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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:04 PM
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I'm back home now. Feeling sleepy so early night for me in a wee while. I'm not sure if I'll go to college or not tomorrow.


You havent been wanting to college sometimes for awhile now.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:05 PM
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Oh well. I guess at least i got my pads, right?
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:21 PM
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Hey guys. What's everyone doing?
I'm just watching football and now I'm playing on my phone. Nothing exciting.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:23 PM
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The most embarrassing thing just happend to me...

I went to get pads. And when i walked in to the store the entrance beeped. And then when i walked out it beeped. So i had to hold up my bag of pads to show them i wasnt stealing. EVERYONE was lookingg At me. Everyone turned around. Im not kidding.

This is the second store this has happened. At target too. Idk if its something in my new bag i got like a tag or something.

But i was afraid to go into that town today to begin with because its a small town with mostly white people. Everytime me and my bf go there to the grocery store we get stares. Even he said its probably cause we are an interracial couple.

So today was awful and did my best as a black citizen in an mostly all white town.

Good for you for going.
As far as the pad situation goes screw em. Who cares what a bunch of asshats thinks
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:36 PM
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Im not sure if its being in texas or because of the events happening in this nation. But its like its 10x harder to have to be in relationship with someone of a different race. Im sure its both.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:51 PM
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The smoke monitor that everyone hates got on my case about using earplugs again. She made me take them out. I'll have to go to the social worker for formal permission to use my ear plugs on smoke breaks. Screw this moron, she broke my last tank and no one ever paid me back for it. I hate being here and it's much worse without ear plugs.

I've had another lousy day. The one time I used the bathroom, someone kept knocking and sliding the door. When I came out there was no one here. I'm thinking it was a friend of that woman who told me never to use her bathroom again trying to aggravate me. It's getting just worse and worse here. More crowded, and less relaxed for me. I'm on edge all the time here. And that ***** who's the third resident in here talks about other people unless she can use them somehow. That's what she's doing to me now because she can't use me anymore. She "forgets" me every other day, but she has never forgotten her new friend.

If I don't get out of here soon I might ask my friend to hire a lawyer and get me out. I can't take it here anymore.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:56 PM
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Oh Angelique, I'm so sorry.
Why the hell can't you have ear plugs? I'm sure it's loud and obnoxious.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 03:57 PM
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I need legal help to get out of here. She can keep me here forever, otherwise. The SSDI money is controlled tightly by that conservator and then if I tried to get out she can keep me here against my will. She already is. No one can survive on $60/month. At this point I am feeling more and more si.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:19 PM
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Oh Angelique, I'm so sorry.
Why the hell can't you have ear plugs? I'm sure it's loud and obnoxious.
Because she's irritated that I don't hear her instructions of who to go out and who should still wait, which is against the rules here. Each group is supposed to have 20 minutes separately. She is letting people leave and then cherry picking who can come out and who has to wait.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:21 PM
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Great. So now she's going to punish you. How caring and professional.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:24 PM
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Great. So now she's going to punish you. How caring and professional.
At least one other person I know of here hates her too, so it's not just me. Thanks, valley.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:44 PM
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Im not sure if its being in texas or because of the events happening in this nation. But its like its 10x harder to have to be in relationship with someone of a different race. Im sure its both.
It's Texas no one in Chicago stares.....
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:46 PM
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It's Texas no one in Chicago stares.....


But it cant only be texas surely?
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:47 PM
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But it cant only be texas surely?
I think it's the south in general, but not everyone obviously....
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 04:50 PM
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I think it's the south in general, but not everyone obviously....


Yea. Although ive heard people up north are more racist.

Either way its this whole nation in general.

But also either way, ive never dated a black guy before and i couldnt see myself doing it. Ive found black guys attractive but ive never dated one.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 05:41 PM
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I live in Michigan between Ann Arbor and Detroit. Interracial couples of all races are pretty damn common, but there still are a lot of racist folks who have only gotten more vocal with our new leadership, thanks to all those that voted for him.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 05:54 PM
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Its great to hear that sp and dt.

Its not too common where i am.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 05:55 PM
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My ex deleted me on fb. Thats fine. He did something i couldnt do. But he still has a pic of him and i up on his top photos. Which pisses me off.
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 06:07 PM
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Even tho im pissed off about that pic, i feel like since he deleted me i can finally move on and never have to worry about him anymore.

I feel really really good.

I deleted his aunt too

Its finally over!!!
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I am going to bed in a few minutes it's after my bedtime which is pretty early anyway-took my nighttime meds and will try to stay in bed!
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 07:13 PM
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 07:18 PM
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Wow that's fantastic!
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Old Oct 15, 2017, 07:41 PM
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Sp,

The cool thing about Apple Music is that it has a radio station that plays live 24/7 with different genres at different times. Plus some talking. But mostly music.
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Suddenly I feel like I'm ready to pass out. But I need my meds first. I'm tired and my lungs are tired from vaping.
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