Roll Call 99

Lol no. That only lasted 20 min. Ive just been at home all day on and off my phone. Mostly on.

Me too. My days are nothing but waiting around for meals and vape breaks. Just waiting around. Killing time. A little while at the gym, and/or a shower in the repulsive showers, and otherwise just sitting around on my phone. After the 7pm vape, Miss Universe goes to bed. I hope to get away from here soon. If I have to have a roommate wherever I'm going, I hope it won't be someone awful.

I hope its someone you can tolerate, too.

Liquor was my greatest enemy I loved it all except for rum, tequila, and rye!

So i just took my weight.

After eating crap this past week i have gained 2 pounds.

Getting back on track tomorrow!

I'm gorging on Oreos right now.

Haha it can be hard to tell with all of us being delusional.....

Thats exactly what i was thinking but i didnt want to say it

I'd spend at least 2 hours on the phone talking with my dad that lives in Argentina. We'd talk about family problems and stuff.

I once spent over 24 hours straight talking with a girl on Skype lol..

But I was manic or something and so was she..

Feel good, so im reading some of my book.

Yeah the last thing you want to do is make me say "I"M NOT DELIUSIONAL!!!!" and freak out and tell my uncle the firefighter to handle you guys.

Wow i read a little over 10 pages of this book by Seneca! And even digested it all. Proud of myself. Gonna take a break and head for bed now.

I read 10 pages of vision theory by Thomas reid and learned how boring he is when he get's on a diatribe about common perception. I want protein, not what we already know, dang it!!! I think I'm going to skip him and go straight to my old book project titled Torch.

Found out my buddy made it out of Florida yay.

Did everyone go to bed?

I am in bed but not sleeping

Oh okay hey kori how you be?

I have been better
Flashbacks are really kicking my *** tonight

Aw sorry to hear that kori do you see some sort of abuse counsellor?

I just got off the phone with my mom I thought I try to ask her for a few groceries but she kept prying into something traumatic event that happened to me I told her I didn't want to talk about it and why when I say that she always try to pry? Which was my boundaries! She was like because your hiding certain details from me and I was like it's none of your business do you understand that do you understand that certain things are left unsaid because it's not that you need to know!

Morning,

I'm feeling ok today. Going to the cinema with a friend this afternoon to see IT. I doubt it'll be as scary as I remember the original being but I'm looking forward to it...

Hope everyone has a good Sunday!

What too straight forward?

I could have went with:

Roll Call 0x63 , or,
Roll Call 0110 0011

... but I didn't want to confuse people.

Morning

Having coffee and we have some company visiting my dad and i.

My ex just posted a pic of him and i on facebook. It was a memory from a year ago and his caption this time was "a wonderful memory". It was him and i at my house. I just "liked" the pic. I mean i prob shouldnt have but idk...

Makes me miss him.

Every once and awhile i think im over him and then something happens. First it was him calling me, which i never answered. Then he commented on my status. Now this.

You always remember for me to drink coffee.

There's always something missing without coffee.

This new guy is gonna bring me Taco Bell for lunch. Some bean burritos.