Roll Call 99

Oh Newtus, I'm so sorry to hear this. Please don't do anything harmful to yourself

Glad it went well

I dont get it. This clinic....has ruined my LIFE.

I just dont get it. What did i do.

God

Newtus. I'm not sure what to say. Please don't do anything you'll regret.

Im trying to get everything straightened out. But im not sure if i can.

Apparently the pss that ive ONLY ever met with 2 times told my current pss that i was sick of her. Thats not the case!!! So now because the other pss has told the director of the clinic and my treatment team, my current pss doesnt want to work with me.

Well if i cant work with her, ALL my progress ive made in group and one on one with her is going to go down the drain because of what the other pss perceives of our meetings.

Ok. I think i got everything straightened out.

Apparently there was gossip going on between 2 peer support specialists. And long story short, i was put in the middle of it.

My dad said that, that is a violation. Because im a patient.

It does seem like a violation.
Could you contact your PSS and explain the situation?

I'm pretty sure your treatment team is allowed to discuss you----this sounds immature but I don't think its a violation....

Not sure but this sounds like something that could be in violation of HIPAA laws...

Hi, valley. No, they only come by once and then they're locked up. I slept until past 12 today!

Good evening/afternoon. How is everyone?

I'm okay...maybe a little depressed. Low on energy, no motivation. I desperately need a shower but I can't motivate myself to do it...

Sounds like a bad day all around...,I've kind of decided that leaving sooner than later will be beneficial for me as far as my job. I still need to train someone but its just so uncomfortable here. Not sure exactly what to do for money other than drain my savings...

Sometimes a bath is easier---that's what I do----

Well that sucks. The first hospital I was at had a kitchen with crackers and cereal. They also brought sandwiches around 8. The other hospital kept everything locked up.
The nursing home I worked at kept Lorna dune cookies, graham crackers and saltines available all the time.
That's the way it should be. Especially with the light dinners they serve. I hope you get out of there soon.

Doing alright, although allergies are really bad. Drinking two things of Airborne a day to try and keep it from developing into something worse.

sorry you are feeling low today.

I'm sorry it's so uncomfortable. Hopefully they hire someone soon so you can train them and leave.
I have no suggestions on money other than the usual disability.

Finished with work for the day. Yay. It seems like that 4 hours took a lifetime. I can't imagine working 8 hours or more anymore. My brain couldn't handle it. I work just long enough to get spending money lol. I'm a slacker
It's really quiet in here today. Everyone must be busy with life.

I slept until after 12 today so my hunger is not as bad as it has been recently. I don't know what's up with me. Must ask for list of meds.

Yeah maybe one of your meds are increasing your hunger. Stupid meds.

That's ridiculous. But the telemed companies wouldn't prescribe it anymore and it works wonders for my neuropathy. That was one of the issues that sent me back to the clinic.

Wow this roll call rolled on fast by or is just me! I pre sorted everything for laundry almost I mean I had a shower put on clean clothes! And now don't want to get out of them I mean come on I wear the same pants like 24/7 I think I am going to shock someone?!?! Oh well at least it's good intentions right? Anyway got some good news last night but this morning bad news when my psych nurses manager called to let me know that my psych nurse wasn't available today! Anyways I been up since 6:30am that's 5hours of sleep last night and been officially been awake for almost 5hours in 17mins! Maybe I will just do one load of laundry my sheets and towels and maybe a bra lol!

I have a GP appointment at 2:10pm but we're leaving at 1:45pm

Thank you, valley. I'm just so afraid of where they'll send me next.

I would like to have a trial of going med free. It's not going to happen but it would be nice. I've been psychosis free for 3 & 1/2 years. Of course that's because of the meds. It's hard to feel good and still take meds. I won't stop them because I know why I feel good but it sure would be nice.

My boss and I just talked briefly and she said I could use her as a reference so that's nice