ParRoll Call 97

I'm going insane not having anything to do. I need another hobby or a passion but it's tough when I can't feel any drive or emotion. I feel like I should go back to my book and fine tune that, but how would I ever get it published with copyright quotes? So I started another book awhile ago but I haven't gotten far on the outline. I do best when I'm writing philosophy, and it's hard to do philosophy for me if I can't quote at all. :/ I've never been this disinterested, perhaps uninterested is a better word, in life before. What am I going to do with my life!

Unless it's chocolate or on your shoulder then I'm concerned.

My boss never called. I just woke up! Nice back to school nap.

The date went ok. Pretty good. Had tea and stuff at starbucks

Did he buy your starbucks??? Details! How was your tea bag? lol

Yes he did buy it. My tea was good. I think he thinks starbucks is girly. But idk...i dressed up nice and he didnt. He was in a shirt and shorts with dirty shoes.

That was cool of him. Starbucks is a casual place. For a first date I'd try to spruce up a little though. Maybe a polo and nice pants depending on how hot it was. Did he hug you after the date? I always try to hug before and after.

Yea he hugged before and after.

Idk if i find him that attractive but he seemed cool

Awww how sweet. Did you like him?

He was ok.

That's funny hahahaha.

Physically attractive or overall no chemistry even conversationally? Second dates are always hell for me if I feel too much chemistry because i try too hard, and apparently WOMEN DON'T LIKE THAT! Weird the more i don't care the more they like me. But when there is chemistry i can't help but care and so I'm fated to doom!

Were either of you nervous?

We were both kinda nervous.

But idk if i find him physically attractive. We have good conversations sometimes but then he can get boring talking about cars or stuff like that

Then you two need to find interlapping hobbies. Did you two have anything in common? Does he like philosophy?

He doesnt seem that smart.

Doh! That sucks he came off that way. Well, regardless if you go on a second date or not, you had the courage to do this one!

Yea i mean his face is attractive but hes like 6'1...he dresses sloppy. Idk. I feel like hed be a good friend. But idk.

I wonder if i should try to give him a chance. Its not like i met him just anywhere. I knew him from high school. I wasn't attracted to my ex for months before i fell in love with him.

Why not! If it works out that's great. If it doesn't no harm no foul. At least you had some fun.

6'1" makes him unnatractive? An enormously disportioned amount of women love-- LOVE a tall man! That's one of the first things they sense and judge by. A gay guy told me that it's all about domination. lol 5'10" is average in the States if I'm not mistaken.

How's his sense of humor? That's important too. My friend who is 6'5 is a comedian and gets women left and right. I over heard him buy a drink for a woman and he sounded SUPER CREEPY! SUPER CREEPY! lol I swear she was looking over at me and not him. That's an inside joke I'll never tell him though haha Could you imagine being that woman trying to get a man's attention and the guys drunk friend comes over and creeps you out instead? lol first world woman problems.

I didn't even bother getting dressed today. I spent it in bed so I guess it worked out. I hate getting dressed. I only like to in the summer. The winter doesn't deserve clothes.

What makes a good mate is not what makes a good first date----I kept thinking my current bf was too passive on date one like he didn't try to kiss me and I was disappointed, but in the long run he respects me a lot more than others have.

That's what I'm talking about! Thank you, SP!

He doesnt seem to have a sense of humor. Thats how my ex got me. His romantic and funny demeanor. My ex was short. 5'7. For a guy. And obese. Which is how i kinda like em. I dont like tall guys too much. They freak me out because im 5'1-5'2.

I straight up told him in sort of freshly broken up and im tending to compare every guy to my ex.