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#751
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I want to stay up all night, today went by really fast because I woke up kinda late. I know I'll end up falling asleep an hour after I take my meds tonight though, not sure how to get around that
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#752
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Possible trigger:
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Anonymous40796, Desoxyn, falcon09, SlumberKitty
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#753
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Caffeine pills are quiet relaxing. I will take those instead of benzos.
Alcohol is a stimulant! |
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#754
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Spring does that 2 bipolar peoples. So just be aware.
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#755
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I got a bad toothache after i ate and its giving me a headache.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#756
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Yeah I get crazy in the spring. |
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#757
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Did my nails, just cut, filed, and buffed them. Probably haven't done that in a long time, I tend to just nervously pick and bite at my nails
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#758
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I'm having to face the reality that I might have to deal with voices for the rest of my life.
Antipsychotics have done a good job of getting rid of most of them, but some still come through |
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#759
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Watching Black Summer on Netflix.
Gotta love a zombie apocalypse
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#760
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BB
I was practicing my spanish and i saw duolingo offers easy-to-understand podcasts in the language. They might have a podcast for your language too.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#761
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Thanks, I'll check that out ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#762
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Hi guys...I had T today. I tried to find out if T thought it was good to extend out my no SH until Pentecost but she didn't say. Most of me thinks I should, but a little bit of me thinks it's hopeless. I could use some encouragement to keep this up please. Hugs Kit
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![]() Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
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#763
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Quote:
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![]() Angelique67, falcon09, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#764
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Word to what Desoxyn said. You got this @SlumberKitty.
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#765
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I got the payment for that phone, finally.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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![]() Angelique67, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#766
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Not only am I not paranoid, but I don't sense danger anymore. Like.. even things that are dangerous, I walk right into it. Ever since the Invega.
My fear has been completely dampened down. My personality has been dampened down. Like I don't obsess over things and I don't get angry. At all. Sure, I'm glad I'm not paranoid but I notice that regular people are absolutely crazy and obsess over things all the time. That's how they get through their day and have thoughts to talk about - what is bothering them.. I don't notice the madness of the internet surveillance and government anymore. I would like to but I'm just like "Meh.." It's like Invega is in my blood and brain to keep me silent. Because I know too much without it. Tuning into the holy dimensional frequency. But I'm happy. I miss being closer to normal though. Normal is crazy and correct. I'm not truly living. Yknow? Donald Trump is the president of America.. |
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#767
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I'm going to say this to my psychiatrist and see what she says
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#768
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#769
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Happy Easter!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#770
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Happy easter!!!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#771
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Happy Easter everyone!
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#772
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Happy Easter!!!
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#773
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My mother in law had to find out I was in the hospital cause I didn’t show up to the Easter celebration with my wife’s family. My wife said she didn’t really “react”; she suspects she is used to this. My mom also gave off the same impression. Used to this. Because I have been in the hospital so often and so many times. Just a worthless piece of trash for the rest of society to laugh at and be mocked. Just another lie when I say I am doing “Better”. I just want to vanish and never see anyone ever again.
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#774
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Want to go outside or take a walk or something but am kind of afraid to. I'm having those agoraphobic tendencies again
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#775
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Happy Easter
![]() ![]() ![]() Waiting for everyone to get up. Just not as much fun now that they aren’t up at 4 jumping on the bed screeching about eggs. Now I have to wake their lazy asses up. It’s raining ![]() Have to whip up a broccoli casserole in a bit and jump in the shower. Then it’s off to my mil’s. Hoping to be back home by 6. I might bang out a carrot cake before I go so we can have dessert with my sons gf. Idk. Hope everyone has a good day!
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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