Roll Call 99

I cant believe im dealing with 2 different guys at once. I miss my ex so much. Not even sure if i want this new guy to come over. Its painful to be around him. Yet its scary and painful to think about what i went through with the ex....

Now I kind of want Taco Bell...

Where is everyone

Good question... it's so quiet.

I'm bored and hungry.

I'm here bored too, haha.

I'm here, just took my meds, drowsy and dizzy.

Newtus, how is Haldol for you? I'm planning on asking my doc another AP as Olanzapine turns me into a zombie..

I'm also here, and am pretty fed up because I can't find a pair of my skinnies that have gone missing in action.

Other than that not much happening this morning. Feeling really good but bored and hungry.

How is everyone else this morning??? Or afternoon whatever.

Haldol made me into a zombie the first few months i took it. After awhile i got used to the sleepyness. I dont sleep as much anymore on it but it still does make me lethargic and tired.

Im ok. Just staying home today

Im flucking torn right now. My heart is in pain over my ex

Thanks, yeah I was hoping I'd get used with Olanzapine too but it's been 4 months and it still makes me into a zombie. I don't think it's normal so I'm going to ask for another AP.

Im in so much pain right now

Sorry you're in pain I was thinking your new guy treats you better than your ex but a heart wants what it wants.

Isnt that the most horrible thing? A person can be so bad for you but the heart will want them.

But...i am not attracted to this new guy

It is indeed Would be much easier if you were attracted to him. Nothing can force that though if you're not into him then you're not. I'd keep him as friend though as he seems like a nice guy.

You really need a pdoc asap, some APs can lower your inhibitions......

Why are you still friends on fb, better to cut contact.....

Just finished watching Jurassic world with the bf, he actually liked it which is great because he never likes the same movies as me.....he seems to like war films and comedies....

We saw a musical called rock of ages at the theatre last night which was so funny.....and we both liked that, its been a good weekend.

He dropped my car off this weekend so he just took an uber back home.....I drove for the first time in a year I was nervous....now that he's not living with me I can have my car space back......

Hey guys, at the library, getting some magazines. I got a book called "Big Yoga" and it is a way to learn yoga for people that may be a little bigger in terms of weight. It is fantastic, I started yesterday and am loving it!

Got some pumpkin spice creamer for my coffee.

Hope everyone is well, I'm doing really good

Hi all

I walked out of my exam due to being extremely exhausted. So yea that's that. Two hours had passed and I had only answered twenty questions. So I gave up and left.

I came home and slept 19 hours

Now my body is stiff and I can't walk properly

Is this what getting old is like??

Hey guys. Went to the family get together to watch the parade and have a cook out. It was nice but I bailed hours early. Just not interested in being around anyone else.
I have to run out to the store for chips but that's it. Other than that I'll just be goofing off.

Universal healthcare system, baby! Don't get to see one for two more months hahaha.

I see my regular doctor again on Thursday though. I'll mention it to him.

Otherwise I'm fine don't worry!

I guess i should. My pss told me to do that too. Also my friend did too. Everyone has told me that.

Its so hard to.

And i bet you if i do he will text me or call me asking why.

Just tell him you want to move on.

Several reasons...1) it hurts 2) new guys don't want to deal with your ex so in some cases you'll lose out on dating opportunities