Roll Call 151

You’ve got so much cool stuff to blog on, your job, your camping etc.....

So I had an interesting day.
Scrolling Zillow this morning trying to get a ballpark value of FIL’s house and husband asks me to check houses in the next town over.
Well up pops like my dream home. Within budget, almost 12 acres, fenced acre just for dogs , everything I need in my life.
Husband asks if I’d consider selling my home and moving. I didn’t burst into tears.
So I figured that was a sign. Contacted agent, asked all my ?s, set up a tour. Specifically asked if there was a basement. 2 agents said yes.
Get there and walk the grounds a bit and then BAM there it is...
It’s sitting on a damn slab.
Complete and deal breaker for my husband.
So...dreams crushed.
But I guess I’m considering moving
Only to 1 town though and there are only 12 houses for sale there.

I know! I only thought about my job. I didnt think about camping! But what else tho? I can only think of 2!

I need to blog too, it's been a couple of weeks for me

Write about your prescription service the doc visit you just had for supplements etc.

Omg yes...

God it's like all I do is write about my feelings about life...

What is your blog name?

My man isnt home. He decided to stay one more night at the cabin. I took this picture just now. His nightstand would have his fan, to cool him off during the night. And his pillow and blanket are gone.

Idk why but I imagine this is what it would look like if he ever left me for someone else.

(Yes that 30 min breakup we had right before his dad passed still has a hold on me)

Life, Love, Recovery

I tots know yours want to know child of chaos....

Oh god. I cant tell you how many times on here I've thought people were talking to me...lol sorry

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A lot of time I lack to look at who people have quoted. That's why.

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Fell asleep or close to it for an hour, just staying up rest of the night since I need to go somewhere really early

Morning. 4 AM again today woohoo
11 days until vacation. I am counting the minutes!
Husband wants me to call a real estate agent for FIL’s house. I guess we’re really considering this.
Nothing really going on today. Work, eat, hopefully sleep.
Hope everyone has a good day!

Already have over 6,000 steps in and it's only just about 5:30 in the morning. Still have 3 places to go today

Morning

I was scared to be alone overnight. But I eventually fell asleep cuz I made myself. And my cat literally stayed beside me the whole time. I can tell she really loves me. I went to bed at 11pm and she was there next to me. I woke up at 6am and she was in the exact same spot. She knew I was scared i think because when i freaked out a lil when i heard noise outside last night she was was watching me.

God bless animals.

That's really sweet, my cats are like that too, they always seem to know when I'm upset and help comfort me

I didn't sleep last night but I got most of my errands done today, so when I got back I turned everything off, lights etc and made myself lay down for an hour and try to rest. I think I may have slept a little, not entirely sure but I don't feel as worn out as I did earlier

I just talked to my job counselor. He was so happy and surprised for me!

Hes like "omg wow you got that job?!?!?". I was like "yesssssss!!!" Hahaha

Next week maintenance is fixing my ceiling. They got the problem causing it to drip fixed like a month ago but they're just fixing the superficial problems due to the water damage. Hate having them over but it will be good to get it done and over with.

Just went to the bookstore

have been hallucinating on and off today from lack of sleep, got really freaked out and panicked, trying to calm down and relax till I can go to bed tonight. Exhausted but too hyped up to sleep till later

Slept 19 hours