and then I'm hoping to get in a nap before heading to my sons new school for sports orientation.
What's everyone else up to today?

Loial · Aug 09, 2017, 06:52 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Not sure what time it is there but hopefully you have a decent night/day.

Thanks. It's 12:52

Aug 09, 2017, 06:53 AM

Good morning,

Slept okay I took a couple of Ativan in place of my ambien last night. They knocked me out but I didn't maintain a full night sleep. Hoping to get my refill today! Time to get ready for work, have a good day.

Aug 09, 2017, 08:23 AM

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Originally Posted by blwi3310

Good morning,

Slept okay I took a couple of Ativan in place of my ambien last night. They knocked me out but I didn't maintain a full night sleep. Hoping to get my refill today! Time to get ready for work, have a good day.

What other meds are you on?

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 08:25 AM

I gotta find some place else to spend my days. Other than the clinic. Im always there. I would like to mingle with people. The library is always dead. When i goto the bookstore theres always no one in the section i goto. Never anyone in the coffee shop except for the regular mom with 3-5 kids. Theres no bars here or clubs. Even my group i goto only has 2 people going to it.

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 08:42 AM

Is it possible that since ive lost so much weight twice before, that thats the reason its not coming off fast this time?

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 08:45 AM

I think the hardest part about all this, is that i dont get a lot of people contacting me. So it just reinforces how insignificant i am to people.

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 09:30 AM

Ugh my dad told me to goto church or the library to meet people. He said otherwise ill meet hoodlums whereever i go. I hate this place so muchZ i want to get outbof here

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 09:31 AM

Theres gotta be somewhere else besides church. Please someone...

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 09:59 AM

Guess im alone on this one

newtus · Aug 09, 2017, 10:04 AM

My mom called me hassling me about coming over for my sister. I told her im still thinking about it, you asked me yesterday, dont ask me again. Its not even for the next week and a half.

She hung up on me.

I recognize the two sided, two faced person that she is. Doing everything for my sister. Dropping everything she does to help her. Yet i cant even get a phone call.