Roll Call 100: Centennial Edition

Lol hoe....

I share a few memes and "like" a **** ton of them.

I might need a combo of drugs, yeah. My doctor isn't a psychiatrist so he's worried about giving me multiple drugs. Wants to be careful. But I should see the psychiatrist in about a month or so.

I went to the dreaded place yesterday the hospital...I blacked out and whacked my head which in return my neck!. I waited over an hour for ambulance. Then they put me in a C spine collar and I was taken to hospital. Then waited almost 40mins for a bed! It was really busy in the ER the nurses were run off there feet! They had mostly geriatric patients there and I suppose I was the youngest for awhile until a baby came then I was the second youngest lol. Anyways they put an IV in and force fed me apple juice when I said enough they said open your mouth now and drink! They gave me tegartol and gravol through the IV. They did a Echocardiogram and took my blood! They took X-rays and laid me flat, I got very dizzy.

The doctor came back and said my X-rays look fine. So he took the collar off and he asked me to turn my head side to side, so I did. He asked me how it felt I said stiff. He went away then a nurse came and said I was going for a walk test. I walked like 2 feet when I said to the nurse that I felt dizzy and light headed. Doc said I needed to rest for a bit then came back within half a min and said rest was better at home. He said it was combined with the medicine that I took last night from an ER doc that I don't normally take and lack of food is why I probably blacked out.

I asked how I was getting home essentially since I came by ambulance with nothing and no shoes??? He went over and made sure that I get home safely.

The nurse comes back over and after she says that she is calling a cab for me and their paying for it. A male nurse comes over and takes the IV out. My nurse comes back over and said the cab was sent for my priority. I went outside after they discharged me and waited like 5-10mins for my cab then came home.

I waited to be buzzed in by staff while another tenant bluntly disrespected them! Then I asked them to unlock my door for me so both the staff came upstairs with me to unlock the door and asked me all sorts of Qs! I had to move every thing back to where it was before because the ambulance personnel moved everything in my apartment!

I woke up and I just wanna go back to sleep it's already 11am but I don't care I been awake like 45mins! And I have come to a conclusion that I need a massage!

Anyways that was my adventure yesterday including "." & "!" & ","...

You said "hoe"

LOL, I love how passive aggressive Google is. I log my google account into my iPhone and get an email:

"______, your new Apple iPhone doesn't have the latest Google apps"

Jesus Christ that's spooky as fawk, Finding. These tech companies love to keep tabs on us. I better delete my browsing history. lol

I'm trying to get into the habit of taking notes on my phone and actually telling the doctor. Coming prepared.

Good evening/afternoon everyone how are things going today?

I'm okay. Got out of the house for a bit by going to the store with my wife. Otherwise, thinking about making a new bootable USB to make my laptop a Hackintosh so that I can use GarageBand and do some vocal recordings. It's been a while since I've done vocal recording. My voice is shaky though from tremors...which makes it hard to sing.

at the bar and I overheard a woman say to another woman, "She plucks her eyebrows and they are very far apart." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH The stuff women say cracks me up. A man would never say this.

What's the point though. In like any of this what's the point.

There isn't one

The point of everything you do is in some respect to be happy. However, we miscalculate a lot, and mis weight short term happiness with a long term flourishing happiness that gives that life a certain stripe.

I think the thought of life and everything that happens in the world is pointless is too much to bear for some people. So they create things like religion etc to alleviate that. Of course people look for a point or a reason for things. But in my mind there just simply isn't one. And that is okay with me

I feel like my purpose in life has already been achieved. What's left? I don't know.

I feel as though the point of life is a complete, flourishing happiness. I also believe that if our soul is nourished organically to what nature intended then that happiness will come in the form of the need to help others, finding love, and of achieving greater wisdom. If our soul is malnourished and not organic then it might be in lust after power over people, in ownership of material objects, and to find humor in other's suffering.

To be honest with myself, I find humor in people having awkward moments,. Awkward humor is my favorite!!!! I also enjoy my smart phone A LOT, and my laptop. It's nice to have nice things. But I also find pleasure in my social exchanges with all of you more than anything. Which is why I endlessly refresh the roll call thread in hopes someone says something where I might be of help!

"some lives were meant to be wasted"

Charles Bukowski

My husband has been gone with my son all day. I called him to tell him to text me on his way home so I can start dinner. He just had my son call me and tell me that they have dinner in the car! 2 nights without cooking! Doesn't get much better than that.

Last day of freedom...

assuming I go to the hospital tomorrow

are you doing anything?

Today? Nah.

I've slept most of the day, just browsing the internet and trying to enjoy it.

Do you have a phone to bring? I'd be lost many times over if I didn't have my phone here.

no electronics allowed on the ward.

I will have to make do with reading

I suggest reading The Name of the Wind, Goethe's Faust, Ender's Game, Homer's Odyssey, and the Count of Monte Cristo.