Roll Call 96

Oh, I see. Well I'm really glad they could see you. Is your pnp still your pnp?

I cant wait for my birthday this sunday

Yup I got to keep her. I'm relieved.

What have you got planned?

Yes! 8 characters

Most likely nothing. I prob will be home alone all day but trying to see if my dad can take off.

Hope he gets the day off!

Me too!!! He has to take fri and sat off anyway (if he can) for the funeral

I'm switching my med back to invega

Latuda wasn't working? I hope the switch works.

I think the standard is three days. Hopefully they don't give him a hard time.

He said they might give him a hard time because it wasnt his biological son. He said something about jobs sometimes dont give you time off if its not your bio son and especially if youre not with the mother of the child anymore.

Lost a total of 13-14 pounds.

That's crap. He's still his step son.

I know. He said he was gonna call today about it. Call his work.

Alright, reinstalled Windows 10 and got all the drivers installed. Appears to be working better. Boot time was cut in half. Trackpad is mildly finicky but I realized it's not even erratic, it's predictable and probably in its design.

I cant, for the life of me, mess with windows 10. It makes me so mad

They said they could maybe give him 3 days off. But my birthday day will have to be with no pay.

But it still has to be approved. So thats a huge maybe

I'll keep my fingers crossed.

Thank you. I appreciate it. They also said if he takes 3 days off he will have to work all week next week with no days off.

Hey guys,
I'm working through a psychosis workbook from my cpn. Kind of makes me realise how much it affects me. I'm still kind of unsure whether I believe I actually have it or not. Like I play down everything and am like oh it's not that bad. Maybe I don't have schizophrenia and everyone feels like this and I just can't deal with real life. I don't have 'typical' schizophrenia which makes me doubt everything. Plus I tell myself I'm fine.
Sorry I'm rambling. Hope everyone is okay

I'm so crushed I have to make a Spiders Corner post now. In the smoke break, the smoke monitors tried to wish me a happy birthday during the smoke break, and got my roommate to get my ear plug out and they loudly said, happy birthday trying to get the 7 or 8 people to join in, but they didn't. They didn't say it or even look at me. I feel so embarrassed I want to die. The same people who just inducted my roommate into the in crowd. I can't even go home and cry.

It's like junior high. But worse. What the hell did I ever do to them?

That's ********.

Oh that's terrible I'm sorry maybe they just weren't paying attention.