Roll Call 142!

I hope it helps too. I've been sleeping 3 hours a night this past two weeks and it's really getting to me

I need to do laundry but I don't feel like carrying a huge bag of clothes down the street to the bus stop in all the snow and ice. I'm just not up to that today

I remember going to laundromat without a car in the past, I feel your pain. It sucks. especially with snow and ice.

Guy from the uni didn't call so I can stop being nervous. Maybe it's a sign that a) I'm not ready for uni right now, or b) this isn't the right uni for me. Kit

My mother in law brought over lasagna and lentil soup.
I will probably regret this decision but I’m going with the lasagna
My boss called me at 3:45...long after I was done with work. A customer I set up a buy for and closed today wanted to talk to me. My boss wouldn’t give him my # since it is my personal cell so the guy starts taunting my boss on FB. So he asked me to call him. I call and the guy is a total ****. Taking too long, I should be able to contact you at all times, etc etc etc. he literally wanted nothing from me. Just wanted to rant.
I quoted him 6 wks max until delivery when he requested the buy. It’s on schedule for 3 & 1/2 until delivery and he’s still *****ing it’s taking too long. Claims my boss told him it would be a week. I know that’s a total lie because shipping takes a week never mind finding 3 other participants and collecting their orders and payments. I really wanted to tell him he could order from amazon for triple the price if he wanted it that soon. Ugh...****

I slept all night and all day til 4 pm.

Idk whats wrong

Maybe too much benadryl

Was wondering where you were....

Uni guy called. 2 and a half hours after he was supposed to. So call got rescheduled for tomorrow on my lunch break. Kit

I got a free bottle of hyaluronic acid serum today at work, rather randomly. I've never used it before, but hey I like free stuff so yeah! I guess?!?! And my boss had me looking up definitions of harassment. That's never a good sign. Kit

I cleaned up the kitchen a bit. Did the dishes and stuff. Im feeling better.

Not gonna take the benadryl tonight and see how i do.

Im not sure ill be able to sleep tonight idk

I miss high dose Abilify cuz it made me do risky things and have no insight to risk or danger and I hung around people that were dangerous and had no fear

I must have toxoplasmosis lol...

I'm googling how to be lazy.. all that comes up are motivation stuff.

I want to be lazy but I can't

I want to relax and watch movies but I can't sit still

****. Didn’t notice that my cable wasn’t charging. Hope my phone makes it to 6 when my alarm goes off. Guess it’s time to break down and buy another cable.
I’m in bed. I didnt nap today so hopefully I’ll sleep through the night.

I think I'm feeling this way because I didn't take seroquel last night. I put 100mg CBD under my tongue so hopefully that does something..

I wish I could smoke weed.

A person who thinks all the time
Has nothing to think about except thoughts
So... he loses touch with reality
And lives in a world of illusions

This is the beginning of meditation..

Reality is..

........

5:30am

I cant sleep

Same here......

I had trouble sleeping last night too. Didn’t get to sleep until after 3am.

I just have trouble turning my mind off. Keep thinking of random things in bed. Not really anything like worries.

Idk if its cuz not taking the benadryl idk. Probably is.

I took 1 benadryl but it didnt help

Ugh I have to leave in an hour. I want to go back to sleep

Im sorry everyone has trouble sleeping