Roll Call 100: Centennial Edition

My former pdoc wired me $500 randomly. I didn't ask him for anything. I never have. This is not my former T who was the bad guy. This is my doctor from ages 15-23. He was the person I told about former T

Anyway I don't get why he's always giving me money

Morning

Today is the day

Because he cares and he probably makes that in like a day.....

Im skipping group for this

Hey Gretta! I used to love Mr. Potatohead! I hope you are doing well.

This what?

I'm just worried about telling other people like my mom. Cause I know it looks weird...

You know...

Today is the day.

New guy is coming over.

We are consumating our relationship.

Oh Ok well have fun

Hope it's good

Wish I wasn't so sedentary.

Well I don't have to be worried about being bored for the day. My boss just gave me a bunch of projects to do. He wanted one done today but my daughter will be home and we are going out. It'll have to wait until tomorrow.

Waiting waiting waiting
Wanna scream

i have to go to a wedding this weekend...
its my friend's and i am happy for her, but i HATE weddings

Hey guys...

Another week of college done.

As always looking forward to sleeping in this weekend. I'm also going to a friends for a marathon gaming session. Should be fun.

I also want to try and practice some coding more. Feel I could do with a bit more experience with it so I feel comfortable with what we are doing in class.

Im excited! I lost some more weight!

Granted i go up and down but im still losing

Saw doc today. Was honest. He was kind of concerned but says overall he thinks I'm doing better. I told him more about the last time I was psychotic. But that I'm not like that now so we laughed about it.

So went well. Keep on keeping on. Next time I see him is two weeks unless something comes up.

That's good news, when do you get to see a pdoc?

It takes about three months to hear back for an appointment so... I think about a month or so. Not sure if the appointment will be right away though so at least a month away.

I should be hitting the gym now. But the PT in charge in there is a very serious person who doesn't smile, so I'm intimidated, even though I'm not much of a smiler either. But it would kill me to stop. So I at least should go and see.

Something tells me there will be another new Roll Call by the time I come back lol.

Well my daughter ditched me to go to her friend's house for a little while so I went out alone. Certainly not as fun as going with her. I got what I needed though and now I don't have to leave the house until Sunday aside from picking up my son from practice.

Me too. I'm just lazy.

i have been really slacking on my posts here in roll call...

i just dont have anything interesting to say

Oh yeah and I was telling my doctor about my googling and talking with you guys and all that and he would say that I don't meet the criteria for schizophrenia, but he figures it's either bipolar with psychotic features or schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. We joked about googling skills and internet doctoring lol.

But again, he just wrote me down as 'mood disorder NYD w/ psychotic features' and it's up to when I finally see a psychiatrist to give me an official diagnosis.

I get along with my doctor. I feel comfortable talking to him and keep opening up more and more. He makes notes and we joke and he lets me read the notes.