Roll Call 99

Totally me...

Hey everyone,

Everything has been pretty good the last few days, I believe the Invega to be working now. Spent a lot of time with friends this weekend, we played video games and watched movies. Sleep has been fairly good the last few days as well. Just happy to have some good days again. Hope you all are having a good day as well.

Me too!!!!

Youre so right. I need to do it soon.

This makes me really happy to hear. I'm so glad you're doing good!

Sorry that happened

Thank you! It is a nice change!

Hey that's great

Ok this is sad but I've been around long enough that pentium was a premium product.....

I'm sorry that happened.

Oh I remember those days too, I was messing with computers when Pentium 3s were current and the greatest.

I'm feeling hypomanic again...this is not normal for me.

Hi everyone. I slept through breakfast and the first smoke break. And I slept through lunch and the second smoke break.

So... Hope everyone is doing better than me.

I'm still facebook friends with every single one of my ex's except for the one I dated for 9 years and helped put through college. I tried to friend her on facebook, and then we talked... wow, she is a ball of negativity. She was toxic towards me. That was years ago. I defriended her and vowed never to talk to her again. So far so good.

I think you should give yourself some space for awhile to let the emotional fog settle, then you can be friends with him. I still enjoy my ex's. It's a mutual friend zoning. As long as their mature I don't see why you can't be.

I feel like as a female the guys are just waiting around for some chance to hook up with no strings in the future......you may not be like that but some guys are....

I'm pretty thorough in my friend zoning. I think it's sad when men aren't able to do that. It must frustrate women too. Then again, I friendzoned my roommate hardcore and she had the most difficult time accepting. To be honest, I am unable to feel lonely because of the anhedonia so that makes it easier.

My roommate... "I just want a guy to take care of me and pay the bills." "I want a guy that will take care of the mail." So she basically wants to be a house cat? This is not the first woman to have told me this. I've never heard a man say these things before.

Edit: reason I am single lol

Yeah the bf says all women have expectations...then he says even you expect me to take you out....we take turns paying but yes I like to do actual things instead of sitting and watching tv all day...

I've never been one of the take care of me types mostly because my mom stayed home to take care of me and my sister and I never want to lose control like that.

God I keep writing a response but I can't help but make it sound bitter. lol Maybe it's just the type of women I date and surround myself with.

The super hot type are pretty much like that......

I'm watching hurricane coverage on CNN. Damn, son.

Phew finished work. Now have a week off! Moving house gradually all week. Stress stress stress. But will be so worth it.
I feel like all I do is comment about myself and never talk to anyone here. Sorry guys I'm a bit useless

I don't know how I'm doing now.

I'm confused about what I want.

How I'm feeling.

What I'm thinking.

I don't know.

Im watching A Beautiful Mind with the new guy....didnt realize how triggering it is...makes me embarrassed to watch it with him.

Well I finished my letter to my psychiatrist. However, the office is closed now and I need to print the letter. sigh. I guess I'll handle it next Monday since I work so often because the library is closed.