Roll Call 112

I failed at my New Year’s resolution. I even drove in the ice for it. I’m my defense I didn’t think the roads would be so bad.
This is what our roads look like.

Are you addicted?

Scary conditions. Glad you got back safely!

So many thought loops before sleep. Hell and wanting to not exist and not wanting help anymore.

I had a dream that I was hallucinating my mom. I was like "You're just a hallucination aren't you" and I wasn't sure and she was like "No I'm not!".

That's what our roads look like normally here....They don't salting because it contaminates the groundwater.

Doggos...

No it’s not addicting in the conventional sense. I just really enjoy it.

I saw a psych and they figure it’s bipolar but also have some signs of a personality disorder. There’s no follow up for the psych appointment just with my GP. I don’t really have much else to talk about with a shrink that I haven’t already expressed. The shrink I feel didn’t really even take me that seriously.

I can only imagine. I’d never leave the house. When we get older my husband wants to move to a much snowier place. I agreed but told him I wouldn’t be leaving the house in the winter. He’d have to drive me everywhere lol.

Suck on a hard candy

Just wondering. I didnt think it was but i have questioned it.

Not bad lol

Mom wanted me to visit to sort out this phone fiasco.

Basically my old phone stopped charging so Verizon mailed me a refurbished one and I was to put the old one in a drop off box to ship back to Verizon. Verizon had shipped it via fedex so I thought I ship it back that way.

Anyway a week later I get threatening automated texts and phone calls from Verizon saying they're going to charge me $500 for the phone I supposedly didn't ship back.

Turns out it was supposed to be shipped via UPS...and we suspect someone stole it at fedex.

My mom's been on the phone with them for weeks now. Anyway they sent me a new phone and want the other new phone they shipped me back. I don't understand that logic at all cuz they're still out a phone . But whatever

So yea now I have a new phone again and I had to start over in my animal crossing game bc for some reason my Nintendo account didn't transfer

I'm back home now in the mtns with my boby

Omg the same thing happened to me except I didn’t get another new phone. I broke my phone and went through the insurance. They sent me a new phone and I shipped back the old one. They say they never got it and wanted me to pay $700.

Hmmmm is this a scam by Verizon . I considered that

Did you pay it?

Been spending the last couple hours optimizing power draw on my 8700K. Vcore voltages were up to 1.341V before, pushing 90 watts+, and getting as hot as 90C/194F. Dropped the 4.7GHz turbo off in settings, and pushing the cores instead at 4.3GHz. Running with a -0.060V offset. Vcore is now no higher than 1.216V, temps at no higher than 81C/177F, and no more than 83 watts power consumption. Hoping to drop back further. Running stress tests right now.

Nope. Verizon never even shut off my service. I paid my monthly bill minus the $700 every month. They never said anything. I eventually switched my service to my husbands and closed the account. I haven’t heard anything since. It’s been a few years.

I don’t know. It’s suspicious imo.

Yeah seriously .....

I figured out that it's not good for me mentally to come on here every day, and especially not to read roll call, so I told myself not to read it anymore. But I'm bored and trying to distract myself from **** so I caved. But now I had to come back to see if there was a reply, so it's a vicious circle really.

But I do miss hearing the good bits from you guys

Could you get a second opinion? Or could you see a T as well as your GP?? I just think that a good T, though very hard to find, could help a lot of people on PC...

*Willow*

Guys, this has me upset. I discovered that my locked drawer has been into by someone. They took about half of the funny money and left the rest in one neatly stacked pile. And it looks like they took some jewelry too. I'm thinking it's my roommate who's been acting weird towards me lately. The only time anyone could do this is when I'm asleep, because the keys get put on my night table every night.

Should I tell my therapist about this? I probably will but I might not. I'm really disgusted and upset.

I would definitely report it. No one should be going into your locked space.

You mean just to the therapist, or to the social worker? I think I should tell the social worker except that then they will likely discover all my contraband. Thanks.