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Old Aug 04, 2017, 09:41 PM
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I'm surprised to hear a PSS asked you that Newtus. They are certainly not doctors.


I know. Not trying to discredit her by saying this, but shes like 67 yrs old. Yesterday she told me to goto a clubhouse for people with mental illness. I told the younger pss today what this other pss said and she laughed. She said i dont need a daycare setting i just need more friends and perhaps a job and some other positive stuff to fill in the gaps where im alone so much.

I hate this clinic all in all. Too many conflicting opinions and no one talks to each other. So much for a treatment team.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 09:43 PM
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My brain has been avoiding it but im starting to realize how afraid i am i will be rejected as an organ donor. If that happens i fear my reaction. The first intake appointment for my wife is Thurs, but i don't know about time table for me. I have a Dr. appt on Tues but now its occurring to me maybe i better just renew my sleep meds and keep my mouth shut otherwise.
That way everything i can't erase stays in remission, at least.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 09:49 PM
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My brain has been avoiding it but im starting to realize how afraid i am i will be rejected as an organ donor. If that happens i fear my reaction. The first intake appointment for my wife is Thurs, but i don't know about time table for me. I have a Dr. appt on Tues but now its occurring to me maybe i better just renew my sleep meds and keep my mouth shut otherwise.
That way everything i can't erase stays in remission, at least.

I'm sorry you are upset.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 09:52 PM
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I know. Not trying to discredit her by saying this, but shes like 67 yrs old. Yesterday she told me to goto a clubhouse for people with mental illness. I told the younger pss today what this other pss said and she laughed. She said i dont need a daycare setting i just need more friends and perhaps a job and some other positive stuff to fill in the gaps where im alone so much.

I hate this clinic all in all. Too many conflicting opinions and no one talks to each other. So much for a treatment team.

No kidding. When I saw a therapist and psych at the same place they talked. It made things easier. If I was having a problem with a med and didn't have an appt for a while she'd march right downstairs and tell her so if could be seen sooner.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 09:56 PM
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No kidding. When I saw a therapist and psych at the same place they talked. It made things easier. If I was having a problem with a med and didn't have an appt for a while she'd march right downstairs and tell her so if could be seen sooner.


About the smallest amount of communication they do here is email each other and/or write progress notes and leave it in my file. But no one ever reads them? Thats why i know i can tell my pss i havent been taking my meds but the doctor never reads it. Neither does the therapist.

The only good thing is. If i need an earlier pdoc appt, my T can usually go in the pdocs schedule and change things around. But wasnt able to do that this time
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 10:02 PM
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 10:08 PM
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Hold on Kori. You are safe.

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Old Aug 04, 2017, 10:28 PM
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I'm sorry you are scared and sad.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 10:39 PM
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I really shouldn't drink it makes me miserable and want to self harm. I ****ing hate it why do I do this **** to myself I should stop.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 10:52 PM
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No maybe about it. I just should stop in general but it's so hard ****ing hell.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 11:12 PM
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Their mouths are moving slower than their words. I don't know if this is because of alcohol or psychosis.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 11:23 PM
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I don't think I have schizophrenia. Maybe psychotic depression or delusion disorder idk.
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Old Aug 04, 2017, 11:50 PM
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 12:45 AM
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i am so sleepy
But the voices are keeping me awake

i even took an extra trazodone and still no sleep
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 01:25 AM
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i guess no one is awake in roll call tonight
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 01:49 AM
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i guess no one is awake in roll call tonight


I woke up for awhile. You ok?
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 02:04 AM
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how are you newtus?


Im ok. Just having some water and vaping.
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 02:31 AM
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Sorry for my ranting. I feel better now. I fell asleep before I was able to hurt myself at all and now I'm going to bed.
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 02:39 AM
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Sorry for my ranting. I feel better now. I fell asleep before I was able to hurt myself at all and now I'm going to bed.


Hope you feel better tomorrow, cog. Take it easy.
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 04:27 AM
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Morning...

I hope those that were struggling yesterday have a better day today.
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I hope those that were struggling yesterday have a better day today.
Check it out, I had no idea these books would be so thick!

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Good morning everyone.

Hugs to everyone struggling right now.

I was allowed to go home for the weekend to see how I do. It's possible I'll be discharged from the hospital on Monday. We'll see. I had a bad night last night.

My mom thankfully has listened to me and is talking to my dad about things before I call him today. I hope I can find out some useful information; some answers that may explain if I could have gotten these problems genetically.

I was lectured on Thursday by my nurse and wife to stay in medication compliance with the Zyprexa. They told me if I quit then I will just get psychotic symptoms again, and my wife does not want that happening. I just don't think I have that big of a problem to warrant needing these meds...
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Old Aug 05, 2017, 04:51 AM
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Check it out, I had no idea these books would be so thick!

Roll call 94?
Wow those look prettttty big! Should keep you occupied a long time!
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