Roll Call 110

Drug use

I work for a terrible man. My boss is a cool guy but my boss... he's subbing me out to this guy to work hourly and it's hell. I get a ear beating from him every time he finds me. He gave me lunch money because he felt bad. Today he proclaimed that the painters have thrown every thing off and how we're taking forever, he said wildly. He didn't know i was there when he said it. I have anxiety over this, because i have to face this guy alone now, since my friend isn't answering his phone and may not come to work tomorrow. As if work wasn't unpleasant enough.

In theory I hate any kind of substance that would dull my cognitive function but I find myself drinking alcohol to numb my feelings more than I should.

I’ve done ketamine before but it more expands your mind than anything some funky ****. I’d rather do stims than downers tbh.

Took my meds. Didn’t really want to, but it’s for the best.

I don’t want to sleep I feel awake and amazing tmi but I’m just finishing my period does that make a difference to my mood lol I’ve never thought of it like that before I’m usually a cooooool cucmimber so idk whatever

Well I got up at 4am today.

3am yesterday

I hate this. I wake up too early
Then feel like crap later

I think it's a depression symptom.

These are for my sister

It's a pair of cute patterned socks... A nice big scarf... And an orange and toffee chocolate bar

Who's up?

Me.....

I’m awake! Just about to head to work.

Good morning everyone.. So.. We got engaged today! On my birthday!

Congratulations!

Oh and Happy Birthday!

Morning,

I'm getting sick of my phone cutting out at 30% battery. Lately it's been happening most days.

Plus I'm pining over an iPhone. So, there was an obvious solution. Power up my iPhone 5S. (glad I kept it as a backup!)

Thankfully the sim card is the same size for both so no issue there. Only problem I had was activation lock. Eventually got it after putting in my changed Apple ID e-mail address despite it asking for my old one.

Only problem now is the iCloud settings are set to my previous e-mail address & I seemingly can't change it without logging in which would require me changing the e-mail which it won't allow.

Going to try updating and restoring the phone. Hopefully that'll fix that issue.

You might consider CBD oil it’s actually supposed to help.......

Oh wow, congratulations!

I didn’t understand half of that so I’ll just say good luck 😀

Congrats OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGFGF

Morning

My dads off today

Bout to have coffee

Congratulations to you both, and happy birthday!!!!!

Ugh omggg i wanna get engaged! Wow!

Thank you everyone. The ring is bigger than my size so we got it resized today. They said it'll be ready in two days

Omgeeee. Congratulations!!!

Good morning. Already having a busy day. I'm very tired this morning so I'm feeling a little overwhelmed so I came here for a break.
What's everyone up to today? I have nothing planned. Hoping the boss calls back soon enough that I can squeeze in a nap.

Oh I had my husband but me a flavored vape juice. It's drizzled sugar or something like that. It's basically cinnamon bun. I like it but I miss the burn of menthol.

morning aaaaaaA i'm so excited for you 12am congrats!!!!!!!!!!!
haha i really need to get my med schedule under control, relocate my weekly tracker, get my bullet journal running again because it's the only way i can manage my life. gonna go to the library on my lunchbreak and try to relax. i think something bad happened as i was falling asleep but it's too hazy to tell.