Roll Call 125

I bought some hair dye. May have my mom dye my hair for me.

Lol yes we did it

Bf left

Now my nightmare begins. Ill be alone for 5 days straight.

my virgin ears

Hey everyone. I'm doing better today. My boss has been acting weird because he's under a a tight schedule and he's not planning on firing me. He did have a talk with me a month ago, telling me to either work full time or work part time, because of my half days due to non sleep nights. But I haven't been late a day since. The problem is that he lost one of his top workers, his ex partner, ( partner in biz not bed perverts!) because he's going to a 90 day rehab.

Pretty sure my boyfriend is blacker than me and hes white

Someone was coughing too loud so I turned on my white noise machine my AC unit lol.

sexual harassment panda... Gotta love South Park

I'm so white my *** glows in the dark

Once you go white... A trailer is in sight

Rather that than listening to someone hack their lungs out...

Good luck to your bosses partner in crime.

90 day rehab is really hard. He will suffer a lot before he gets better.

He has already tried 30 day rehab and it didn't work. I went out to applebees and to see Deadpool and the guy bought a beer. I was like "Check please!" because his friends and family just did an intervention. Now his health is failing him so its now or …

The one he's going to is tough to. They make everyone shave their head and cut off the beard. They break down your identity.

I'm glad I don't have a drug/alcohol dependency... I'm too broke to afford the ones celebs go to.

Good morning everyone. How are things going today?


I'm doing okay. Fell asleep and forgot my meds...I'm almost not caring lately. That's not a good thing. Just at the cabin belting out vocals in practice for Monday. Stomach is bothering me otherwise.

What's everyone up to today?

Morning. 5:30 today. I sure hope this waking up early crap goes away for the summer. I’m looking forward to sleeping until 8.
Nothing going on today. Just work. Tomorrow is finally pay day. Yaaaay. Can’t wait to have some money. I spent the last of mine on meds. I think I have $2 left.

I hate feeling like I'm being ignored

So after practicing solo here I'm not able to do nearly as well as I did at the band place. I think it may be cause I associate that place with music and I need to perform there. I feel meh though. Like my voice isn't actually good. That I can't hit these notes consistently in some of the songs we will do next week.


I can't let these thoughts get me down.

You'll do great

It was also terrifying sleeping alone last night. Thought people were after me multiple times throughout the evening. Then when I was listening to music on my bluetooth speaker it felt like the voices in the music were talking to me directly.


My stomach doesn't feel good. Maybe I should have my wife pick me up and call it a weekend. Just memorise lyrics and worry about that on Monday.

I've discovered feeling ignored is my biggest trigger

I think my sister is in psychosis again =[

Morning

Had coffee

My stomach hurts

It puts me in a low mood... Sometimes heated and angry.

is she willing to get help?