Roll Call 125

I know I was totally thinking that....at the least I’ll use a cd of wave sounds or something...maybe I can find a nice beach background?

I need feelings... I wish I can have feelings with someone without them developing sex for me.

Oh god I work in 7 minutes I better walk to work..

byeee

how do y'all make custom titles below your usernames?

Goto my profile, edit your details....custom user title etc....

tired of dealing w ppl

I can’t have casual sex either. I’ve never slept around. 25 years ago I tried to just have a good time .

I just shrieked and jumped in my chair outside because there was some bug on the back of my neck. So embarrassing. And then I ran into Reynardine in the hall.

Went shopping with my mom and got two new pair of shoes. At Vans. Flucking 75 dollars. GOD. But i needed them. Threw my other pair away.

Uh I’m so jealous. I want to go shopping with my mom.
I think that’s why I do it so much with my daughter. It’s a great memory.

And wanted to ask where you got 2 pairs of vans for $75! That’s a great deal. My son needs new ones again.

At the vans store. It was buy one get one 50 percent off.

I have a pair of airwalks for $55 when Sears was having their close out sale here

I didn't fall asleep until around 6am. Thank god I didn't have work today. Been listning to HMLTD. It reminds me of a young Trent Reznor for Nine Inch Nails. I'm at a bar now and it smells like Speghetti O's.

How's everyone's day been going? I'm feeliung 100% numb right now. :/ at a bar. Hopefully this beer will help relieve that...

Ahh we don’t have a vans store. Just checked and they aren’t offering online.

My day is tiring I'm on my lunch. I thought about drinking from my bottle of whiskey last night but I know it would have just made me feel way more numb.

So I don't completely understand what's going on over the last days/weeks/months, but my overall state of health seems to be on the mend. I think part of it is due to my meds being worked out. Part of it is due to finally getting a medical team that is working with me rather than against me. Part of it is getting out of the apartment and traveling around Finland. Part of it is the starting of rehabilitation in the music program. All combined, is transforming my life back into a path of recovery.


I still get symptoms, I still get anxiety. I still have trouble getting out of bed in the morning. I still get voices. But I am managing with these symptoms much better than I was.

The fact the two singers evaluating me literally dropped their jaws at my range....there is no way that look on their faces could have been fake. I have NEVER moved someone with my vocals like that. It was a transforming moment in my confidence regarding my voice. Someone sees potential in me. And you know what? To hell with every hater of my vocals and saying I need to change my voice, make it different, stop singing, etc. I love my voice. I am SO grateful I never got voice surgery. It would've very possibly ruined my vocal range and singing. I am gonna keep going and singing my heart out.


I am also owning my style now. My self expression. Embracing my pride as a queer trans woman. I am freaking proud to be who I am inside, and express that outwardly to the world. I am strong. I am beautiful.

This was a vans outlet store. But technically the outlets here are just regular stores.

I've tried it with my ex Julian and then my friend Matt welp... Feelings developed and me in depression mode afterwards.

Im gonna need all the fries you can give me
All the hot sauce, all the pies you can give me.

Waiting for my dinner. Got Mediterranean pizza and French fries.

Who you calling a cootie queen you lint licker

I had chipotle

It's raining here

I don’t know what I want to do when I grow up....and I’m already grown up.